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oki...this post brings us back to london and back to my footlicker that is here for the next 3 weeks til he goes back to iraq...went shopping for supplies for our late night in after the nemhain gig and came back with a fresh brand new set of egyptian cotton white sheets, a bottle of bulleitt bourbon, and a bottle of absolut vodka. its going...
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this one is gonna seem like its coming way outta left field for most people that know me because this is something i've held very very close to my chest for a very very long time - ever since he let me down when i was living in florida with RavenIsis i don't think i've ever uttered his name...but he has been very fucking persistent...
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we went and saw lucero last night and they soo kicked ass...

...but not as much as this whole last week with him has!

mmm. waking up warm and cuddled every morning with someone is sooo what i've missed.

oki - momentary blip over...

am sooo lusted up right now!

i'll need a few drinks when he'd gone tho.

tonight has been bad...i am more depressed and feel more alone than i have in ages.
and it's nothing to do with the guy either.

or maybe it is.

the realisation that the only guy that has treated me halfway decently in years is headin' bak to iraq in 3 weeeks time doesn't exactly fill my heart with glee as i'm sure you can all...
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mmmm...another one of 'those' postx...

so he flew in from iraq on thursday and we spent all friday night and saturday day rolling around in my lovely big king size bed. he has such a feet thing that afer awhile and having come twice i was almost ready for him to hand me a book to read but then he switched to my ass...mmm...but even...
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hmmm...
last night was one of those nights that only the people involved will ever believe happened.
then i woke up thinking i had a hangove but when the sore throat kicked in a realised it was a flu instead.
and my phone is breaking thanks to a cute polish guy spilling a whole pint on it over the weekend ugh.

anyway.
lotsa stuff i...
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30mg codeine washed down with a pint of staropramen
then a fuck load of protein injected into my lip as a top up
and a whole can of grolsch and a glass of pink wine.
i have that weird junkie voice when i try to talk to RavenIsis and Jezabel

probably not a good idea to go to the crobar right now...

i soooo rookie'd it last night!

so i had a date with the 29 yr old yesterday at 2pm...there was a fire on the tracks so he didn't actually get here til 4pm...i got bored waiting so had half a bottle of pink wine - this is on a 3 day empty stomach as i'd not really eaten anything since i got my lips re-pumped...
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so as its friday night in and my lips are still so fucking sore that i can't laugh and i can still hardly talk, the only way i can communicate with my lovely little tatooed puppy is via messenger. so i'm watching vanilla sky on filmfour and he's a couple hours away with a bootleg of alpha dog...

i guess its kinda like a date,...
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today i have comedy bosoms.
if they had a theme tune it would be the song from benny hill...
its been playin' in my head all day long!

and the reason its been happenning is because i've lost weight and gone down a bra size around but not in cup...problem is a 32-G is much smaller than a 34-G so i'm very UP FRONT today......
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so i went to the gym tonight for a personal training session like i do on mondays and thursdays...yup! i'm single so have nothing better to do - its not all bubble baths and pedicures you know, lol.

anyway, so this morning when i left the house i KNEW i'd forgotten something important...like a ponytail holder...i hate working out with my hair down. so rifled...
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