work as been quite interesting
quite educational
quite puke-worthy at times
i've see a bed sore that measured 11 1/2 inches in height, 11inches in width and was 4 inches deep
holla
i had my shoes shit splattered today by a patient w colitis who couldnt control her bowels
i had a pt who cant do anything for himself...
i fed him breakfast, lunch and... Read More
Im waiting patiently here at work, i want to go home so bad, this place is doing my head in !!!
Its been about 24 hours since my last cigarette and prob 30 odd hours since i last had caffiene...im not feeling too bad, just REALLY restless !
well...i see that people are looking at my words and taking them much too serious
i also see that a few people have decided they are not my friend anymore. that is not going to make me cry.
anywho, i'm talking about a comment i made in chatters, where i meant it like, your dad is handsome, but i wouldnt bang him, but everyone took... Read More
I hope youre okay babe, im sad to hear your bulimia's back in your life
Ah the overdose was pretty much on purpose, i have gained weight and just cant deal with it so i thought id be better off just to leave you know..my life and mind is very messy at the moment, im a right state, i hope i get over this quickly, i hate feeling like this
hey i will be okay, i think, i just need sometime to stablize my emotions/moods. I dont know how im going to do it, but there has got to be a way...
xx
i adore that song
it's always in repeat in my head
and i can't comprehend the reason behind it
it's the last song i HAVE to listen to before I go to work
WHICH
today was my first day in the hospital
kick ass
i know
i woke up at 6am, made a cup'a tea and chugged a glass of water....
then got all prepped... Read More
I have worked out every last detail
In this plan I've made.
This thing which cannot fail.
I dare myself to do this one thing.
You can have my car
Go and take everything.
All that's good is gone.
Its gone
I have tried too long.
I don't think Ill miss my mom & dad,
The class I cut,
All the... Read More
I wanna be
I wanna be
I wanna be just like a melody...
i'm very tired
i hurt my elbow today going down the slide at the park
i got my holy hello kitty of doom's glowing halo thing skimmed
it hurts like a mo fo
and yesterday, i was cleaning and running around like a bat out of whoopie
until i slammed my arm... Read More
ok...i said i'd write an actual blog, and here it is...
golden slumbers/carry that weight/the end
cause those three songs have been my mind lately
BEEN MY MIND
not in it
it's what my mind as formed into
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anywho
life is busy
my mom is putting her house back on the market so i will go back to slave-hood and start cleaning everything in... Read More
I would ove to train my waist with a corset, but I dont know really anyone who coud help me find one that will work and then like real taining corsets are expensive, I mean I would love to invest in that, but I would have to make sure it will work
Hun I luff yews a ton, Its just weird being so out on here. lol especially when I crush on most of the SG's and want to look like them too
I know this song is quite dark
but I think it is unbelievable AMAZING
emotional
raw
awesome
I decided, I want to walk around w a mobile bell choir
I think bell choirs are the best thing following potatoes
very close, though
but my life can't be sustained on bells
i did part one of my pre-job stuffs today
peed in a cup
they stole... Read More
so, i'm sorry
all of my posts lately seem quite depressing
but i have a lot of things going on
don't worry
i'm not going to kill myself or anything
that'd be silly
i just want to reiterate that i feel like a lot of people are working against my relationship with Adrian. I have even been asked if he and I are still dating... Read More
that sounds like the best idea. otherwise, there'll always be someone with a beef or perhaps a former/current crush on one of you trying to fuck with things...
my kiss isn't as delicious
my words, less filled with knowledge
with rhyme
her skin is softer, more silky
her hair, lustrous where mine is kinky
and thick
her taste, more filling and satisfying
her eyes, more puppy-like and able
to catch you in your every whim
hands strong enough to hold you up
where mine are only strong enough to
push you down
her... Read More
Seems like you need a hug girl. :HUG: Text me if you need someone to vent to, I'm a lot better at listening to others than talking about my own problems. Ill message you my phone #.
Is something wrong or are people just flipping out and assuming you're upset.
Nothing really specific that i noticed in this blog. I was kind of under the impression you did emo blogs here and there just because. If you are down though make sure you call me so I can provide you with a bubble wrap helmet and unremovalable mittens covered in vasoline so that you can not do anything stupid. I'm pretty sure you never would though.
) it's all yours!
Its been about 24 hours since my last cigarette and prob 30 odd hours since i last had caffiene...im not feeling too bad, just REALLY restless !