cakemix

i seem to have fallen out of SGUK?

so am bak and i'm single...

yeah evidently that lovely image of a couple that you all saw at the ben crouch tavern last night was a figment of all our imaginations and i fucked things up again and he's gone again.

so i'm back out in soho tonight to drown my sorrows - anyone else about?

a friend on here says that the way one spends the first few moments of the new year is an indication for the rest of year...

...i spent mine sober, wrapped up in blankets, watching the national geographic channel!

don't ask.

let's hope my trip back home soon runs alot more smoothly than this!

this is just a fucking recipe for disaster...

i should be packing to go to cyprus tomoro and join up with my partner and meet his parents.

but instead i'm sitting on the sofa with Ravenisis drinking really expensive champagne!!

and the only thing i've eaten today is a few dry roasted peanuts and i've had a workout. o dear. i'm sure you all remember...
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1. Whats the best thing you did in 2006?

dump my fucking stupid asshole boyfriend and go off with someone that I'd been texting for 6 months!

2. Whats the worst thing you did in 2006?

answer the phone when cronin called to tell me leslie harpold had passed away the other week

3. Any funny stories?

coincidences galore
!

4.Best film you saw?

on...
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What you gonna do when you get out of jail?
I'm gonna have some fun
What do you consider fun?
Fun, natural fun

I'm in heaven
With my boyfriend, my laughing boyfriend
There's no beginning and there is no end
Time isn't present in that dimension
He'll take my arm
When we're walkin', rolling and rocking
It's one time I'm glad I'm not a man...
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i can't find my list of body mods on here anymore - has it been deleted in the redesign?

this week all i need is a bit of fucking t.l.fucking.c...some days i get so tired of being the strong one and just want someone to take care of me. when do i get my turn?

while i wait i wander the net looking at memorials to my friend.
here's another lovely one.

leslie was so amaxing and so talented and made everyone feel so...
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her advent calendar hasn't been updated since the 7th of december, and my last email from her was on the 6th of december...my friend leslie has passed away and my head is so full and so empty both at the same time. i'm calm and crying and happy that her life was as full as it was when she was here, and i'm already missing...
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