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Life is complicated...

And i hate complicated things...

Things are rough between me n my guy...

I don't know what to do...

Ive been kinda depressed lately... but whats fucked up is i have a mental issue that makes me unable to be sad............

Its almost as though when im sad i sit there totaly blank... not knowing what or how to feel.... its totaly...
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glassdragon:
I know the feeling love.
where you feel like you want to do so many things but have no motivation, drive, or desire (aren't those all the same thing?) to do anything about it but sit on your ass and feel sorry for yourself.
I was out of work for four months before i got another job. it sucks but sometimes you have to take the extra time to look for a job that wont turn you down right away because of your face tongue
as lame as it sounds, things always get better. and great things happen to those who wait for it! be patient, relax and just always remember to step back and breath when things get hectic smile

take care hon! kiss
signs:
Thats not good frown
Just remember to take small baby mental steps, it helps in the long run.
Eventhough it can be hard some days think positive biggrin

kiss
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wugglyump:
that's quite the cute smirk,
signs:
Yeah they rock!!! How can you not like em? shocked wink
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i hate waiting for a set to go up....

im such an impatient little fart tongue
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wugglyump:
thank you for calling yourself a little fart.
pure:
Look forward seeing your net set!
XXX
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i need to find a new job...

i efin hate job hunting, people can be such ignorant fucks

im sposed to go to a bbq at my buddies house tonight, he said he was makin ribs for me.

i feel so blah... prolly cuz ive been out of a job for the past week n a bit. i dunno what to do with my self...
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telegraph:
I'm a fan of wacom tablets. they are pretty sexy. pressure sensitive.
kore:
hey did i ever mention i have such a crush on you. love
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i think im going crazy..... frown

and not in the good way.....

sedate me and let me sleep for eternity.....
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darksphere:
If you want to talk, Im always here.

My msn is on my page.

Take care, ok. Hope you pull through soon.

applejax:
Oh dear, craziness isn't always good. I hope that maybe things got better over the weekend.

Huggles,
kiss
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i want more tattoos.....

gimme gimme gimme

ive been smokin like a chimney and drinking pepsi like is blood to a vampire

i need a new job... but no one wants to hire me cuz i look freaky....

bah

the show in michigan was fuckin awesome

i feel like dying my hair sum sorta colour....

i only have purple dye here and a bit of...
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dragonflyqueen:
werd up - I totally hear ya', I love those beater and sweatpants days. I hate spring so that's why I'm lazy this time of year. I don't know about you, but fall is pimp!

I have some flueresent purple [has pink undertones] hair dye. I don't know why the hell I even bought it.

Could you email me some recorded songs you played at your show? I couldn't get your link to work.

Dr.Pepper = Vampire Blood
"...And a little sip o' faygo too"
devonmartyr:
just get in your car and drive. thats what i do. end up finding new shit that ya never knew was around and or if ya are feeling really froggy just take a plane somewhere random and explore smile
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most of my day today will be spent making demos for the show im playin this friday....

i hate demos now....

and cutting out stickers...

im really hungry to, but theres no food to eat here damn it

i got new shoes yesturday, they are sassy. but i dont wanna get them to dirty so i can only wear them inside right now cuz its...
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blood_child:
You better save me a demo missy!!!! love
apelincoln:
Aaaarggh, I hate papercuts!! But how'd the show go??

peaces
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im playin a show in michigan on st pattys day, its the first show ive played in about 2 or 3 yrs

im a lil nervous

we got everything organized now.... money.... directions...out songs, it should be good fun

were takin lots of pics and doin a video
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amenti:
Hey, I like your profile! Your set is also very nice.

And, I thought I was the only one who watched "Drawn Together". I'm glad there's someone else out there who likes that insane show.
jessika:
good luck cutie kiss
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so today something dawned one me.....

i ordered shoes a while back from aussie....


umm... i paid for em....

but ....

i do not have sassy little pieces of foot wear on me feet....

surreal
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dragonflyqueen:
What'd they look like? Pimp? confused
ragdoll:
I think a couple of girls are still waiting on boots. There was a thread in the lounge a while back I think.. don't quote me!
xx
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im always a good sport when it comes to these things.... prolly because i get REAL bored and have nothing else to do hah... so here it is... ive been taged...

Seven things I want to do before I die:
1) Visit Japan
2) Tattoo my whole body from my neck down
3) Play a tour all over the states
4) Confront the bitch who...
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darksphere:
UNDERCUT!!!
That's awesome. Like the new profile pic too.
Beautiful. kiss
monstermurdoch:
I liked the skeleton that wanted a drink he has cool! Drove my mother crazy quoting him all day skull
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apelincoln:
Woah!! That pic is great! I DEMAND a bigger version so I can use it as my desktop wallpaper love

peaces
dragonflyqueen:
TAG! Check out my journal to see what I'm talkin' about wink.