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not feeling sorry for myself, i refuse.
he loves me i love him. sometimes people don't see eye to eye doesn't mean anything in the grand scheme of things.
i do miss him more than i ever have, and i feel like such crap.
oh well, thank God there's work tomorrow.
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wsoxfan:
I predict that once communications start up again, you'll both feel even closer to each other after having not talked for a few days. This is what happened with me and Kathy once we got to talking again. My feelings for her were that much stronger than before.
groove:
It can be tough, not being in the same place... but you'll get through it, I know!
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i miss my love - bad.
on a happier note i'm the PSW set of the month biggrin
cassy happy holidays

mah famous booty pic is included biggrin
enjoy,
Cass
badangela:
I hope he doesn't stay mad with you for long. Have a great rest of your weekend.
wsoxfan:
I read the comment above mine. Is Josh mad at you? I hope not.

Kathy and I are back on track. We had a difficult conversation on Friday. Things got pretty serious. By yesterday, we were pretty much back on track, which makes me happy and relieved.

I hope things are what you want them to be from this day forward.
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avidity:
oh know....why are you sad???
groove:
Hope you are feeling better! Here's to a great 2010!!
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I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you

I'm a puzzle yes indeed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet you see the picture clear as day

I don't know why you love me
And that's why I...
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faye:
Awe - I've never seen that video but it's probably my favorite of hers.

(My gays LOVE her)

I love her bangs in that video!!

And yep - red it will be - how are you?
wsoxfan:
Happy new year to you too. I wish us both happiness and peace of mind.
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ah the first monday back to work, always fun. seems like so many people are off this week between, which is fine, just can't get anything done without people who need to make business decisions, and it pisses me off when entire departments are out but whatever.
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anyhow..
how is everyone coping with getting back to the grindstone?
i'm fine with it, i spend way...
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elizagirl:
Let me combine two parts of your blog for you:

http://www.amazon.com/Aqua-Erotica-Stories-Steamy-Bath/dp/0609806564/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1262106501&sr=1-1

It's waterproof! I have it, and I love it. I have favourites I've 'enjoyed' numerous times. I highly suggest it.
sherrillee:
I'm one of those who took this week off. Too much to do and not enough time to do it all.

But we have a policy where I work that no department can be entirely empty. the decision makers have to switch off so there's always some one present.

Glad you've been in a good place. take care and pace yourself. Hugs!
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ahhh sometimes all it takes is a trip to lush, tons of bath products, and a nice bath, a 2+ hour conversation with the man of my dreams to put me in a pretty damn good mood about work tomorrow.
i must say, that man is something else.

never in my life have i felt so much like sombody got me, in the way that...
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heatdude:
You are a special lady...Thanks for being a friendsmile
wsoxfan:
Good for you. It's very special to know that someone you care about so much has so much intimate knowledge of who you are.

I miss Kathy more each day. I go back and forth between sadness, anger and frustration, although I try to not focus on the anger.

It's strange sometimes who has known you best over the years. The truth is that I was able to open up more completely to Lyrical than anyone else, even Annette. There were things I could tell her that I couldn't tell anyone else. It's that intimacy that I miss much more than anything else we did. I'm sure it will be the same with Kathy the more we're together.

Right now, I'm having some doubts about us. I know she said that her taking a break isn't really about me. Yet, I can't stop thinking that it is to some degree.

Have a happy new year if we don't talk over the next few days.
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ugh i wanna go to ohio for new years.
i should just fly there...for a surprise!
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avidity:
it's okay that you're feeling crappy today. it happens, and you have to let it out.

if you can go to ohio...i say GOOOOO!
wsoxfan:
You know better than anyone what you should do. Go with your heart. That's what I do when I'm conflicted.

Needy is a word I can relate to. I've been cut off from any communication with Kathy since last Wednesday. The fact that it happened without warning made it even worse. She indicated at the time that she would contact me on New Years Day. She always has been true to her word, so I'm looking forward to hearing from her in 5 days.

I hope you do whatever turns out best for you.

"hugs"
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hey cats and kitties...how was your xmas?
mine was nice, short 1 fine man, i did okay. i got my keurig coffee maker, which was at the top of my list (actually 2 of them, one to return for the mac wireless mouse btw)....and of course i bought myself some new uggs, some juice couture sweats, and i got a really cute blouse from my...
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wsoxfan:
I know what you mean. You bunch together a decent amount of phone time, then comes a drought. I wouldn't call it being spoiled. I'd rather see it as being where you should be, meaning being with Josh in one way or another, and then it's over, at least for the time being. It's like a tease, even thought it's not meant to be.

That can really suck.
peloroja:
That box of cheer was awesome glad he liked it. I got 2 purses and a scarf and hat set from my man. I got him a stereo, kicker and amps for his truck. (We didn't open anything on Xmas day we just happened to go shopping and bought each other stuff as we went) the economy sucks but we made the best of it. biggrin

New Years Eve is coming have a good one!!! biggrin
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time to call the man and do our xmas eve thing.
i hope everyone has a good xmas smile really.
xoxo,
Cass
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wsoxfan:
Many blessings to you and yours during this holiday season and beyond.
ravioli:
hope you had a good christmas and bex was blown away!
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sherrillee:
Looks like you had a great time. The box sounds simply splendid. Love to hear the Justin story.

Well I', sure that you are mega busy... we'll chat later. Hugs!
heatdude:
Merry Christmas
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ah party is tomorrow.
hoochie hippy dress slated to be delivered to work tomorrow, hope hope hope!
gotta run to the mall (gah) and return a poncho like thing, and see if i can find something else biggrin
how is everyone doing?
i'm busy busy busy, party tomorrow and then again on friday.

back from the mall. didn't return anything, bought ANOTHER hippy poncho, and a...
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wsoxfan:
Have lots of fun at the party. You should be able to get Josh's present to him before Christmas with a couple of days to spare. Kathy's present is being shipped out today by the online company that I bought it from. It should make it there barely on time. Kathy already said that it's okay if it's late. She appreciates that i got her anything at all.
groove:
Hehehe. You said, "get his package out". biggrin

I don't know what a hoochie hippy dress is, but I sure like the sound of it... smile
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70s party is thursday.
of course my hippy dress, that is totally sexy and this amazing halter top, is fucking on it's way from Thailand with no tracking #. assholes on ebay.
so i went on alight.com and bought 2 other hippy dresses, neither nearly as cute.
one arrived today, and let me just say, it's basically a mu mu. PASS. i want to look...
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faust3:
Watch "Car Wash" awesome movie, and I'm sure it will give plenty of inspiration about 70's fashion...it's a classic....
"Workin at the car wash, girl, come and sing it with me, sing it with feeling. Workin at the car wash.."....also one of my favorite karaoke songs.
vegasdaddy:
You would look " cute and sassy " in this hot bellydance dress from Istanbul Turkey.