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I'm not alone, I wish I was
Cause than I'd know, I'm down because
I couldn't find a friend around
To love me like they do right now
They do right now
And all is well, I can't complain
Well okay, I guess I could
I got my place, I got my name
I chase my tail, all the same
And I can't think about...
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Cause than I'd know, I'm down because
I couldn't find a friend around
To love me like they do right now
They do right now
And all is well, I can't complain
Well okay, I guess I could
I got my place, I got my name
I chase my tail, all the same
And I can't think about...
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thetotalm:
the holidays can ear you alive sometimes man...try not to let it get to you too much. If you want to go out just let me know.
cap:
I'm not really down. More like concerned. It seems in my life, the holidays are a time when people start to give me reasons to worry bout them. And eventually you look in the mirror and ask, " what about me? When's it my turn?" I'd like a distraction from that.
This song is about that lack of a something. You can sometimes have everything and still lack that "spark". I realize that this is the umpteenth time I've mentioned the "spark". But I'm a firm believer in it. When something shows up in your life no matter how it appears, and has that wow factor, you should make it a point to persue it. If you meet someone online who wows you, make an effort to get to know them. If that ONE girl who is insanly...different shows up, ASK her her fucking name and say hi. Cuz the next girl who is twice as hot is a waste if she doesnt give u that spark. I'm just startin to wish someone viewed me that way, and made it a point to not let me just walk on by. Even guys like to feel pursued everyonce in a while I guess. Sorry vanity is kicking in, startin to think I can demand things lol.
[Edited on Dec 10, 2004 11:30PM]
This song is about that lack of a something. You can sometimes have everything and still lack that "spark". I realize that this is the umpteenth time I've mentioned the "spark". But I'm a firm believer in it. When something shows up in your life no matter how it appears, and has that wow factor, you should make it a point to persue it. If you meet someone online who wows you, make an effort to get to know them. If that ONE girl who is insanly...different shows up, ASK her her fucking name and say hi. Cuz the next girl who is twice as hot is a waste if she doesnt give u that spark. I'm just startin to wish someone viewed me that way, and made it a point to not let me just walk on by. Even guys like to feel pursued everyonce in a while I guess. Sorry vanity is kicking in, startin to think I can demand things lol.
[Edited on Dec 10, 2004 11:30PM]
I'm not alone, I wish I was
Cause than I'd know, I'm down because
I couldn't find a friend around
To love me like they do right now
They do right now
And all is well, I can't complain
Well okay, I guess I could
I got my place, I got my name
I chase my tail, all the same
And I can't think about...
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Cause than I'd know, I'm down because
I couldn't find a friend around
To love me like they do right now
They do right now
And all is well, I can't complain
Well okay, I guess I could
I got my place, I got my name
I chase my tail, all the same
And I can't think about...
Read More
Guys and gals.
FYI I have been living outta my trunk and sleeping at the hospital.
Doing something I'd never thought I'd NEVER do EVER in my life EVER. I'm headin to church to pay the tab and ask a new favor. I need all the help I can get.
Keep you posted.
FYI I have been living outta my trunk and sleeping at the hospital.
Doing something I'd never thought I'd NEVER do EVER in my life EVER. I'm headin to church to pay the tab and ask a new favor. I need all the help I can get.
Keep you posted.
muse25:
Let me know if you need ANYTHING. I'll put your sister in my prayers...
Guys and gals.
FYI I have been living outta my trunk and sleeping at the hospital.
Doing something I'd never thought I'd EVER do EVER in my life EVER. I'm headin to church to pay the tab and ask a new favor. I need all the help I can get.
Keep you posted.
FYI I have been living outta my trunk and sleeping at the hospital.
Doing something I'd never thought I'd EVER do EVER in my life EVER. I'm headin to church to pay the tab and ask a new favor. I need all the help I can get.
Keep you posted.
Yay my siter has an absess on her kidney. That means I won't have to cripple her doctor with a series of brutal twists of various joints and nerves. Now that we know what's been wrong with her I'm so relieved. YAY
Bigger post later work calls
Bigger post later work calls
muse25:
Im glad to hear that they know whats wrong with her so that they can get on top of it and cure her. How old is your sister? I have two older sisters. 
thetotalm:
hey that is good news about your sister. I mean finding out whats wrong not what's wrong with her. Make sure you update us and let us know if you need anything.
John Mayer
St. Patrick's Day
Here comes the cold
Break out the winter clothes
And find a love to call your own
You - enter you
Your cheeks a shade of pink
And the rest of you in powder blue
Who knows what will be
But I'll make you this guarantee
No way November will see our goodbye
When it comes to December it's obvious...
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thetotalm:
Hey what happened to your other entry. Anyway I was thinking about it...I don't think you were out of line and I odn't think you owe her an apology....you made an off hand comment and she took it way out of line. I think you said what was needed and it should be left at that. HOpefully I don't sound hearless but that's what I think.
muse25:
I read an article in the Prov Journal about Fungus Amungus (spelling?) yesterday. I'll try to pick up a CD and see what they're all about.
later'
later'
I've been in a very bad mood last couple of days. And I know exactly why.
My sister is sick. Very sick. Everyone thinks it's because a month ago she was prescribed a medicine that damaged her internally somehow. Like an ulcer or something.
So when she went to the doctor who prescribed it they took her off for a lil while then her put...
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My sister is sick. Very sick. Everyone thinks it's because a month ago she was prescribed a medicine that damaged her internally somehow. Like an ulcer or something.
So when she went to the doctor who prescribed it they took her off for a lil while then her put...
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Ok I may or may not have bitten someones head off today. 
They may or may not have deserved it.
I am always willing to stand in the other persons shoes and see if maybe I was possibly outta line. And from what I can tell if I was in there shoes I woulda avoided giving me a Dr. Phil lecture and kept the conversation...
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They may or may not have deserved it.
I am always willing to stand in the other persons shoes and see if maybe I was possibly outta line. And from what I can tell if I was in there shoes I woulda avoided giving me a Dr. Phil lecture and kept the conversation...
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muse25:
You had right to let her know that she doesnt know the real you. And doesnt it just suck when someone says that "you have a problem"....thats just asking to be smacked. She had no right to put judgement on you and how you respond to the people in your life. But it would be a good idea to make a jesture of "no hard feelings"...thats really nice of you.
And as for Bananna Bread! YUMMMMM. If you make me one with walnuts in it....I'll be a slave for a day!
....isnt it sad. I'll get into cars with strangers AND I'll sell myself for a delicious dessert.....
And as for Bananna Bread! YUMMMMM. If you make me one with walnuts in it....I'll be a slave for a day!
....isnt it sad. I'll get into cars with strangers AND I'll sell myself for a delicious dessert.....
Hello my brethren!!!!
The release party rocked. I showed up rip roaring to go. There were a couple of cuties there. Didn't get lucky tho. O well. Met Mucci. He's cool. But taller than me and therefore an asshole.
Small world: Mucci knows my buddy T.
In total 3 SG people came and introduced themselves. They aren't people I know well but are cool in...
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The release party rocked. I showed up rip roaring to go. There were a couple of cuties there. Didn't get lucky tho. O well. Met Mucci. He's cool. But taller than me and therefore an asshole.
Small world: Mucci knows my buddy T.
In total 3 SG people came and introduced themselves. They aren't people I know well but are cool in...
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muse25:
ouch I hope your not thinking I disrespected you 
I wish I could have gone. Good news is I worked a half day today and scored some better meds to make me modile now. Your right though...I do mix reciepes for disaster .....but I really was not feeling right....and I walk like a stiff because Im so uncomfortable.....it looks like Im uptight.
I have plenty of can goods in my cupboards that Ive never even looked at twice. If you give me the name of the chairty that is asking for them...I will gladly drop them by.
I wish I could have gone. Good news is I worked a half day today and scored some better meds to make me modile now. Your right though...I do mix reciepes for disaster .....but I really was not feeling right....and I walk like a stiff because Im so uncomfortable.....it looks like Im uptight.
I have plenty of can goods in my cupboards that Ive never even looked at twice. If you give me the name of the chairty that is asking for them...I will gladly drop them by.
cap:
Not u muse, never you. You are to my surprise and grateful appreciation, very considerate and sweet. You were a casualty of circumstance, but were there in spirit. As long as you make it up to me I forgive you.
I need some fun....