Stop trying to get into my head.
Stop acting like you care
Just leave my thoughts alone.
Let me get lost inside my own mind
Let me drown myself in my tears
Shame on me for falling for your tricks.
I knew better...Damnit
I need to get out. So much stress. Drunk dialed my mom last night and cried like I... Read More
Lots to update on...and in a hurry so please bare with me!
PICTURE TIME!!!!!! But first, a brief message. One of the guys is a leap day baby. So Friday he turned 5. To celebrate this occassion, two of my friends and I dressed like 5-year-olds. There were also streamers and balloons. We brought a pinata (I don't know how to make a tilde I'm... Read More
I went with a friend of mine and my mother to see the musical Sweeney Todd yesterday. It was awesome. Although it was weird hearing it sung opera style after listening to the soundtrack to the movie for weeks.
My mom is coming down here Wednesday for my birthday. She's taking me out to dinner. Apparently the boyfriend is coming with us...
Let's begin with the concrete slab I had thrown at me a week ago. So me and my boyfriend and the rest of the fraternity and some other girls were down in their chapter room hangin' out. An alumni came down there. He didn't say a word to anyone. I've never met him before. My boyfriend put his hand on the alumni's shoulder and asked... Read More
What the fuck was up with that, why in the hell did he do that, I hope some one called the cops, he needs some help with that mental problem he has. I'm so glad he didn't hit you with that, it could have killed you.
Well that is great news, I really hope you do as well as you think you did.
Wow that sucks, did it make you feel better at all?
That is so cool, where are you going to be seeing it at? Your grandmother must be so super cool to send you that.
Well at least she was women enough to say she was sorry, I hope you feel better about that soon.
You know I probably wouldn't hate it that much if I have actually had a Valentine's Day. I've never had one before. No one has taken me out or even got me a single flower. Not a thing. Not once. Not ever. I woke up in my boyfriend's room ready to cry so I ran out of there and... Read More
I dunno what the hell is going on with me today, but it started last night... and it's not good, so I feel ya.
but I have one question... don't you have a boyfriend?? you said you ran out of his room this morning, so I don't get how you're alone today
ya know, valentines day is just a money making day. why take one day outta the year to tell someone i love you when you can tell them any day of the year, ya know? i didnt really have a valentine, but i got the girl who i think is special a lil something just to know i appreciate her. i think valentines day should be more about that than anything, tell someone in your life that they are special.
so when is the next time you're gonna be in cincy? we should hang!
Paranoia. That is my excuse for my last blog. You see, I am a naturally paranoid person. A nervous wreck and it takes nothing to get me to panic and send me into a whirl wind of "Oh my god what do I do?!" I know my thoughts were ridiculous and yet I could not stop myself from thinking them. I knew the new boyfriend... Read More
A kick to the face with a side of "Sorry. You're not what I'm looking for" is what I have come to know. I didn't really think about it until I was laying in bed with the new boy (maybe?) last night. Then the thoughts of "Oh he isn't really into me. He just wants the sex, but I would rather be that then nothing... Read More
I've spent every night this week and last week on Pike hall. It feels weird to sleep in my bed. I don't know why I still keep my stuff in this room when I live up there. I love those guys.
Classes are going well. We just picked out our research topics for my myth of gender and sex class. It has to be 15... Read More
I have a hard time relaxing too. I feel like I should be doing something productive : / And even if I do manage to just sit around for a while I feel guilty about it later. Blah!
Okay. I need to clarify some things about my rejected set.
First of all, I'm not sure how the whole cheating thing came about. Cheating pisses me off more than anything else in the world. There was nothing dealing with cheating in the set. Not at all.
Second, everything in the set is genuine. The ring I'm wearing was infact my engagement ring that my... Read More
I shot a set with the fabulous AlissaBrunelli last Thursday and the set was rejected.
I love the set. I remember when I was on Fort Riley base in Kansas when I was still with my ex and seeing a sticker in the PX that said "Army wife- Toughest Job in the Military." I feel for the Army wives and I can't imagine what they... Read More
I hope everyone had a good Christmas and New Year. I didn't do anything for new year. I stayed in and watched a marathon of Kathy Griffin stand up. I enjoyed it.
I got back to campus last night and stayed with one of my friends. I'm so glad to be back. I missed everyone so much. Classes start tomorrow. I'm stoked.
and thanks for the sweet words. this site is pretty much amazing. <3