i hooked up with a wayward sg via bme yesterday and within 4 hours of meeting online we were sweatie and fucking and testing how strong my bed is while it's balancing on boxes...
...and i think i need a breathaliser on my mobile phone so i don't make calls to hibiscus and psycho actor boy when left alone drunk - not sure if this...
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...and i think i need a breathaliser on my mobile phone so i don't make calls to hibiscus and psycho actor boy when left alone drunk - not sure if this...
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am still in shit mood today...
feel yuck
missed seeing all the sguk yesterday
feel alone
not heard from hibiscus and now the whole thing is depressing me. he and i are both so confused that yes space is probably the best thing for us...but its hard...and last night i inadvertently stood up a woman that i was really looking forward to dating - i...
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feel yuck
missed seeing all the sguk yesterday
feel alone
not heard from hibiscus and now the whole thing is depressing me. he and i are both so confused that yes space is probably the best thing for us...but its hard...and last night i inadvertently stood up a woman that i was really looking forward to dating - i...
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morbius:
Life's way to short for self inflicted psychotrauma. Work hard at being free. You're so worth it.
unique3:
bummer..sorry you missed your date. I've never dated a woman before but I think it'd be kinda difficult..meaning, I know I can be difficult at times so..two of us..whoa! 
but I hope you have a good valentines weekend! I'm fixing dinner for my guy and we're watching movies, drinking wine. nothing too exciting.
but I hope you have a good valentines weekend! I'm fixing dinner for my guy and we're watching movies, drinking wine. nothing too exciting.
i fucking feel like i live at the doctor's office lately...
this morning had to go as have been getting a progressively worse sore throat since the weekend of swedish fun - thought it was just too much alcohol and staying up shagging all night in the kitchen.
but i think it's just general my body is so fucking run down with all the stuff...
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this morning had to go as have been getting a progressively worse sore throat since the weekend of swedish fun - thought it was just too much alcohol and staying up shagging all night in the kitchen.
but i think it's just general my body is so fucking run down with all the stuff...
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flick:
oh you're getting a breast lift!! I want to get one one of these days, whenever I'm able to afford it... I am done having kids so yeah, I think I deserve one... perhaps I'll just wait a few years anyway (being only 30 now, I'll probably be a better candidate for a breast lift later anyway).
unique3:
sorry you're having bad days... 
ok...maybe this was stupid of me
but i really thought that no one - well, with the exception of ppl who read my journal, and my tattoo artist, and my daughter, close friends...wait wait wait...what i'm trying to say is i didn't realise that all those peripheral ppl that i don't really know or that i would rather didn't know...that they all know about me...
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but i really thought that no one - well, with the exception of ppl who read my journal, and my tattoo artist, and my daughter, close friends...wait wait wait...what i'm trying to say is i didn't realise that all those peripheral ppl that i don't really know or that i would rather didn't know...that they all know about me...
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cakemix:
and what is really hard is he does want a family...
just not with someone so much older.
hence why i have to be realistic
...still embarassing to be treated this way
ANY YOUNG FIT HEAVILY TATTOOED GUYS OUT THERE THAT WONT FREAK OUT ABOUT MY AGE?????
[Edited on Feb 11, 2004 9:40AM]
just not with someone so much older.
hence why i have to be realistic
...still embarassing to be treated this way
ANY YOUNG FIT HEAVILY TATTOOED GUYS OUT THERE THAT WONT FREAK OUT ABOUT MY AGE?????
[Edited on Feb 11, 2004 9:40AM]
silencenoir:
People and age. What's the big deal with age anyhow?
I will never understand it!
I will never understand it!
what i want for valentine's day
forget lingerie - i'll need a different sixe in 6 weeks! but where would i mount the camera? the kitchen OR the bedroom...do you think they do discounts for multiple buys....
forget lingerie - i'll need a different sixe in 6 weeks! but where would i mount the camera? the kitchen OR the bedroom...do you think they do discounts for multiple buys....
well, looks like i'm back in business...
celebrated the all clear from the doctor by fucking my swordfighter in my kitchen til 4am this morning...think we went in there around 1am to make cocktails and things just went from there.
of course as usual, the whole thing seems to dreamy but i do recall being spanked incessantly til screaming while fucking him, the whole doggie...
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celebrated the all clear from the doctor by fucking my swordfighter in my kitchen til 4am this morning...think we went in there around 1am to make cocktails and things just went from there.
of course as usual, the whole thing seems to dreamy but i do recall being spanked incessantly til screaming while fucking him, the whole doggie...
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nickysonic:
You always make me laugh
So, you fucked Axl Rose??? Details!!
So, you fucked Axl Rose??? Details!!
cakemix:
it was a long time ago!
i've still not heard anything back from hibiscus...
my friends are here from sweden so we'll be going out alot this weekend - what's everyone else up to?
may be in the ship later or up in camden at purple turtle for TG's boom boom saloon. ya'll got my number if you want to meet up.
my friends are here from sweden so we'll be going out alot this weekend - what's everyone else up to?
may be in the ship later or up in camden at purple turtle for TG's boom boom saloon. ya'll got my number if you want to meet up.
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tattoosnscrews:
Aside from the obvious ... how have you been. I have not heard from you in a while.
girlblue:
boys suck.
friends from sweden don't!
i hope you're feeling better.
friends from sweden don't!
i hope you're feeling better.
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metalchick1979:
wow! you are using the picture that i took on your profile! i feel flattered! you do look good thou!
suggs:
not to sound gay, but that is a nice ass...
ok ppl help me out here...
hibiscus:
i'm trying to be strong and give hibiscus the space he's asked for to think about stuff, but miss him terrribvy. some of my off site friends (both men and women) think i should call him to let him no how i'm feeling...i'm inclined to just send a txt tomoro asking if he is ok...we HAVE been through...
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hibiscus:
i'm trying to be strong and give hibiscus the space he's asked for to think about stuff, but miss him terrribvy. some of my off site friends (both men and women) think i should call him to let him no how i'm feeling...i'm inclined to just send a txt tomoro asking if he is ok...we HAVE been through...
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james_:
*agrees with partiallyblind*
cakemix:
i just sent the txt...its 7 something a.m. here
(we are both morning ppl)
(we are both morning ppl)
psycho boy phoned last night...
in the middle of the night
to tell me he'd bought me a ring!
well, i don't think tiffanys is open on sunday...so i probably won't like it
in the middle of the night
to tell me he'd bought me a ring!
well, i don't think tiffanys is open on sunday...so i probably won't like it
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cakemix:
not in england i don't think...
can't even buy off their website in this country!
can't even buy off their website in this country!
quinne:
best journal enty on on sg ever
some actor/boxer guy asked me to marry him tonight...
he's this guy that is in that movie gangster no.1 with malcolm macdowell - a film i really like and i recognised him. didn't realise he also had a boxing background, so that was just a bonus.
not a piece of jewellry anywhere in sight - not going to get too excited just yet - but...
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he's this guy that is in that movie gangster no.1 with malcolm macdowell - a film i really like and i recognised him. didn't realise he also had a boxing background, so that was just a bonus.
not a piece of jewellry anywhere in sight - not going to get too excited just yet - but...
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iload2:
Morning
Weddings Are Beautiful
Weddings Are Beautiful
trilobyte:
Congrats, and good luck with sorting it all out... regardless of how it goes with the actor, I think you know hibiscus is a twit. He's had enough time to work out his issues with age differences or anything else that may be troubling him, if he can't figure it out I suspect he never will (or doesn't want to).
why won't this site let me update my profile photo?
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cousindell:
i see new pic!..but i guess you know that by now 
shewulf:
I like your new pic....very sexy....Just wanted to say hi
* HUGS!! *
* HUGS!! *
well I hope your week gets better and you dont have to be alone anymore