hey all it's sunday night, chillin, got to talk to the man, was nice <3 missed him as we didn't chat last night. i worry about that man, he's working his ass off....working his life away...just doesn't seem fair, and i am so sick of being apart, it just drives me nuts. well you know this already, broken record.
just went swimming today, nothing exciting,...
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just went swimming today, nothing exciting,...
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punknitemike:
a hood piercing would be freaking sexy, but wouldnt that hurt quite a bit?
bellica:
Aww, thanks! 
I'd totally get it with you if I were there, you should get it anyway, it'll be the surprise of his life!!! Let me know before you get it so I can seend good vibes! 
I'd totally get it with you if I were there, you should get it anyway, it'll be the surprise of his life!!! Let me know before you get it so I can seend good vibes! 
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jewelz:
about his shirts, i have 3 of them...they are all in my bed with me everynight, and they smell like his cologne, and although they are not the same, they make me feel a bit closer to him...
So, we've not met yet...I'm a friend of LadyBastet and couldn't help but notice what you said to her above. I thought I was the only crazy lady that slept with her honey's t-shirts when he's out of town for the smell on them! It made my day to see that you do the same 
bromopar:
Yeah I found out how out of shape I am when I started riding my bike to work again. Its a ride I used to take everyday in just about every way and never thought twice about it and now its weraing me out so bad I'm having a hard time having sex! You its bad when you're too tired for lovein!
how is it already 10:30. off to the bank, then here. not sure i'll stay total pandemonium i bet. whatever.
i wanted to bring josh so bad but he's not coming, he's working his ass off as usual, day and night, i swear he's going to burn himself out and i WORRY about him. it's so fucking hot in Ohio, he says it's hard...
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i wanted to bring josh so bad but he's not coming, he's working his ass off as usual, day and night, i swear he's going to burn himself out and i WORRY about him. it's so fucking hot in Ohio, he says it's hard...
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wyldesage:
I know you hate it, but yopur doing fine, go have some fun!!
avidity:
ooo that festival looks like fun!
i got a pedicure today and i totally thought of you lol!
i got a pedicure today and i totally thought of you lol!
hair still looks the same guys, seriously just not any grays.
i could have gone to the lifeguards competition tonight but i blew it off, i dunno wanted to talk to josh to be honest. didn't get to talk long, 30 mins but i love him and i love his voice. i dunno.
tomorrow there's a huge 6 man volleyball and surf thing going on...
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i could have gone to the lifeguards competition tonight but i blew it off, i dunno wanted to talk to josh to be honest. didn't get to talk long, 30 mins but i love him and i love his voice. i dunno.
tomorrow there's a huge 6 man volleyball and surf thing going on...
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wyldesage:
You should have him send you a shirt of his, and then you can snuggle with it...not the same, but it would be nice...
wyldesage:
Im so frustrated about my car, we are going to go get one tire today, hoepfully two, and get the battery charged...I also have to go to DMV monday and get another extension since I dont have the money for parts to get it to pass smog yet... 
i think i might screw around with my hair tonight. i'm slightly worried as i don't REALLY know what i'm doing. i need to cover my gray hairs (shhhh!) on the sides of my head by my ears. damn hereditary grays had them since I was like 25 (yeah that was recently!!!!). anyhow...ha.
so yeah i think i'll do that.
***EDIT****i officially rule i didn't...
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so yeah i think i'll do that.
***EDIT****i officially rule i didn't...
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avidity:
you have to tell me if vantage point was good. it seemed to go right to dvd.
can't wait to see your hair. i have to dye mine something awful...the front is all brown lol.
can't wait to see your hair. i have to dye mine something awful...the front is all brown lol.
caffeinemonkey:
Congrats on the hair... Pictures?
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heatdude:
Cute feet..My favorite is that little dude to the right... 
pollythundercat:
so when do you get to actually see the man?
xoxo
xoxo
our love is like the wind, i can't see it but i can feel it <3
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buckyverano:
I love love
i really hate not having photoshop anymore, it's like so handy. not an addiction, but a good thing to have around. and my 1997 computer is so farkin slow to do anything is a miracle if it doesn't just take a shit, lol. anyhow i need to get a new one soon but i'm waiting, trying to get a mac eventhough i think thats against...
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caffeinemonkey:
I love Photoshop. Glad you had fun at the pier but I know it makes you feel sad at the same time.
I am sure the next time you two get together it will be wonderful.
Have a great week!
I am sure the next time you two get together it will be wonderful.
Have a great week!
paperthinwalls:
I do, but I never see you on yahoo! And thanks for the compliments! You are looking as sexy as ever!
i don't know why i always overreact. is this something they teach us girls when we're real young? i guess i'm really sensitive because i miss him so much. i have faith in this....i refuse to get sucked into a world of feeling like shit, not knowing and being scared. i've worked far too hard on being strong but sometimes the stupidest shit hurts.
josh...
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josh...
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aspenfan34:
you are not a stupid fuck nor weak. While I may only know you from your blog (which I read as well as admire your beauty), I can honestly say you are an amazing person with so much greatness to give to people. To repeat what others have said, you are a strong person that deserves the best of everything. If you ever need someone to talk/chat with, I will do my best to make you smile or laugh or feel better, please take me up on it sometime if you need an outsider's opinion or just to simply vent. ( hug )
Cheers ~timothy
Cheers ~timothy
aspenfan34:
you are very welcome, I am somewhat new to SG. But yeah, I read your blog (dont get me wrong, as your beautiful pictures are wonderful too) and just thought you could use a smile and cheering up. if you want to ever chat my yahoo IM is aspen_fan1 if not no worries. ( hug ) Cheers ~timothy
i have to say getting to spend a few hours talking to the man last night was refreshing. we went through this amazing list of songs, and he played them for me and we reminisced and laughed, and talked about movies, and memories, and all this good stuff. it was a really amazing vibe.
makes me want to jump through the computer wires, and into...
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punknitemike:
i like your boobs!
its really awesome how you make a long distance relationship work, ive been in several but have never managed to have things work out. its quite refreshing to see how you guys are cause sooo many people say long distance relationships NEVER work, you proved that wrong!
its really awesome how you make a long distance relationship work, ive been in several but have never managed to have things work out. its quite refreshing to see how you guys are cause sooo many people say long distance relationships NEVER work, you proved that wrong!
here's my youtube page, nothing too interesting, just some good jamz
my jamz
hope you're having a good friday. i'm skyping with the honey listening to tunes, and just enjoying the chance to catch up.
feels so good....
<3
my jamz
hope you're having a good friday. i'm skyping with the honey listening to tunes, and just enjoying the chance to catch up.
feels so good....
<3
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avidity:
enojoy your weekend woman. i added you on the tube.
badangela:
friday night was good. We went to a friends place and drank cocktails. It is good that you can catch up with your man. I hope you are having a great weekend.
someone said i spoke big truths...maybe i just GUESS.
to be honest with you it's like i tell my friends now, life's a big lesson.
tonight eventhough i really wanna talk to josh, he's prob asleep, it's almost midnight. instead of being anxious, and getting that feeling in the pit of my stomach...and CRYING which is one road i could easily take, i'm choosing to...
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to be honest with you it's like i tell my friends now, life's a big lesson.
tonight eventhough i really wanna talk to josh, he's prob asleep, it's almost midnight. instead of being anxious, and getting that feeling in the pit of my stomach...and CRYING which is one road i could easily take, i'm choosing to...
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punknitemike:
you are one tough chica, as im sure it isnt easy being away from the one you love. but you deal with it so well, and your patience will pay off.
paperthinwalls:
Thanks hun, so are you! So good to hear from you! I am heading off to Pakistan tonight, so don't be a stranger!
