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Were I certain it were a hundred percent fiction I would indeed enjoy it a great deal. As a silly civilian, I imagined your return to the undisciplined life would be a walking on air kind of existence. Clearly snow instead of sand and sneakers instead of boots does not clear the demons from your mind. As for being broke, many a man walked the country in the 60's living for the moment and discovering themselves. And shit. As for the medications both legal and lethal, I am not familiar, but might I suggest substantial amounts Rolling Rock Beer and white chocolate when the voices cry out. Please don't take this as frivilous advice, it's just I skipped far too many classes in college to provide any pearls of wisdom. And the little that I do posess, have long since lost their luster. In regards to the music, The Cure merely reflect the melancholy while The Smiths grab ahold and embrace the condition, so make that change immediately. With all this being said, a logical first step might be to vacate a state engulfed in total winter darkness and take a drive down the California coast. It might not silent the voices but it will make them say " wow, I think that was Danny Bonaduce on roller blades ".

Hope things look brighter soon young buck. If not, I might have to return.

I loved that movie! it was really beautiful.

Sounds like someone trying too hard to be surreal.

frightening only begins to describe it

in case it's too long here's a summary BLAH BLAH BLAH

don't be too worried about this good mood shit... it has been my experience it doesn't last too long and then the real fun starts when you crash letting your natural bitterness are sarcasm seep up from the depths below... and then you cast out burns, slams and character assasinations much the way robin hood offered up loaves of bread and schillings to the waiting masses in the forest....

and for the playem loud selection of the day might i suggest
" through these eyes " by the geniuses known as " social distortion "

Glad you're back. Stay strong, as Doherty said. Moonlit lakes do the strangest things to people... there's something so primal about them.

Yeah I'm late to the party... glad you're out of there safe! xx

What terror said - she's gorgeous.

Thanks for adding me as a friend bro.

Sorry you missed halloween, it's not really a big thing here in Britain. Although I was dressed as a goth kitten for no real reason <shrug> it was fun.

Trip round Europe eh? For all my travelling, I need to explore my own continent more... Croatia is supposed to be fucking gorgeous though. I loved Sorrento and the Amalfi Coast in Italy, and Fontainebleau in France is amazing (more for climbing than anything else, but still).

Whatever you decide, it'll be awesome.

I'm still recovering...it was a beautiful Halloween! YOU BETTER NOT MISS THE NEXT ONE!

well i hope you are well in iraq and sure your childhood memories should be remembered and cherished its what gets all through our rough nights and days. and in the thought of believing in the purities of magic i am with you we have to believe its like believing in happiness and true love,picturing your babies first smile walk these are the things that we should all look forward too and strive for....i also remember the days my siblings i laughed so hard we almost peed even glancing at them made me laugh.well thanks for the add and hope all is well in the land of war and violence.Thoughts are with you