well- yet another worth of pounding the pavement- i at least got out there today and didn't sit on my ass, that makes me feel better. BTW- i want everyone's opinion- should i post more nude pics or no?
I keep singing to myself, 'Red is the Rsoe' which is a song i sing when i work at ren faire.... don't know why, but it is very touching. i'm feeling better, just lonely. as always- but i promise everyone i'm not always this boring and droll- just when i'm sitting in front of my computer 
starbaby:
Talia and I are going to Vegas this weekend for
BOOZE - SHOES - and TATTOOS my friend!
BOOZE - SHOES - and TATTOOS my friend!
I'm back home from hanging out with my bud John and his wife Jenny for the last two days- the gaming was cool, but I got really lonely hanging out with them and watching them cuddle, kiss, etc.... I'm being bitter tongiht about my life. Just when everything was about to go right and life was taking the next step, it crumbled down around me....
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mrs_misha:
Time heals all wounds.
Good idea to keep the alcohol for fun and relaxation, not as an escape from your problems.
It does get better, I know it's hard to believe it now, but it does. You're a cute guy and you will find love again.
Good idea to keep the alcohol for fun and relaxation, not as an escape from your problems.
It does get better, I know it's hard to believe it now, but it does. You're a cute guy and you will find love again.
starbaby:
I agree with the above statement...even tho it probably irks you to hear it. It's all about time. There will come a point where you realize that you don't even think about it anymore, and you'll wonder what got you there.
Time at it's most subtle.
Hang in there yo.
Time at it's most subtle.
Hang in there yo.
well- i've been over at my friends John's place computer gaming since friday night- and the games continue
boredom- i'm tired as all hell still from last ngiht's Burgondy Room get together...i'm sooooo not touch the bottle for a while. on the plus note, i met alot of cool people and i love you all 
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bean:
Hey, thanks for coming out. Yeah, one thing you'll learn very quickly (if you haven't already) about SGLA (or maybe LA in general, I guess), is that everyone flakes on plans, and those who don't flake are usually late....except for movies and when there are reservations for dinner.
morbidcherry:
So you got drunk and acted like a damn fool eh? eh? Cool!
I survived a night with SGLA- though very drunk. next time i'm not showing up two hours early, that much i know. I drank way too much 
and i'm still hungover a bit. But i'll live. I had so much fun- can't wait to see everyone again.
-Josh
and i'm still hungover a bit. But i'll live. I had so much fun- can't wait to see everyone again.
-Josh
ok- i'm back from class and getting ready for tonight's SGLA thingee. I'm going to the valley to kick it with a friend till then....hopefully it will be a good night 
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starbaby:
5 screwdrivers later....I think it was probably a good night.
Pleasure hanging with you yo. Glad you made it to your booty call safely.
Pleasure hanging with you yo. Glad you made it to your booty call safely.
mrs_misha:
You made it home OK?
It was great talking to you. You'll have to come out moreoften.
It was great talking to you. You'll have to come out moreoften.
today was a complete waste, just sat around and chilled. i can't wait for tomorrow night. I keep thinking back to my ex fiancee that left me two months ago and missing her. it sucks because i know i'm making everything seem perfect between us in my mind, but i know that things weren't perfect. I was truly happy, I never was as happy in...
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well- i'm no longer drunk, but i slept way too long.... i am so not finding a job at the rate i'm going. still can't figure out if i can make it on wednesday, i'm hoping i will.
i'm vewry drunk right now- i don't know why i'm bortering to write something, but i i'm not tired yet so i figured i would be the random drunkness for the morning....yey me
knickers:
LOL
*pats calgoth on the back*
*pats calgoth on the back*
i went over to my friend john's tonight and we did a bit of computer gaming( yey WarCraft 3 ). drank a little and came home, now sitting here, not drinking cause i do it too much. I'M SO HAPPY!!!! SGLA invited me to a get together this wednesday night
morbidcherry:
Your so hot - I hope you feel better in the morning sweetie ^.^
I just got home from my cisco networking class... slept through most of it, including the test and got an A. i'm just being oh so bored and hoping one of the jobs i applied at call me- california's economy sucks right now 
knickers:
can't be worse than oregon... that's why i came down here.
suzy_lee:
Yeah you emailed me, remember? Because i had Redlands, CA in my thing, and i asked you if you knew Brandon A. and Mike from High School and you said yes. Then like...righ after that you asked me who i was because i added you as a friend on SG.
I have a pretty bad memory too but damn. HEhehe.
I have a pretty bad memory too but damn. HEhehe.