cait

So um, I'm back thanks to the amazing wonders of Les

I have a million crazy things to write but for a short update, I'm in the new house (awesome) back at WMU (semi-cool) and not so much working right now (sucks about money, but its a nice break).

Nothing but maxin' and relaxin' up in here, up in here.

Word to yo mama, give...
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So this is goodbye for a while.

I'm pretty sure I'll be back though. This place is SO addictive!
Recently, through a group on this site, I was able to diagnose a disorder that I always thought was me being crazy.
Its so amazing how much better I feel about life sometimes when I realize that I'm not alone, and everything I'm going through, someone...
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So I'm updating with a quote, which I often do. I just realized how silly it is, because when people read this they see the words on the screen, and probably don't get any insight into how these words and the music that goes along with them affects me and relates to my life.
I write run-on sentances.
Anyway, "Gimme Brains" from Bratmobile


"I want...
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Its countdown time for SO many things:

1 day: Summer camp is over
6 days: I leave for M.W.M.F
11 days: No more SG
20 days: Move into the new house
26 days: Back to school

So I'm having one of those moments where it feels like the world is falling down around me. The world has gone crazy and I have no one to turn to.
What the fuck?
I mean seriously?

Go here now please: John Kerry is a Douche Bag but I'm voting for him anyway

I hung out with my friend Chris tonight who has been one of my best friends since second grade. For me he is one of those people in life that keeps me grounded, and never lets me forget who I am or what I'm worth.

So many realizations about...
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I decided that when I leave SG I still want an online journal, so I did what all non-as cool as SG people do.....

Here is a link to my live journal:
PullMyHairCait

oh yeah, and let me know if you have an account on there.

Cait

The thing I have to remember about life is that one moment my heart can be so heavy with loneliness and pain that I can hardly stand it- and the next moment I can be laughing so hard I can hardly breath.

Its such a beautiful tragedy.

Ok, I'm not quite dead- but my computer was. Now I'm figuring out how to re-do shit and save stuff and blah blah blah.....
SO, I'm not sure how much more I will be on here. I go grey in August and I don't think I wish to ever return. Who knows though.....life is full of surprises
SO if you ever wonder if it was...
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Hopefully I shall see you tonight

Its so hard not to love him

A crack freak tried to pick me up tonight...

and sadly thats probably as close as I'm going to get to someone who wants me
I'm so stupidly ready for a boyfriend, and I work around so many awesome guys...its so not fair