yesterday was magnificent. he brought me chocolates

i was nervous at the airport, got him, he kissed me i was awkward....
but he laughed and said "we're just not used to each other yet".
that took about 10 mins...
he told me he loved me when we got back to my place - just in the sweetest way, and then said he loved me more...
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This was very different from an ordinary dream. It was so detailed and crystal clear. I could smell, see and feel everything. I could swear it was actually happening.
Big Hug! I know it's painful. But after waiting a full year to get some validation - it still has to be a sweet pain.
I wish I could just wave a magic wand and make it all better...