just another monday...nothing new to report really rather boring weekend. went to the bday party for my nephew, stupid ass ex was there, so i bailed....i just can't be exposed to sitting there and having to deal with him and his fat girlfriend. i'm sorry i swear i'd just be honest if i wanted him back, i'd tell you guys....why the fuck would i want... Read More
ok seriously, HOLEY CRAP WOMAN You look uber hot in those pictures, damn. You always look fabulous. Your hair is looking amazing and i love that tank! You have reinvented sultry, nobody does it like you.
i'm glad you guys had a good talk i know how important he is.
Whats your tattoo idea? spill it!
today is nicholas's 1st birthday party. my brother and sisterinlaw have decided to have a "cowboy" theme, which isn't what i would do but whatevs.
they want everyone to wear their best "western wear" WTF. i live in los angeles...i don't wear WESTERN wear sorry. no cowboy boots here.
so i dunno i gotta scramble around which annoys me, might i add.
anyhow.
i need... Read More
today i had another busy day at work..what a shocker, but i left at a reasonable time (shocker) and went and had a 1 hour hot stone massage was really nice.
i almost fell asleep a few times.
josh used to give me hot stone massages on my legs and feet, as he's got a total thing for my feet and legs, so sexy turns... Read More
work has been so busy...im overwhelmed.
we had product that didn't scan today....i'm just so over it.
anyhow it's josh's birthday today and i'm jut 100% bummed not to be able to spend it with him :/
It's hard to not let your mind wonder to the worst scenario. Don't beat yourself up over it. Just the fact that you know you take it to a negative place is the first step to recovery.
i seriously finally got the intunes library up on the imac. thank God I can finally shut the pc down for good i'm just waiting until another day.
i need to go put laundry in....but it's late bah.
man.
i have been so tired ;/ im pooped, okay just one load.
how are you guys doing?
new job + old job = really tired. trying... Read More
so they did offer me a promotion, and i took it, not sure of the money part of the deal yet, but it's WAY more responsibility and it's much more of a pivotal role in the business...but i love what i do, and i was panicking all day long because i'm scared to leave a job i love and look forward to everyday for one... Read More
i woke up thismorning at 4am, sweating, my heart beathing out of my chest, scared. i presume it was anxiety or it was a bad dream...don't remember. just remember laying in bed, thinking how am i ever going to go back to sleep, sure it was a weekday...ugh
i got up washed my face, changed my jammies, and texted josh. just told him i had... Read More
inet is buggin a bit tonight but wanted to drop a quick line.....
work has been so insane, last 2 nights earliest i got home was 9pm. so much going on, just throwing myself into it, and busting my ass....keeps me busy i can't really complain...i'll be up for a massage this weekend maybe i think hot rock to boot!~
the man has been incredible...so... Read More
thank you for the comment. it was horrible for the moment, but now, i'm okay. really. he can be as sad as he wants, but he had his chance and it's over now.
besides, i have a lot more things and people in my life that make me HAPPY. i don't need to be wasting my time with that.
was really nice.
