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really really happy this evening because on my way out to the pub i scored a new pair of shoes for summer smile when it ever happens here...but then it hit me hard that i don't have anyone to ring up or txt to say i got them frown

so i'm sharing it all with you. they are 100% clear plastic and i love them. high heels,...
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drunkpunk:
Um...... I've got images in my head of you sitting in the pub all night surrounded by shopping bags full of shoes. Well, you did say you bought them on the way to the pub!
cakemix:
yes that would be my ultimate fantasy scene! xxx
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missed you nick!
and to clear things up - the jewelled plug is for my ass only...i actually think of it as an extension of my girlie piercings.

i've never done the sex after relationship thing b4 but i'm tring to turn over new leaves! (pun intended) had second date with the italian job again tonight and he is growing on me...actually, i'm really gagging...
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koolthing:
Hi again...
big_dave:
smile Thanx for clearing that up...

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last night must have been cathartic/closure/epiphany or insert another word here. i felt so shit seeing the boy and really beat myself up over the fact that he didn't want to fuck me. but i woke up in the middle of the night and just thought what the fuck am i doing mourning a future when the present really wasn't that great? frown

the night before...
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nickysonic:
Ok, just so I can get it straight in my mind - who 'recieves' the buttplug, you or him?
big_dave:
I tried the sex-after-relationship thing several years back with someone similarly perfect for my shagging preferences wink and it worked fine for a while till she started fucking one of my mates....


I think NickySonic may be in for a shock re that buttplug smile
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kill me now frown
whatever

i'm sad
miss him so much no matter how much i try and act like i don't... confused

mad
big_dave:
Christ, in the time it took me to read yer last post and write me journal, this happens mad

Sorry for you hon frown

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bostonstrangler:
but then you can't drink with me and pretty boy....
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what a day surreal
was speaking with the boy.
am seeing him tomoro night for a drink at the dial hotel bar, but i've also got other plans that i need to try and change around as i feel strange going for a drink with him and then going on to meet someone else...

we've also made plans for a nice night of sweet sweet hotel...
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linz:
i think the idea of a set with you and your daughter is really cool. nudity is a beautiful thing. smile
papawheelie:
thank you, dear *wink*
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ok ppl - what the fuck is wrong with me? frown am i selling myself badly or what?

i'm intelligent and good in bed, willing to eat cunt or suck cock depending on how the mood takes me lately yet i can't get anyone to love me.

what is it?

whatever
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big_dave:
Now that's what I call a resume! smile
cakemix:
aw...you all know how to make a girl feel real good. xxx
was having a real bad night last night.

going to move on with my life now...

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i was thinking of making this entry sg only but grom and all the guys in leeds will be disappointed. he was my main director on what to wear and he even tried to tell me how to act while out tonight. whatever but i want to write about the guy i met up with this evening - except me and my big mouth i was...
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cakemix:
depo provera is the birth control shot
great stuff as no periods
but takes a year to get out of your system
didn't realise my sexuality was reversible when i went on it originally when i was travelling around africa...
papawheelie:
oooo...."snog" is an excellent word!
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blackeyed
i really want to say sorry to amina.
last night i got the total wrong end of the stick and reacted badly. she was lovely and took the time to email me privately to sort it out when she really didn't have to. i admire her for that.

please accept my apologies for my last journal entry.
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bostonstrangler:
hey,what about me?!i didn't do anything......
amina:
hahahaha, hey doll. its alright. i knew it was just a big misunderstanding. Drop me a line when you hit OC, I'll be here. Oh and be nice to the BostonStrangler hes a good guy.
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so much for siserhood
been getting fucking snide remarks because i want to come home and chill. my mom is really ill, and i will need some friends that aren't involved to escape with. going back to o.c. its hard for me for many reasons...oibviously children don't understand.

email me privately if you want to party

whatever
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bostonstrangler:
and you took me of your faves list so quick.....if you could hear me,that would be ths sound of my little heart breaking...
nadda:
Hey Cake,
You know, sometimes, this shit doesn't matter worth a damn. Neverthless, some of us can hear you. Times be bad, lawyers, guns and money, Scott Peterson, the fucking blind on all of us from the secretary of defense (who I'm ashamed is from Chicagogo). For Christ's sake doll...come chat if you need. I lost 6 intermediate family members while on tour, one of which is responsible for my entire perspective towards life. Fuck the sisterhood...at some point, it becomes a humanhood. Ahoooooo...(kiss)
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frown the boy has been lurking here on sg evidently. he sent me and email that he's been reading it since BEFORE we broke up. so why didn't he do something about saving the relationship when i was posting how much i wanted it to work and was scared and blah blah blah blah blah blah, like any of it matters now.

i've booked my ticket...
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koolthing:
I may be in LaLa Land, I booked out of here in two weeks...
I'll let you know, the SGLA crew are a bunch of great people as well, so perhaps we can arrange an official hookup!
big_dave:
lurkers who are also involved are not a good thing. frown
S'why I try to remember keepin' my stuff members only.
Unfortunately wine and whiskey often prevent me remembering smile
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whatever been flirting online all day with a girlie i'm going to meet for a champagne and cake and painting toenail date tomoro night at her place love altho it is a bit of a girls night in, sounds like the others aren't too bothered if we get off with each other. my toenails are painted blue so wonder what colour i should do her's. am also...
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drunkpunk:
Hmmmmm, the dreaded pubes scenario..... to shave or not to shave, that is the question. Personally, i think you should stick with the playboy for now (just trimming any stubbly bits) and then asking your date to shave you completely. You could then be in for a very eventful evening! What do you reckon?
bostonstrangler:
um,can i watch?i swear,i won't make a sound,i'll just sit in the corner.....
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puke scared shitless
have accepted a date on friday night with someone i've known and been madly in lust with since winter of 1989. the first time we got together we had sex in the car park behind my house up against the building. he kept his leather gloves on and i just remember the way it felt when he shoved his fingers up inside me....
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cakemix:
totally trouble
and i'm trying not to get my hopes up...
big_dave:
heh.... he won't know what hit him smile

good luck!