so, if you read my blogs or talk to me, you know my mom is in the hospital
i dont know if she had the blood transfusion yet. i havent even been able to go over and visit her cause my life is shit and stress and i'm ready to call it quits.
they were working with her all through the night because she gets... Read More
Oh Shera, you're right. It is so very hard to find happiness. But it's there, you just gotta stick to your guns till you can reach it on more of a permanent basis rather than fleeting moments. I'm right there struggling with you. But I never ever fully give up because I just know someday it has got to get better if I just keep I trying.
Feb 17, 2009 6:47p.m.
God Help Us All! Or only some of us...
I have no internet. Help me.
I just did the dishes and my mother who has been bedridden for over a month now has become more mobile. Yay...I kinda want her to lay back down and go back to not annoying me, since all she does is heckle and... Read More
I guess it is about time to make a new blog...so, again, we start with a music video...
This is Blankey Jet City, "Derringer"...it's like...Japanese Punked-out Psychobilly..or something like that
^the lead vocalist is actually adored by shena ringo and they dated ^
kekeke
gossip on the bliz-ock
wow, i'm an extreme nerd
on track me go...for the last few days, I've been watching episode... Read More
thank you for your thoughtful and personal post on my article in the eating disorder group.
i think that your story would be a fantastic personal supplement to the article for those who read it online, and i would love to post it anonymously with your permission.
please let me know if this is ok with you. i think it will be helpful to other (particularly female) readers to have such a strong personal voice of a mother who is secure with her sexuality, despite assholes like dr matlock saying that they shouldn't be.
Sweetest,
Spit in my mouth~do it again. hands down...
Fingers, harded, curled, holding on for their lives.
While you shove my head against the wall. A taste.
Like a mouthful of coins. It makes me smile. Deranged
Look. Glint in eyes. Smile spread
Tight over teeth, Smash me to bits.
I want to feel each crack in each bone,
Slowly growing longer and deeper.
Sighs... Read More
I'm trying to sell my cello and I had someone coming over today to look at it...
and I couldnt get it to my house early enough
so i failed
my grandmother showed up
she sang with my son as we all listened to The Beatles
she told me before that the first time she heard The Beatles was at Club 1,2,3,4 in Texas or... Read More
this is what kate and i discuss at 3:30 in the morning
please. tell us we are sane. i dare you.
kateTHING says:
and if the world ends in 2012
Sheena(DEATH JAZZ ver) says:
kate, ma-dear
kateTHING says:
ive got three years, sheena
that worries me
Sheena(DEATH JAZZ ver) says:
3 years to what?
kateTHING says:
that date is really starting to scare me.
the... Read More
I'm not just there for conversations and friendship, but also for cyber fun with any girl who's willing of course. but thanx for your support, It was greatly needed. -David
I have been a big crab
and
I woke up really sick this morning...
I have an upper respiratory-type cold mixed w my sore throat
i sound like shit when i talk unless i somehow am able to dislodge the phlegm, which takes quite a bit and hurts my throat more.
I don't like being sick.
It pisses me off, thoroughly.
My son, however, who... Read More
musics for 1:
but still my mom's bf's dad will be missed.
!!
I love your face. You can get through this.
now lets see those bangs so we can compare <3 xoxox