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Life is ok but not much better...
Dec 10 I almost died I'll write about that tomorrow
Seeing as everyone reads my blogs
samling:
i read them. i've been wondering where you've been.
riz:
There's been too much of this almost death stuff lately. Way too much. Gross.

Hope you're ok!!
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Yeah, I'm a screw up but I'm ok with it since thats who I am.
Thats all I have to say.
cockzombie:
hey, are you still around on the site? I see you don't have a blog or anything, and I was cleaning out the SGNM group. Let me know if you are still here and would like to attend an event or something!

thanks
-K
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I guess I'm afraid of ever commiting on a relationship. Too bad I'm also afraid of going into one. I ether run away and try too hard and ruin it all. So right now I'm paranoid I'll screw up again. I'm scared she does have someone she wants to be with other then me.
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I think I should go out and get drunk.
thateagleguy:
sometimes the best way to deal with the world is to crawl inside a bottle or mug.
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I'm trying to piece everything together
I'm trying to put this puzzle thats my life together
The more pieces I put together
The more fall into the ether
The pieces are popping out before they even touch this puzzle
The hammer isn't even helping them to stick
The pieces just keep getting lost
And they're starting to take pieces of my mind...
mariecr:
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So, lately my life's has been hell... oh well.
The Saturday before last I got stuck in the desert when I missed the turn to a party.
It turned everything into a giant clusterfuck till dawn

Then on Saturday I graduated
Went to to Crystal's party it made me depressed
Went a real party, couldn't get drunk because I had to babysit one of my...
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Thunderstrom on the horizon
Saw an old love of mine today
It still hurt to see her
I'm feeling better today
The stress is getting to me
But I'll be alright
Need to fix engine...
motherchaos:
Hey Sweetheart...hang in there. There isn't much you can do about the girl, but you can enjoy the thundershower for me and you can fix the engine...I sympathize with you there...my van is still down and needs a full rebuild or just a new engine all together....
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I've decided everything wants to kill me.
And driving in this fucking town is hell
motherchaos:
Why do you think I live in a low population place like Fairbanks Alaska....but mind you, even here they drive like crazy people....especially the first few weeks of winter when they all forget how to drive on ice and snow tongue
Right now people are just driving Wayyyy to fast on the dry and clear pavement smile
Oh yeah...I don't want to kill you, so there goes your comment about everything wink kiss
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Yeah my life sucks
"so does everyone elses"
I feel my luck is really shitty
"you and everyone else"
I feel no one likes me around
" we all feel that way from time to time"
I Hate my fucking life
" shut up and stop complaining"
and people wonder what drives people to suicide



motherchaos:
Boy do I understand that concept....
((((Hugs))))
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Sorry for not posting anything lately. I've been lazy tired and busy.
I had a car wreck. someone side swiped me. I got the ticket. LONG story. Yesterday the judge dismissed the case but not on good terms. My parents who I'm sad to say i'm living with are telling me they won't let me move out and live in flagstaff. I'm completely burned out...
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motherchaos:
Sometimes leaving is the best thing...parents always seem to come around after a bit....
Bummer about the car.... Our van blew it's engine two weeks ago\...the rings and pistons are shot frown Now I have to figure out a way to get five peoples worth of camp gear packed into the back of a small Subaru!
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innameonly:
Lame. I'm sorry to hear it.