calgoth

Well... I'm just posting about on SGLA, hoping to figure out where we are all meeting up tonight. i'm glad i have work again, gives me a sense that i'm not a bum, lol. If anyone in SGLA is coming out from the IE, lets carpool, save on gas. anyways....life is good.

Hope someone can give me the info on tonight, otherwise i'm showing up...
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good news!!! i have a job again- i called an old boss of mine that i used to do computer consulting with and needs me back........yey me

that was weird- i just tried to add an update and it didn't show. I'm just sitting here wishing that i wasn't going to bed alone tonight- but i'm alright. i'm finally getting there. anyways- school tomorrow so i best be getting some rest soon.

BTW- i just saw 28 days later on dvd- and even with the alternate endings, it still sucked as much...
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just hanging out today- going to a pool table place later to apply for a sales job. work prospects in the IE sucks!

well- another day goes by. i did some electrical work with my dad and made 40 bucks, but it was hard work. i hate pulling cable. I need a real job, preferbly a nice computer job like i'm used to. other than that i'm thinking about my ex a bit, but not as much as i have been. i'm starting to deal with it. I'm...
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i had a good day- started out with good company and the day was just kicked back and mellow- life is good

another weekend of drinking too much, but not as bad as the burgondy room earlier this month hopefully i should have money again soon cause i went and applied at the HP factory...only 8 bucks an hour but i get to build computer all day long. its better than fast food or retail, at least it keeps me in the industry.

i hate dreaming sometimes....
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yet another day of job hunting with no luck. i'm begining to run out of ideas on where to look. i don't know which one is worse, the depression from my last relationship or the lack of job. i'm betting once i get work, i'll stop thinking so much about her.
i'm always sounding so whiny in my journal, esh

there is a good chance i'm going to get the job, but it will be low paying. but better than nothing. i don't want to study for my test but i have to, grr

well- tomorrow i go to talk to a friend of mine and he might be able to hook me up with a job selling cigarettes- better than nothing. i'm hoping the computer industry starts to pick up

Well- i'm back from Vegas- i was out there for the weekend. i'll take some more pics in the next day or two for all my loving fans . untill then, i just wanted to say that i am alive and sorry everyone felt like i didn't love them
-Josh

well- from the lack of response to my last post, i'm assuming no one wants to see more pics- so i'll just leave it be