*sigh* How am I supposed to get over the guy I think is truly *the one*?
Chicago was fun- Goldfinger was awesome
- life would just have been so much more perfect if we were still together and could have ended the night in each other's arms.
Instead I dreamed all night about why we couldn't be together, and woke up mildly miserable.
Sorry to...
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Chicago was fun- Goldfinger was awesome
- life would just have been so much more perfect if we were still together and could have ended the night in each other's arms.
Instead I dreamed all night about why we couldn't be together, and woke up mildly miserable.
Sorry to...
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*sigh* How am I supposed to get over the guy I think is truly *the one*?
Chicago was fun- Goldfinger was awesome - life would just have been so much more perfect if we were still together and could have ended the night in each other's arms.
Instead I dreamed all night about why we couldn't be together, and woke up mildly miserable.
Sorry to...
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Chicago was fun- Goldfinger was awesome
- life would just have been so much more perfect if we were still together and could have ended the night in each other's arms.
Instead I dreamed all night about why we couldn't be together, and woke up mildly miserable.
Sorry to...
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Again, thank you for the comments 
SO, I'm about to head off to chicago to see Goldfinger with my ex-boyfriend who im still in love with
I'm excited though, they are playing at the house of blues which means we might get a chance to meet them- and Im bringing my dangerous darrin CD for him to sign *Oh I hope I hope*
Another bright...
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SO, I'm about to head off to chicago to see Goldfinger with my ex-boyfriend who im still in love with
I'm excited though, they are playing at the house of blues which means we might get a chance to meet them- and Im bringing my dangerous darrin CD for him to sign *Oh I hope I hope*
Another bright...
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littledeadkid:
good luck on the director thing--u got to tell me how the house of blues is i wanna go down and check out some band there but if its a bunk venue then im not gonna waste the time
johnny_crotchrot:
Hi again. Just wanted to let you know that I added another comment to your previous journal entry.
You guys actually wrote comments- im totally addicted now. Thank you so much, I have another question,
I would really love to send in a set and try to be a Suicide girl, but what I'm worried about is that I used to be a cutter, and I have a lot of not attractive scars...
what would you think about seeing someone like nude?
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I would really love to send in a set and try to be a Suicide girl, but what I'm worried about is that I used to be a cutter, and I have a lot of not attractive scars...
what would you think about seeing someone like nude?
Let...
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toxicvixen:
all it takes is one comment to get you addicted. their is something about knwoing people are actually reading what you write and are motivated enough to respond that makes it exciting.
so... about you being a cutter... well, i'm glad you are using the past tense and have healed whatever it was that made you hurt yourself...
as far as whether or not i would be interested in seeing someone nude with those scars... i think it can go either way. their might indeed be some people who will be disgusted that you did that to yourself... or feel instantly sorry for you. however, i would see your nakedness with the scars as being bold and strong and ultimately beautiful. like... battlescars of sorts. you went through some shit but you came out of it alive. know what i mean. i say go for it girlie.
so... about you being a cutter... well, i'm glad you are using the past tense and have healed whatever it was that made you hurt yourself...
as far as whether or not i would be interested in seeing someone nude with those scars... i think it can go either way. their might indeed be some people who will be disgusted that you did that to yourself... or feel instantly sorry for you. however, i would see your nakedness with the scars as being bold and strong and ultimately beautiful. like... battlescars of sorts. you went through some shit but you came out of it alive. know what i mean. i say go for it girlie.
johnny_crotchrot:
I agree with toxicvixen. To me, this site is all about saying "FUCK YOU" to the mainstream. There are girls who model on this site that would not be accepted by many people, some not quite attractive enough, some too big, etc. To me though, there is not one model on this sight who is not beautiful. Knowing the story behind your scars, I would see them as being symbolic of your inner strength. You were strong enough to overcome your what you did in your past and have accepted it. Well, good luck with the set if you decide to go through with it.
This is the first time I've really felt a need to write in here. So I won't be surprised when no one reads this. If someone does however, I would really love some advice on how to change my life. It could be something small, or something drastic. I just know that I'm not happy with it at the moment, and that I totally could...
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cobalt:
I agree with the post above - save up some dough and travel... not so much as a tourist, but as a road trip. It will open your eyes to new opportunities and new alternatives.
littledeadkid:
smile
are u really 4-11?