buckylittlewing

Completly Disinterested

so much like how i tend to wander away from all the other internet fads these days, such as: facebook, myspace, xpeeps etc....Im deciding that SG may not be worth my hard earned cash, seein as how I've failed to sign in or post a blog for days.

Dont get me wrong, I LOVE this SG community most of all, but its really...
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*So as of last night, ive decided that no matter what i'm doing, with work, school, family, friends...anything. I need to begin playing and writting music again...Not for anyone else but myself...
The joy i get from making something from nothing in such a way is such a reliever of sorts. It makes me happy. It makes me feel like i've done something...and goddamnit, its...
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I get up pretty damn early monday thru friday...for work.

But last night, my lady got incredibly drunk...and i had to be there to "hold her hair back" until the wee hours of the eve...

anyway, long story short....I got to stay home due to lack of sleep and an irresponsible girlfriend.



So i decided to make some coffe and an omelette and some toast....I...
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random thought of the day:

Q: Why must all or at least one dude in evey heavy-metal thrash hardcore band have a beard? and its not just stubble, or lack of a decent shave in days, Its borderline guiness records beards.

Ive come to the conclusion that i'll never understand....

also, why must all their band names have bleed, blood, fall, death, die, etc....Seperate yourselves...
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sometimes i love where i work....


If my boss is sick, then i get to stay home.

Outstanding.

"It's always the selfish who say that life is way to short"

I can handle most anything, aside from my many phobias.

But one thing that truely gets to me, and makes me honestly sick to my stomache is animal anguish, especially the kind dealt by those who hold the ability to understand...

My girlfriend of all people should know this about me....yet, most everyday,...
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"I'm alone but I'm not lonely...I have kinetic energy"

Hello friends and well-wishers.

Just wanted to say hello and what have you... and collectively ask each and everyone of you...How are things?


Me?, well im glad you asked....im about to alter my conciousness, and play some videor games.


*word of the day* -Quarry (because its fun to say)

"Relationships are never finished, Just abandoned."

So after last night, im not sure i feel the same way about my girlfriend.
Its nauseating....
truely nauseating.

this is a girl who I've known for 7 years now...Best friends in High School.
Then fell in love 2 years ago.




and we treat each other like dirt.



i can feel my heart breaking almost.



.ill be ok.