i've never done this long distance love thing, AFTER knowing and living with someone, it somehow makes it easier in some ways.
like i know for a 100% fact that josh loves me, no questions asked.
i also know in my heart he's the one for me, regardless of my ex....eventhough my family loves him. i had fun when my ex and i were together,...
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like i know for a 100% fact that josh loves me, no questions asked.
i also know in my heart he's the one for me, regardless of my ex....eventhough my family loves him. i had fun when my ex and i were together,...
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damn itunes.
bad itunes.
i downloaded a buncha sade tonight, man i love sade. and with my wi fi connection here, it's hard to dl stuff on limewire, so i figure for 99cents a song i can deal. plus then i own it permanently. yeah not such a bad deal. plus the song quality is always awesome. yeah. i hate itunes.
my hon called tonight...
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bad itunes.
i downloaded a buncha sade tonight, man i love sade. and with my wi fi connection here, it's hard to dl stuff on limewire, so i figure for 99cents a song i can deal. plus then i own it permanently. yeah not such a bad deal. plus the song quality is always awesome. yeah. i hate itunes.
my hon called tonight...
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harlot:
Cali was defintely fab.
Sorry I didnt call, we were pretty much doin random shit the whole time.
Sorry I didnt call, we were pretty much doin random shit the whole time.
notquiteapinup:
thanks for the advice- and i'm trying really hard to just zero in on my relationship- since it's been a fight the last couple of months. but i can't shake these feelings... though i know i'm not gonna give in or anything. but... i wanted to give you a ::hug:: and a thanks- my friends have all been really hard to talk to about all this.
<3
<3
wyldesage:
Jeez....
jamila:
Wow...
yesterday was fun, took bex to claire's and spent 50.00 on makeup and hair extensions and silly girl things...it's just an excuse to be 8 years old. then we went swimming in the pool and played volleyball and got our butt's kicked, but she is getting better. i slept pretty well, good exercise.
talked to josh but it was so late, and he always is...
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talked to josh but it was so late, and he always is...
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misterclean:
have fun...there's nothing quite like a pedicure, is there?
wyldesage:
Shopping!!!...I am gonna get myself a couple of things next week, most likely a couple of books for sure.
I sometimes try to "extract" things at the worse possible times.
I sometimes try to "extract" things at the worse possible times.
happy friday, got home from work around 3pm, i had a caramel macchiato this morning and i swear i was buzzing on it for HOURS. presentation went fine, not great but good. that's okay not bad for my first to the commercial group.
tonight, not much planned. could cruise to parents but i think i'll stay in, eat some tofu adn buckwheat noodles and stir...
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tonight, not much planned. could cruise to parents but i think i'll stay in, eat some tofu adn buckwheat noodles and stir...
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wyldesage:
Jake Gyllenhaal is a freaking hottie...and so is his sister!!
Life has been pretty basic lately, although I still have a bit of the shopping bug, I guess when I get down about life in general it usually hits, then I get a few things and I feel better.
Life has been pretty basic lately, although I still have a bit of the shopping bug, I guess when I get down about life in general it usually hits, then I get a few things and I feel better.
wyldesage:
I usually dont feel the need to have "stuff" I got away from that, but I am thinking that because I have hardly anymore, I am feeling a bit wierd without it.
wyldesage:
Too cute! Have a great weekend, im so glad its friday!
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spud_bliss:
beautiful
bromopar:
Nice pics. We've been feeling pretty frisky ourselves lately and if you get us in a dressing room together... WATCH OUT!!!
Having a raise is awesome, you should celebrate you deserve it. having a job you love is equally awesome i can attest to that!
Having a raise is awesome, you should celebrate you deserve it. having a job you love is equally awesome i can attest to that!
i feel like if you write a post with a lot of personal meaning, nobody responds. but if you post a bunch of cute pictures, then you get like 10 replies. fickle SG.
anyhow it's sunday....not sure what i'm doing today. yesterday i spent the DAY at the mac store, first off fixing my iphone, or should i say, replacing it....not sure what caused it...
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anyhow it's sunday....not sure what i'm doing today. yesterday i spent the DAY at the mac store, first off fixing my iphone, or should i say, replacing it....not sure what caused it...
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wyldesage:
I am a bit of a phone junkie, much to my man's chagrin...I have gotten better, although I dont think he believes that! I used to always buy wallpapers and ringtones and games, and I loves reading up on all the latest technology...I still do that on occasion. But the opne bandwagon I will never jump on is the iphone/ipod one. I will stick with my regular phone that has just a few gadets and my new toy, an mp3 player!...It's got 4 gigs, which for me is alot!!
...and your right, there have been many a time I write journals with deep meaning, but I get more comments on the ones with pics...its rather dissapointing.
...and your right, there have been many a time I write journals with deep meaning, but I get more comments on the ones with pics...its rather dissapointing.
punknitemike:
its SG, everybody loves the picture journals. but i like the personal stuff too!
my iphone has taken a shit and i have to go to the genius bar today to restore it. i'm loving that.
fucking apple and their new software update has jacked it all to hell, can't even get it to synch. also my wireless connection here is totally sketch so that isn't helping.
might go see a flick today, and i need to eat i'm...
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fucking apple and their new software update has jacked it all to hell, can't even get it to synch. also my wireless connection here is totally sketch so that isn't helping.
might go see a flick today, and i need to eat i'm...
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spud_bliss:
true, true
like everything, you have to have something to get it, money, love, everything, i'm workin on loving me more too
i'm not going to see a movie until the dark knight or... something else, i can't remember what it is right now
like everything, you have to have something to get it, money, love, everything, i'm workin on loving me more too
i'm not going to see a movie until the dark knight or... something else, i can't remember what it is right now
so not to be a downer but it's monday (always fun) and i just found out today that some guy that worked at one of my suppliers here in CA died last night in a fatal motorcycle accident. and boyfriends wonder why they are NOT allowed to ride motorcycles. seriously i don't play.
on to a lighter subject, i get to work in the shop...
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on to a lighter subject, i get to work in the shop...
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wyldesage:
Ok, I think you and I bought the same bikini!!!
....and I went back and got a couple of shirts and a cute pair of black cargo pants, but they were a bit too tight - grrr - so I have to go exchange them tonight.
....and I went back and got a couple of shirts and a cute pair of black cargo pants, but they were a bit too tight - grrr - so I have to go exchange them tonight.
wyldesage:
I hope we do too...I am gonna get pics taken this weekend, so we will see!
I seem to have come to a bit of a standstill on the weight loss, I have still lost some inches, but im holding at 165 now. I want to get to 135 eventually...I gues thats why the clothes shopping was a bit frustrating, I thought I would be able to get into another smaller size, but not just yet.
I seem to have come to a bit of a standstill on the weight loss, I have still lost some inches, but im holding at 165 now. I want to get to 135 eventually...I gues thats why the clothes shopping was a bit frustrating, I thought I would be able to get into another smaller size, but not just yet.
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badangela:
You two are so adorable
wyldesage:
Looks like you had a great time!!
i had the most amazing dream about josh. in my dream, we meet up for the first time since he moved, so we have all this sexual tension and we are missing each other so much, we get to some really nice hotel, and we have a drink, and we just can't keep our hands off each other. we're touching, kissing, making out, and just...
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voss:
I wish i could remember sex dreams that vividly. Usually I just remember genitalia and and horny-ness and wake up all riled up lol
schadenfreude:
Sex dreams are the bomb. Especially when you actually get off in them. So nice.
They're called "ribbon curls", huh? I like them over the next few days because they just get looser and looser and it gets all nice and wavy. I can't believe that I, a self-professed makeup and hair product whore, had no idea you could do that with a flat iron.
They're called "ribbon curls", huh? I like them over the next few days because they just get looser and looser and it gets all nice and wavy. I can't believe that I, a self-professed makeup and hair product whore, had no idea you could do that with a flat iron.

Your right about what everyone else thinks, I have always lived like that, and it's been far too long, but when you hear your parents voices in your head, its difficult to block out, but im trying...I'm glad you are too.