"If i wasn't worth staying here for in the first place, i never will be."
my heart hurts.. ehhh.. i hate having such a broken heart.
I have alot to think about... i am reflecting on the past 4 months.
Before and after...
i have tried to tough it out, but it isn't working and if anything it gets worse.
I stay up til the...
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my heart hurts.. ehhh.. i hate having such a broken heart.
I have alot to think about... i am reflecting on the past 4 months.
Before and after...
i have tried to tough it out, but it isn't working and if anything it gets worse.
I stay up til the...
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stompbox:
Broken hearts are the worst, even when they're self-inflicted. Especially when.
garion333:
^^^Lego is spot on.
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hellomrworld:
Excellent photographs -- I like that one with the letters
brinny:
gloomy iowa
currently i am sitting around, smoking my cigs, drinking yummmy good beer and listening to trip pop...
i like how this new painting is coming along...
i really hope things get better from this point.
i miss journals, i really do. I think that journals helped me look at the day or week or month from a different point of view.
i am going to...
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i like how this new painting is coming along...
i really hope things get better from this point.
i miss journals, i really do. I think that journals helped me look at the day or week or month from a different point of view.
i am going to...
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_loulou_:
What's the yummy good beer?
Nice work!
Nice work!
scharpy:
hey i wanna listen to trip pop... what's trip pop? it seems like something that could lift me from this winter slump i am currently slithering around in. any suggestions?
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eaxyz:
i love that synth!
analog_robot:
Yeah...I miss my MicroKorg too.
I miss my Roland Juno more though...
*sigh* Stupid rent...
I miss my Roland Juno more though...
*sigh* Stupid rent...
i shouldn't have posted my last post... i am sorry if i angered you.
you know who you are.
you know who you are.
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nikonphoto80:
i'm glad you have a great life, a great life for a great girl.
sheena:
the first picture is stunning.
so.
Where do i start?
My gallery opening is tonight
I cant wait to see all my peeps.
There is like 6 inches of snow outside.
I love it.
I have been getting flowers and love notes lately that drive me so happily crazy.
I am starting to feel human again. I can feel the emotions i want to.
Is it possible to be the...
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Where do i start?
My gallery opening is tonight
I cant wait to see all my peeps.
There is like 6 inches of snow outside.
I love it.
I have been getting flowers and love notes lately that drive me so happily crazy.
I am starting to feel human again. I can feel the emotions i want to.
Is it possible to be the...
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snarky:
i want snow :[
your super pretty, doll :]
your super pretty, doll :]
froggin:
so how did it go girl?
i am so happy right now, my inspiration comes flooding back more and more everyday...
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nikonphoto80:
if there is anyone out there who should be happy it should be you, you are great. 
heatdude:
For some reason things always seem to work out.........now go enjoy life....... 
this is the lamest, most loneliest thanksgiving ever.....
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frost:
uck...tell me about it.
stompbox:
Yeah, there's a lot of This-holiday-sucks-itis going around. I can't wait till christmas. (ahem.) NOT.
ok.
So today i sat down and i read a lot of my old blogs from back in the day.
I have been on this site since 2004.
I have my life documented literally for 4 years on this site.
It was so weird going back and reading all the things that were going on in my life.
Being in love, moving from place to...
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So today i sat down and i read a lot of my old blogs from back in the day.
I have been on this site since 2004.
I have my life documented literally for 4 years on this site.
It was so weird going back and reading all the things that were going on in my life.
Being in love, moving from place to...
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natetron:
It will change on the 19th. We're all changing and growing individuals.
So yeah, what is the big jump about? Are you opting for that sex change operation you've been talking about?
Bu-bye Brinny and hello Jerry!
"I close my eyes, forget my fears and let this feeling rush through me and it makes me smile"
So yeah, what is the big jump about? Are you opting for that sex change operation you've been talking about?
Bu-bye Brinny and hello Jerry!
"I close my eyes, forget my fears and let this feeling rush through me and it makes me smile"
eye8th3worm:
I have a journal back from when I was a senior in high school (96/97), I'll look at it from time to time to remind myself on how much I've grown up - it's a good refresher course on life I think.
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scrap:
That would be James Brown - King of Funk.
Better to live with love & funk than with fear of what you hear.
Better to live with love & funk than with fear of what you hear.
luella_deville:
Damn that's funky!
Best robot I've ever seen
ps: thanks for the friend request!
Best robot I've ever seen
ps: thanks for the friend request!
someone please remind me to not be so trusting with my heart.
fuck, i did it again.
this time i dont have much of it left.
the sucky part about it is when you know it is what has to happen, when you know it is the right thing to do...
but at the sametime, it is so so so wrong....
how can it end...
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fuck, i did it again.
this time i dont have much of it left.
the sucky part about it is when you know it is what has to happen, when you know it is the right thing to do...
but at the sametime, it is so so so wrong....
how can it end...
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froggin:
because the alternative is not better
heatdude:
cheer up; your still so young. this is just one of life's many challenges..... 
froggin:
hey u.. miss u