brokenglassheart

okay okay okay!! i always do this!! i never went back to Cali. i ended up meeting someone very special out here so i am staying till they finish school. but seriously, after that i'm gone. so i just had an interview with the ritz-carlton today and i think it went well. if i get the job, i start at the end of the month....
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leaving arizona in the dust is gonna feel about as good as having like 100 orgasms at once! i'm going going back back to cali cali! hahaah! yeah, AZ is just way to much small town mentality. he said she said's fly like poop at the zoo! i plan on going to hair school when i get out there, so let's see what happens with...
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myspace rocks so much harder than this site lately. I NEED A LIFE!!!!

The only thing worse
Than losing the one thing that you love
Is having the one thing that you love,
turned into everything that you fucking hate
It all just falls apart from there

And yes i loved you,
And now it's all falling apart
And yes i loved you,
And the pieces come crashing down on me.

The only thing worse
Than losing the...
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where did all of my friends on SG do??

so i'm really nervous for tomorrow because that is the day i go to court. i don't know if i'm even gonna be able to make it out to cali this weekend because i might take a trip to tent city!! this shit had got mee all fuckin' stressed to the max. i just want to get it all over with though so i can...
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mistakes will haunt you like tranlsucent ghosts in old houses. no matter how far or where you run to, they will follow. you can feel their cold breath on the back of your neck reminding you that they are a step behind. it could be an eternity or a year before they disappear. the only way they will ever cease to exist is if you...
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things suck right now. i got my first DUI and i have to pay these lawyers a butt load so i have to get s second job for a while and my license will get suspended for 3 months. then on top of that all of the bills are way behind. i wish i could just find a damn genie in a bottle and that...
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these days are getting more and more lonely. it seem like people are avoiding me like some sort of plague. maybe it's just me. i don't know. i start questioning "what the fuck is wrong with me?! why don't people like me?!" which i find pathetic but i have always had a lot of friends and now i have no one. WHAT THE FUCK?!!? maybe...
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journals suck and i'm not writing in mine anymore....... just kidding!! everything is good and i really have nothing to write about. I SAW DEPECHE MODE!!! they stayed at my resort and i saw them at the bar! it was great! other than that, nothing really exciting to tell. oh...... i hate girls!!!!!!!!!

it's been almost a month since i have written a new entry. i hate girls. they are stupid. i don't want aniything to do with them anymore. maybe i'll try my hand at dudes. YEAH RIGHT! dudes like thos anorexic slutty looking girls who will suck them off on the first date. not my style. maybe i'll just get my clit chopped of and become...
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OMG!!! i didn't think i had an account this whole time and it turnes out that i did. life is much better. my career is back on track and i'm happy where i'm at. i need to get some new pics up here of me!! i feel like it's been so long that i might look different! anyway, i hope everyone is okay and thanks...
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