its been a mad week, well actually month...
things still up/down inside my head with the lows being really low. and its the smallest things that set me off. casino grrl is still lovely and i'm so trying to understand this taking it slow thing - seems to be what ppl do to make it work - but i've never done this..my relationship pattern is...
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things still up/down inside my head with the lows being really low. and its the smallest things that set me off. casino grrl is still lovely and i'm so trying to understand this taking it slow thing - seems to be what ppl do to make it work - but i've never done this..my relationship pattern is...
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photo of me and casino grrl the night we met in my pics now...i'm the one looking at the camera. 
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metalchick1979:
Cant see the pic. where am i sposed to be looking? oh and why arent i on your friends list? 
metalchick1979:
ok ok- stupid me. i see it now. it looks better now youve photoshoped it doesnt it? bless ya. xx
balanced this weekend well and casino grrl now has a nice sparkly purple toothbrush in my bathroom...i've not thrown away the x's tho...or the ones that have fallen down behind the washing machine.
spent saturday very proud, in the mudbath that was london gay pride. soft cell were good, and dead or alive and various other londonie type acts. spent most of the day in...
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spent saturday very proud, in the mudbath that was london gay pride. soft cell were good, and dead or alive and various other londonie type acts. spent most of the day in...
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kingskottie:
iceberg let it flow in trick baby...baby
partiallyblind:
ice cream, huh? now you're talking my language 
you coming along to the movie screening thing on friday night?
you coming along to the movie screening thing on friday night?
lovely casino grrl is even more lovelier than when i met her...i almos feel like i should bookmark this posting so when if it goes nowhere at least i can look back on this posting and remember a really nice night...
of course there is still everything else on my mind. miss the x who seems to still be playing some sort of cryptic game....
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of course there is still everything else on my mind. miss the x who seems to still be playing some sort of cryptic game....
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bostonstrangler:
do you need a big hug?cuz i can fly out today............
asha:
too many to choose from....sounds familiar! lol. i'll have to moan about them on my next journal entry too!
*hugs*
if you aren't busy on friday the 8th i'm planning a day trip to manchester followed by rockworld again. wanna do China Town and Canal street in the afternoon
*hugs*
if you aren't busy on friday the 8th i'm planning a day trip to manchester followed by rockworld again. wanna do China Town and Canal street in the afternoon
waiting around for lance my south african dreadboy client to show up...he's late but that is cool as i'm not gonna see casino grrl til after 11pm when she finishes her shift. things are really sweet with her and she's extended her trip here until november at least and we're talking about taking a trip to some sun together. i'm thinking a nice cheap tacky...
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vampsinthe78:
Can't really compete with that above ^^^^^^^ hehe!
But, mucho hugs to you.... Sorry for being a bit lax with the txts and emails, too. had a shedload of time/emotion consuming nonsense to deal with... its all bad, so I've been doing what I normally do and if i ignore it any longer hopefully it will have gone, by the time i check....... brb ......Damn, its still there..
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The Bettie design/rejig is nearly done.. Check your mail in the next 24 hrs or so... As for relocating to London, that is the grand plan, but possibly not considering til I get a bit of capital behind me.. Saving starts now!!! Probably not considering til maybe later this year.... Depends if I can find a suitably artisan, woefully underpaid job....
So, sadly I can't make it this weekend. One of the contributing factors to the mess I've deftly skirted around above means that i have to meet someone and explain myself and my behaviour. Nothing dodgy (in THAT way, just quite infuriating) Luckily, I will elaborate at some point, later this weekend. Im pretty sure you will have your diary pretty jammed up over Pride weekend, hope its lots of fun... I SHALL make it up to you, when I finally do visit.. Seems like simply AGES since I was last in your company. Im about to consume more booze, and retire to my pit... so i will leave it for now...
Loads of love... Vamp78 @_@ xxx
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But, mucho hugs to you.... Sorry for being a bit lax with the txts and emails, too. had a shedload of time/emotion consuming nonsense to deal with... its all bad, so I've been doing what I normally do and if i ignore it any longer hopefully it will have gone, by the time i check....... brb ......Damn, its still there..
EDITTED for additon of relevant content....
The Bettie design/rejig is nearly done.. Check your mail in the next 24 hrs or so... As for relocating to London, that is the grand plan, but possibly not considering til I get a bit of capital behind me.. Saving starts now!!! Probably not considering til maybe later this year.... Depends if I can find a suitably artisan, woefully underpaid job....
So, sadly I can't make it this weekend. One of the contributing factors to the mess I've deftly skirted around above means that i have to meet someone and explain myself and my behaviour. Nothing dodgy (in THAT way, just quite infuriating) Luckily, I will elaborate at some point, later this weekend. Im pretty sure you will have your diary pretty jammed up over Pride weekend, hope its lots of fun... I SHALL make it up to you, when I finally do visit.. Seems like simply AGES since I was last in your company. Im about to consume more booze, and retire to my pit... so i will leave it for now...
Loads of love... Vamp78 @_@ xxx
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kingskottie:
sweet milk is ok...i guess. hheh
god i with metalchick was in town/online...well will have to catch up with her on friday when we make our pride plans. but she's going to die when she finds out that i've been out with the casino girlie that we met @ club motherfucker!!! 
we spent all last night together @ red eye grinding down on each other and drinking vodka...and are having a...
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vampsinthe78:
Fantastic...
Please tell me they'll put it on some second-rate ITV clip show... "TV's most dangerous martial arts beauties" Copyright 2003 v78 Im having that one!!! O_o
Im off to halo-ise and increase the wing span of Scissor Bettie, so i will see and speak to you soon! xxx v78 @_@
ps.. Have a *GREAT* time at Pride in the Park (and pride at the many clubs you'll probably end up going to)... xxxx
Please tell me they'll put it on some second-rate ITV clip show... "TV's most dangerous martial arts beauties" Copyright 2003 v78 Im having that one!!! O_o
Im off to halo-ise and increase the wing span of Scissor Bettie, so i will see and speak to you soon! xxx v78 @_@
ps.. Have a *GREAT* time at Pride in the Park (and pride at the many clubs you'll probably end up going to)... xxxx
metalchick1979:
I wouldve died! if you had TOLD ME!! you didnt mention you and casino girl were...ahem...well good on ya! you look fab together.
i'm still really up/down
i miss the x boy like mad and want more than anything to be with him, or even salvage our friendship if possible - but on the other had i can't forgive all his arrogant childish bullshit just yet...not very Zen of me is it?
i'm still having sex all over the fucking place (ooo..bad pun) and i'm starting to agree...
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i miss the x boy like mad and want more than anything to be with him, or even salvage our friendship if possible - but on the other had i can't forgive all his arrogant childish bullshit just yet...not very Zen of me is it?
i'm still having sex all over the fucking place (ooo..bad pun) and i'm starting to agree...
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socrates:
Just out of curiosity, Who can fill the void? Is it this guy? Or can you move beyond him? I'm sure he can worship you as can I and any other proper male, but does he meet your needs. I'm just playing devils advocate. Actually, I have someone else over my shoulder playing this role, but she seems to know what she's doing. She's 'ruff too, to say the least. Anyway, we worship(so ta speak) you. ~Soc
so tired...
had loads of lovely playful sex with the fireman all last night and today. he came round early last night to 'pick me up' to go to the club. it was really hot here last night and the windows were all open, the rain just stopped and it felt like a sultry new orleans night - spiced up a bit when i smacked...
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had loads of lovely playful sex with the fireman all last night and today. he came round early last night to 'pick me up' to go to the club. it was really hot here last night and the windows were all open, the rain just stopped and it felt like a sultry new orleans night - spiced up a bit when i smacked...
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fej:
the new tattoo pics are under my pics in profile
firstly, i have to agree with geronimo that we need a tiki emoticon on this site! also - am curious FEJ, are you a member of the international hawaiian shirt club???
i met a girl from back hom in o.c. tonight at club motherfucker with metalchick. she is a gorgeous 36 yr old woman from h.b. wearing tight bright yellow dickies - not the normal...
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i met a girl from back hom in o.c. tonight at club motherfucker with metalchick. she is a gorgeous 36 yr old woman from h.b. wearing tight bright yellow dickies - not the normal...
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vampsinthe78:
Hiya! I bought that book for such eventualities! Hehe! Yeah! I think Bettie would be well up for some Polynesian ink.. So would I, funnily enough.. Im going to go on my fitness regime again, before some nice Tiki stuff goes on my right shoulder.
As for your friend inking my design on you, it would be an honour! Just whilst Im thinking, I looked at the design again and wondered if it needed a fuller set of wings (you know, down by her sides but still quite a narrow illustration). It'd be still made out of the same 'metal', just to beef her up a bit What d'ya say??? xxxxx
As for your friend inking my design on you, it would be an honour! Just whilst Im thinking, I looked at the design again and wondered if it needed a fuller set of wings (you know, down by her sides but still quite a narrow illustration). It'd be still made out of the same 'metal', just to beef her up a bit What d'ya say???
xxxxx
vampsinthe78:
I am on msn! My address for it is gregory21@mailandnews.com!!!
so what kinda pub do you call this then?
its a Hawaiian pub innit...
went to go see a friend's band called
ROSCO
this evening
at a place called the south pacific in kennington - THE Hawaiian pub from lock, stock, and 2 smoking barrels...it was sooo enchanted tiki hut, but with a baby foot table! i really wanna have a party there soon. so...
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its a Hawaiian pub innit...
went to go see a friend's band called
ROSCO
this evening
at a place called the south pacific in kennington - THE Hawaiian pub from lock, stock, and 2 smoking barrels...it was sooo enchanted tiki hut, but with a baby foot table! i really wanna have a party there soon. so...
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tjaden:
heh. spanking or not, you're right on with the tiki tolerance...
your mentioning of the pub reminded of a friend of mine that ran into the guy who starred in, wrote, co-produced, and designed the costumes for Six String Samurai in a little pub in Taiwan. The guy owns the place, and happened to be playing the Red Elvises when my friend walked in (my friend being a big Elvises fan).
your mentioning of the pub reminded of a friend of mine that ran into the guy who starred in, wrote, co-produced, and designed the costumes for Six String Samurai in a little pub in Taiwan. The guy owns the place, and happened to be playing the Red Elvises when my friend walked in (my friend being a big Elvises fan).
big_dave:
tiki stuff kicks ass. we need a tiki icon
even better...
i found out that my fireman has had a trial for an adult film. so impressed...this could be one of those match made in heaven sort of things!
somehow this makes the age difference not matter as much when i know he is as fucking perverted as me and not afraid to show it - unlike the iberian mama's boys i've been with...
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i found out that my fireman has had a trial for an adult film. so impressed...this could be one of those match made in heaven sort of things!
somehow this makes the age difference not matter as much when i know he is as fucking perverted as me and not afraid to show it - unlike the iberian mama's boys i've been with...
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vampsinthe78:
Does Iberian mean Welsh? 
If it does, that's me to a tee! Actually, so does the 'perverted' bit, too... Hoping everything is going swimmingly... See you sooooon! xxxxx v78 @_@
If it does, that's me to a tee! Actually, so does the 'perverted' bit, too... Hoping everything is going swimmingly... See you sooooon! xxxxx v78 @_@
maelwys:
Spanish I presume. Although the area around Georgia and the Black Sea was refered to as Iberia in Medieval times.
You just need to make sure his mouth is kept busy on things other than chatting Or buy a gag...
You just need to make sure his mouth is kept busy on things other than chatting
Or buy a gag...
so last night...yadda yadda yadda...
went out for awhile with my fireman then came back to mine. my damn cute little skinhead girlie brazilizn cleaner is away right now so luckily i'd made a bit of an effort with my room at least and tried to do something with my 80 odd pair of shoes that seem to keep escaping from underneath my pink satin...
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big_dave:
if there was a prize for the most regularly entertaining journal entries, hon, you'd get my vote every time
glad to hear that some of us on the SGUK rollcall are gettin' some.....
glad to hear that some of us on the SGUK rollcall are gettin' some.....
asha:
i second that!
fireman no less!!
fireman no less!!
Other bit of news, could have found you somewhere up here for you to stay, if you can clear the monday in leeds with your uberbosses... I'll email you tonight with the details!! Loads of love and smackers.. xxx v78 @_@
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