hey, i never come on here anymore.
i leave for tour in a week, (start date april 27 in portland)
www.deadbeforesunrise.com/tour
(for dates)
so see what i'm up to check out my journal
http://www.livejournal.com/users/CALLxMExMORBID
and i also write the one for the band too
http://HIMSA.livejournal.com
and you can always check my site for random updates
www.deadbeforesunrise.com
and pictures from tour too
www.deadbeforesunrise.com/HIMSA
word.
nice knowing...
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i leave for tour in a week, (start date april 27 in portland)
www.deadbeforesunrise.com/tour
(for dates)
so see what i'm up to check out my journal
http://www.livejournal.com/users/CALLxMExMORBID
and i also write the one for the band too
http://HIMSA.livejournal.com
and you can always check my site for random updates
www.deadbeforesunrise.com
and pictures from tour too
www.deadbeforesunrise.com/HIMSA
word.
nice knowing...
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the boy with the thorn in his side,
behind the HATRED there lies
(a muderous desire)
FOR LOVE
what the fuck is wrong with me?
These week pulled a huge mindfuck over me.
I want so many things, and they just CANT co-exist.
I wish I could I go back 2 years and change my entire path since then.
This year is make it or...
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behind the HATRED there lies
(a muderous desire)
FOR LOVE
what the fuck is wrong with me?
These week pulled a huge mindfuck over me.
I want so many things, and they just CANT co-exist.
I wish I could I go back 2 years and change my entire path since then.
This year is make it or...
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stewfnrocker:
I can't wait til I see you guys on tour in a month...
you and the red cross... should be a good show.
you and the red cross... should be a good show.
alexys:
good book to read while on tour?
all families are psychotic by douglas coupland.
all families are psychotic by douglas coupland.
Yesterday I started on my sleeves. I lined the lower right and connected it to what I already had. The last thing we did in the session was line the elbow area,... I figured since we were there we might as well bring the purple down from the existing work and meet it with the new stuff. Fucking worst pain ever. I was able to...
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katie:
"keep the old one in line" hahaha, you know i will.
mwahahahahaha!!!!
mwahahahahaha!!!!
katie:
hope you had a good weekend, i know i did 
it went by waaaay to fast tho. stupid weekends being short. meh, whatchagonnado. my birthday is soon!!!!!! whoooo!!! what am i gonna do? not a damn thing. bah. xox
it went by waaaay to fast tho. stupid weekends being short. meh, whatchagonnado. my birthday is soon!!!!!! whoooo!!! what am i gonna do? not a damn thing. bah. xox(copy/pasted from my site www.deadbeforesunrise.com)
It's 5am. I don't sleep anymore. My friends call me a vampire and they aren't joking. "You go to sleep around 7am when the sun comes up, and you wake up at 5pm when the sun goes down,... and you have this odd obsession with biting necks............
"
Well it's true. All of it.
Wednesday I woke up late afternoon...
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It's 5am. I don't sleep anymore. My friends call me a vampire and they aren't joking. "You go to sleep around 7am when the sun comes up, and you wake up at 5pm when the sun goes down,... and you have this odd obsession with biting necks............
"
Well it's true. All of it.
Wednesday I woke up late afternoon...
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pureblu12225:
heck yea they do ...hehe
went disneyland when they converted the mansion into the NBC awww...it was great
I think they should make a sequel...
went disneyland when they converted the mansion into the NBC awww...it was great
I think they should make a sequel...
katie:
aww, i miss yah already shane. i'l give you a call sometime soon. i hope this week goes by fast, i think it will, my friend is in town from the AK, and i'm sure i'l find things to keep me busy during the week. thursday fall of the bastards are playing !!!!!!!!! i'm sososososo stoked! i haven't seen those kids play in forever.
love yah
love yah
blah. HIMSA had a show last nite. it was ok,... it was a monday and it was st.patties day... decent turn out but not huge.. still played really well though!!
i'm moving my stuff back to my moms house this weekend and i'm going to get both my arms sleeved off.... fuuuuunnnnnnnn.... 6 hour sittings every 3 days for 3 weeks. hot shit.
so yeah.....
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i'm moving my stuff back to my moms house this weekend and i'm going to get both my arms sleeved off.... fuuuuunnnnnnnn.... 6 hour sittings every 3 days for 3 weeks. hot shit.
so yeah.....
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katie:
not only missing ministry, but standing up your date! (john)
i can't wait to see your finished sleeves! when do you leave again? we need to hang out. wish you could come down this weekend and kep me company while i clean my house, for some reason i' m always much more modivated when there is someone else around. otherwise ,it quickly turns into masturbating, and napping mmmm, my sala has bacon in it
~heart~ katie
i can't wait to see your finished sleeves! when do you leave again? we need to hang out. wish you could come down this weekend and kep me company while i clean my house, for some reason i' m always much more modivated when there is someone else around. otherwise ,it quickly turns into masturbating, and napping
mmmm, my sala has bacon in it
~heart~ katie
stewfnrocker:
ministry is soooooo god damn good. I kicked myself for missing them when they played here last not to long ago.
I can't wait for your band to get to the east coast for a tour! I hope you are also playing krazyfest that would be sweet.
I can't wait for your band to get to the east coast for a tour! I hope you are also playing krazyfest that would be sweet.
chloe says i have to update my journal.
*update*
*update*
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eatingchucky:
your pictures were amazing. I LOVED IT. I want lighting tips from you...for real.
katie:
c'mon fucker.... how about a REAL update, eh? surely you have something to say........ i'll check back at like 5pm, when you'll be waking up 
"wah-wah"
"wah-wah"WHOOOOOO!!!
the set i did of CHLOE finally went up!!
it was amazing doing this shoot. blood and beautiful girls... what more do you need?
check it out OR DIE
and yes she IS sporting HIMSA underwear. We have them in THONG and BUDONKADONK versions. They say 'get dark' on them along with our logo. the panties GLOW IN THE DARK.
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the set i did of CHLOE finally went up!!
it was amazing doing this shoot. blood and beautiful girls... what more do you need?
check it out OR DIE
and yes she IS sporting HIMSA underwear. We have them in THONG and BUDONKADONK versions. They say 'get dark' on them along with our logo. the panties GLOW IN THE DARK.
go to the HIMSA...
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katie:
update yourjournal, beeyotch!
dude, it was soooo weird, i ran into this boy that i dated for a minute in alaska on the bus today! i saw him as i was getting off " jeremy? hey... what's up! .... i lost you #... well see yah later!" wish i didn't have to get off, i'd like to have tea with th at guy, see wht he's been up to. ok, well. if he really wants to find me, he can place an " i saw you" ad
dude, it was soooo weird, i ran into this boy that i dated for a minute in alaska on the bus today! i saw him as i was getting off " jeremy? hey... what's up! .... i lost you #... well see yah later!" wish i didn't have to get off, i'd like to have tea with th at guy, see wht he's been up to. ok, well. if he really wants to find me, he can place an " i saw you" ad
emily:
The pix you took of Chloe kick ass!I'm doing a blood set as wellDead cheerleader
Dead cheerleader((copy and pasted from www.deadbeforesunrise.com))
I know I basically say "shittiest week EVER" just about every week... but seriously... this one fucking takes the cake. This week was hectic. I never had time to myself... but yet at the same time I was completely alone. I keep fighting with someone that I never want to fight with... and it's not out of hate... its out...
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I know I basically say "shittiest week EVER" just about every week... but seriously... this one fucking takes the cake. This week was hectic. I never had time to myself... but yet at the same time I was completely alone. I keep fighting with someone that I never want to fight with... and it's not out of hate... its out...
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victoria:
Hope you feel better... and stuff 
Life will get better. It always does. I mean just think.. there are people out there who have it worse than you and I. Sorry you hate me. Have a good one. xo
Life will get better. It always does. I mean just think.. there are people out there who have it worse than you and I. Sorry you hate me. Have a good one. xo
katie:
dude, people love the set thank you soooo much for shooting it . we'll have to do it again soon. after i get my jack portrait you need to shoot me again. did you see that someone asked if that was a pic of morrisey in the set . hee hee. is that bloody frame still in john's bathroom? good times. cal me later sasy pants. i passed the fuck out after i got off the phone with you last night, sweet sweet steak coma....mmmm.......
♥ ~me
thank you soooo much for shooting it . we'll have to do it again soon. after i get my jack portrait you need to shoot me again. did you see that someone asked if that was a pic of morrisey in the set . hee hee. is that bloody frame still in john's bathroom? good times. cal me later sasy pants. i passed the fuck out after i got off the phone with you last night, sweet sweet steak coma....mmmm.......
♥ ~me
Chances are I won't update this too much.
For best results visit my site
-www.deadbeforesunrise.com-
Lots of babble on there. You can read about Chloe and I's adventures in portland from last weekend in the NOOSE (news) section.
For best results visit my site
-www.deadbeforesunrise.com-
Lots of babble on there. You can read about Chloe and I's adventures in portland from last weekend in the NOOSE (news) section.
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callxmexmorbid:
yeah, i used to work up on the hill. i get around.
amina:
I am jealous that you get to be friends with Chloe. meah.
www.RAPSNACKS.com
yup.
yup.
freckle:
bizzarness
katie:
what's up there sassy. hope you had a good train ride home. i actually made it to work a little early today, the bus gods decided to be kind.... sort of. i mean, except for the bad smells and all. i just scheduled myself for my piercings this thursday, whoooo! i'm excited, maybe not before long i'll be suspending or other such loveliness
xoxo
xoxo
damnit. nevermind my 2 last posts... this thing wont let you make aarows... i typed out a huge rambling thing. damnit. oh well whatever. i suck.
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stewfnrocker:
himsa needs to come to philadelphia or jersey!
I may just have to go see you dudes at new england metal fest.
I may just have to go see you dudes at new england metal fest.
lusipherjames:
Welcome to the site. I always enjoy reading that others are trying to maintain a certain level of evil on the planet. Well enough out of me, I gotta let the beer wearoff.
Hi kids. i cant believe you all commented on me... i swear.. that chloe is no good... why are you getting all these people wound up on me?? hahaha... naw.. its ok.. you know i'm an attention whore....
<--captain vanity pants mcgee.
anyways.... i'm at chloes house... maybe we will take more lovely pics for you all to enjoy. i think you will dig the...
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<--captain vanity pants mcgee.
anyways.... i'm at chloes house... maybe we will take more lovely pics for you all to enjoy. i think you will dig the...
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It is called destoryed
wastelands of pop culture and disease ridden dressed up dolls,
haunted by the past regressions and poisoned by dead humor,
wake me up from this nightmare and slowly kill the pain the is hidden from me,
fuck this world and slowly choke the beauty out of it,
my shadow peers through my soul and slowly devours my faults,
beauty is hidden in the depths of hell, burning slowly and making pained screams,
she calls my name but it falls on deaf ears,so much screaming, so much,
sorry is the word i hear the most,it loses it's meaning and becomes a dead,still heart,
fire burns around me but i do not scream or show pain, my nerves are dead,
souless pictures fall to the ground ,battered and broken with tears,
family gives blank stares and cry blood that stain their black hearts,
angried voices in my head, screaming quiet and puts their fingers to there blood stain lips,
tessa bolts cry out but electricity is dead and buried in the sands of corrupted blood,
metal stabs the hitman and the blood spills into the sewer grate and flows into the mouth of the depressor,
nudity is what hides me in my blood soaked hole, the invisible hand of love touches me and my heart bleeds,
sickness is what i crave yet i have rejected it all,
skeletons call from the heavens but my death filled body can't hear them,
beauty is only skin deep, but i have to carve and carve to find a hint of those words,
rabbits laugh at my faults and gnaw on my guilt, i am destoryed
i hope you like it and be well on tour take care