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God damn, I am so flipping tired! Ah! I went to Silver Falls yesterday with my boyfriend. It was fun. I used to do stuff like that every weekend. I forgot how much I love it. I felt so much more serene and content. I posted pictures if you want to look. I think they are beautiful.

I got a waitressing job, but to the...
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akirali:
Glad you got a job, even if the boy has issues with it. He probably only doesn't like it because of the weekends thing. He probably wants to spend as much free time with you as he can smile
trebo:
Hey sweetie kiss ....You are right "beauty".."smart"... and being "hot"...IS subjective...or "labels"...The saying goes...Beauty is in the eye of the beholder....And you my dear...In my eyes are ALL OF THOSE!! wink ....You are also a beautiful soul on the inside...Making you even more precious!...What else can I ask for!?? love kiss
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Next friday is my boy's birthday. I don't know what to get him at all. Not that I can afford anything. Any random suggestions???

The water heater at my house stopped working today, so I can't take a shower. I hate that so much! mad I was going to look for a job today, but now I am going to wait until monday thanks to the...
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trebo:
WOW!! You are one HOT MOMMA! Nice Pic! You never guessed what happened at work tonight!?? Me... I was expecting it. We had a convention of Alcoholics Anonymous tonight and I ran into my ex girlfriend/ex roommate!! Boy she was surprised!! She was apologizing for all the damage she caused me. It was kinda freaky seeing her again. Surprisingly though I felt at ease. She is still beautiful and I hope she keeps staying sober. It was weird though!!
lyfeforce:
I'm getting to fine charlize, thanks for asking. I hope you're doing well too smile

your new pics are beautiful. Quite fetching indeed.

When in doubt give him something he wouldn't expect. I dont know him at all so I cant suggest anything material... so give him something that just floors him.
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You guys are so helpful! I love that. I am not going to dance. Well, I don't think so. I am going to try waitressing first. If I can't find a waitressing job...then who knows?

I feel fine. Like, I feel like I can do anything. This was the most major surgery I've had and I seem to be healing at the most rapid pace....
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thelefthand:
so, yeah, i had surgery on my wrist cause i shattered that sucker. 2 screws, 3 pins,a little extra bone from my hip, and 12 staples later and it hurts everyday and i can hardly move my hand.......bless the miracles of modern medicine!! puke
sexypalegirl:
im so glad your feeling good,but dont lift i thought that too and i forgot only makes it worse...but good for u..
im sorry about your sisters friends,that good she was spared but it must be devestating to go thru that and scarring for life...who was the man?not their father...or one of...

good for u on getting an education its the best feeling....
what state is the college in?good luck to u,u seem like an amazing person i can relate to...we girls keep on ticking,hey...

keep in touch
heres my email not on here if u ever leave this site
palegreeneyedgirl@yahoo.com

bye,keri smile
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I'm feeling overwelmed by the fact that I somehow need to pay a ton of medical bills. I want to start looking for a second job, but (obviously) can't yet. It is very frustrating. I don't even know where to look anyway. Any retail part-time job I could find isn't even going to pay enough, or even work very well around my pre-existing employment. I...
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happycherries:
So baby, You're telling us that stripping made you feel terrible and lowered you as a person. Ummm. I'm thinking NO. Bartend. Waitress. there has to be something else you can do. Will it mke you the same amount of money, no but if it saves your sanity then I would go with that. You're going to need to talk to the patient buisness office and set up a payment plan. It may take you awhile. Kisses I'm glad you're doing better. kiss
mrdelicious:
Anca is one of those people in my life that I can't really explain, she's just there. Even if I don't hear from her for a while I know she's there and she cares about me. I've stayed with her in Paris and Istanbul, I've spent days with no one but her, slept with her, but it was never anything sexual or man/woman, it was like a sister I really admired or two souls occupying space in this world--it's just hard to explain. She's easy on he eye as well, like a soft Uma Thurman. I also loved that she had a lot of hot friends.

Instead of trying to get help through billing maybe try administration or the switchboard and tell them you want to be connected with someone who can help you. I'll see if I can find my old paper work to get the exact names of the departments and the various programs, but I know they're out there. You might also try the health or welfare department at the local or county government levels. I remember it was hard getting information but my mother had friends who worked for the government in another county who told me what to ask for and once I broke through the wall there were different options. I can get flaky sometimes when I get busy so don't hesitate to contact me through e-mail, if you want I'll send you my number and you can rattle my cage that way. I'll send you my mother's number, she lives for this shit.

I'm glad you decided against stripping, not that I have anything against strippers, it just seems like a lot of pressure you don't need. Ofcourse, any second job at a time like this is a lot of pressure you don't need, but stripping just brings so much m ore baggage.

Where you going to go to school? What are you going to be when you grow up? (I usually answer 'a lot older' when people ask me this)
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I put some pictures up! You should look at them... Then you should tell me if I look better with blonde hair or red hair. I have red hair now, but I am not sure which is better.

I've got too much time on my hands now. Sigh. Watching bad movies and TV only entertains so much. I have some books I could read, but...
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hypnogogic:
I can carry you wink
happycherries:
Yay look at at your pretty pictures!!!
I"m glad you're doing better! Don't be afraid to take your pain med if you need it.
I do like being a twin. My sister and I are really close. We don't look as much alike as we used to. Did you check out my pics??
Thanks for all the great encouraging comments!! kiss kiss
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I want to die. I am in so much pain. I don't ever want to have surgery again, although, I didn't really want it in the first place. It has only been two days, I don't think I can handle it much longer. You guys are so sweet. Thanks for everything. kiss

I don't understand plastic surgery; why would anyone put themself through this on PURPOSE....
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trebo:
WOW!! love love ...You are a Goddess!!! love love kiss ...I really like the red hair smile ...The pic that I like the most is your long curly bond hair biggrin ...It is not the color at all...Its the length of you hair that makes a difference...You are sexy!!... love kiss blush ...I can see it in your eyes and your carefree attitude!!!...You have a confidence about you and that comes from only within!!!...Of course though what did you expect...You ARE AN ARIES!!! wink...SO if you are looking for my opinion...Have fun with your hair...
P.S....Would you like to be MY girfriend??? wink smile

Love ya sweetie! kiss kiss
akirali:
Yeah a good cry is all you need sometimes. Thanks for welcoming kyle too smile
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I have surgery tomorrow! YAH!!! I will be gone for awhile.... frown Wish me luck! love kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
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happycherries:
Darling I hope you're doing ok. Make sure you're surrounding yourself with healthy, positive people. Kisses, kisses, kisses. kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
siqkat:
Hoping you are better now. kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
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My BOY is making me write something nice about him on here...

He doesn't appreciate being called a "dickface" or something. Whoops! My bad.

Okay, so here it goes:

1. He compliments me all the time! I always feel beautiful when I am with him; even when I am sick and gross. blush

2. He doesn't throw money at me. You see, I had this boyfriend...
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lilje:
sounds nice. mine doesn't compliment me that much. no tattooes either. but.... other nice things wink
siqkat:
Thank you.
Re: your journal.... Hey, In thought you didn't like romantic things!!! biggrin
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I don't think the guy is such a dickface anymore... Actually I don't think he is at all. kiss

I am still sick, but not so so so sick. Hopefully I will get better or no surgery this week. I have mixed feelings about that. But, I just want to get it over with already.

I got into a school that I REALLY want to go...
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trebo:
Cograts sweetie kiss that is really good news!! biggrin Is it University of Cincinnati I hope wink ! I told you you didn't have bad karma...Binky: Uh..Hey Brain what are we gonna do today?...Brain: What we do everyday Binky...Take over the world!!!!!!!....College today the world tommorow!!!
Now don't listen to happycherries too much...about training us guys...It's like breaking a horse...You don't want to break our spirit...you want to harness that spirit...meet us halfway..let us know that you care and love us...
Let me know what time the surgery is if they decide to do it on the 3rd....
Love ya kiss
sexypalegirl:
i hope you feel bettre ,my family had coughs nad colds bad...but me and my hubbie dont live htere...but i got i think a stomach virus again...where the hell is it coming from...
im going to school fro interior design..i have much passion for decorating and such...

let me know how things turn out...i better be better by sat im celebrating out birthdays...actually its mon i have school smile smile
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I am so miserably sick...with a cold. I seem to have caught it from a woman that I work with. She was VERY VERY sick. If I don't get better they will have to postpone my surgery. I want to get it over with, so this isn't making me too happy. I know I could get better if I could rest, but with work and...
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catducheshire:
Heya love.

Being melodramatic on the internet is okay. It's a safety valve, so you don't run around talking like Lady MacBeth all the time.

Alternative to karma theory: bad shit happened to a good person for no fucking reason, eh? Sucky theory, but perhaps better than "I deserve all this".

Get better, and tell littleman to get over it.
trebo:
February 3rd isn't too far off! Are you over the virus so they can do the surgery??....I will put a white light around you on surgery day...I hope you're not too scared...I worry 'bout you!....I know everything will go well....I have confidence in those doctors...Click me if you need anything...Love ya sweetie! kiss