wellllll....
tonight....
i will start with the quote of the evening, from jay/sasha
"I have never taken a dump in drag."
onwards
let me find some music so you can match my mood....
this is my bad luck song. people die when i play it and it haunts me. i hope you all enjoy!!
i just feel like...i can't open my eyes and see things.... Read More
ok....here is a song to listen to while you read about ME
so, i've been so out of it lately. i have made comments here and there, in chat, in IMs...but really, i guess the stress has been so much for me lately, I don't even remember convos I've had. I've upset people and all I know is that Adrian is nice enough to tell... Read More
I just wanted to come and personally thank you for the advice and kind words. I read your blog and Im so over clubs too. I never really went to them but Ive never been one for big groups of people with loud music unless it was a concert, and it would have to be a band I really really liked. I would much prefer a small group of friends, a few beers and a hockey game on the tv. Cheers.
this is when shena ringo worked with saito neko. he is a composer and they used a full orchestra to make a cd, which was a soundtrack to a movie, Sakuran....it's kick ass
here's another from that album
this one shows more of the orchestra
it's good stuff
I decided music was in need....since i've been here looking/listening and harassing Adrian with it
ANYWAYS
here is a remix that I'm listening to right now
this is Utada Hikaru~M-Flo "Distance"
I do want to link to the remake of Distance by Hikaru Utada.
When she first released this song, it was a quick, pop song. a little while after the release, a 6-year-old girl... Read More
apparently, I'm not going to move to NJ. I talked to my mom and she asked me to move to Orlando area.
>.<
don't ask....anyways
i realized i need to get out of my head and live....esp after...
I was in a ball on the shower floor, with scalding hot water hitting me and I just kept repeating. HE loves ME.... Read More
WOOOOO
so, on december 19th, I was planning on going up to NJ to visit. Now, I will be going up there to stay. Get my shit together, save up....Miami isn't my place and I'm fed up with it....I hate New Jersey and all, but it will be a place for me to be able to gather myself together and get money... Read More
I'm in love with the most amazing girl in the world <3333 You make me the happiest I can be, and smile from ear to ear I miss you very much, and I can't wait to see you so very soon!
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
these passed few days have been awesome and breathtaking and just....amazing
i arrived in california in the early afternoon and beppo came and picked me up. we went out and grabbed something to eat then headed to his work. we sat in chat for a few hours and then went to LAX to pick up LeMansTheRogue ...who aptly didnt tell us which airline he... Read More
halloween was pretty fun. i was some marionette thing. and i was drunk.
therefore, it was good.
i got home at 10pm and everyone else went to clubs...i was asleep at 11! woooo...i'm an old lady >.<
'lo and behold....my insomnia is KILLING ME...since now it bounces btw not being able to fall asleep or falling asleep at a normal time and sleeping for 3hr... Read More
i get hard ons just thinking of you ... guess who has two thumbs and had a constant hard on in Cali for 90 some odd hours for the girl he loves?..... *points to self* THIS GUY!
So after freaking out and trying to get a job non-stop for a few weeks now, i decided to take a break for the weekend. so, ive gone out the passed 2 days...
thursday, we decided to go to Azucar...which we promptly were thrown out of over stupidness, so we decided lets go to the circuit where they always go...it was closed...SOOO we went to... Read More
After lots of confusion, I decided to be nice and share my phone with eddy for the next few weeks.
if you have my number, don't send me nekkid pictures, please. ty
he said he'll buy me a new one when this sharing thing is over.
which will be in the beginning of november. fun fun.
i keep sending out resumes and interviewing.
no luck... Read More
I will have to challenge your ghey roomie to a super-hero-underwear table top dance competition. Beware my mad 1950s twist skills. Minds will be blown and fresh warm goat milk will surely be anointed upon me.
damn, woman. something tells me I will never in million years top the phrase "vogue like it's their lifeforce". I stand before you vanquished in the realm of words but more than ready to shimmy, bump and pump my way to victory against your roomie and his team of professional handlers. I relish the role of underdog, bitches.
I read your blog and Im so over clubs too. I never really went to them but Ive never been one for big groups of people with loud music unless it was a concert, and it would have to be a band I really really liked. I would much prefer a small group of friends, a few beers and a hockey game on the tv. Cheers.
i'ma smear you good...
I hope things work out well for you Sheen. You are a lovely girl!
