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thought i'd take a break from just talking about myself in my blog and share some poetry i wrote a loooong time ago. it's strange looking back on what you've written and seeing how things have changed...and how they haven't. anyway this poem doesn't really have a title...

Shamelessly shallow

Eyes full of judgement

But hearts basically hollow

Shell...
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erich:
i like it.
personaljesus:
smile
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so i went and got tattooed today... it was amazing!!!!

i had been a little anxious about how it was going to turn out and what my artist would have drawn for me, but when i saw it i fell in love...

so all i have as of tonight (after a great 3 hour session) is this sweet outline... you can't quite tell all...
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big_trouble:
Holy fuck. In one session? Well done. Can't wait to see the finished product.
cyborgdeathsquad:
eeek Looks great! That will look amazing when it's done.
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so i've put off writing about this for a bit and now i feel like it's time... i'm at the point in the processing period that writing about it, getting input, all that jazz, will help me--at least that's the hope. this will probably be long so if you've got shit to do i wouldn't bother (at least not...
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loganlee:
I 'm really sorry that happened to you...but it's never alright. NEVER. And there's no reason why you should think that any of it's your fault...because it isn't. I know you want the thoughts, the pain and remembering to go away....but don't. Go to the police....they shouldn't get away with that. keep venting...the more you do the easier it will be to deal with....and by reading the comments on here...you have a lot of people who care about you. Feel better!!
dpgc44:
Sweets! how have you been? I hope you are doing well girl! xoxo
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alrighty so it's about time for an update, no?

tomorrow i take my pack test (yes i know i said i was taking it a while back but they scheduled it for 8 in the morning on a saturday--i was obviously much too hung over to go lol) so wish me luck (again) because it's time to kick some booty! my goal is...
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dpgc44:
SO excited to see your pretty ass set.. Good luck with your test not that you need it.
personaljesus:
Sad about the moving in with parents, happy you will have $$$ for a set! (hell I would have pay-pal'd the dough for a set from you smile and wishing you all the best for your pack test, that firefighting stuff is pretty tough, so they say..... wink

Take care.........
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soooo.... my life's been kinda crazy lately, stressful at times to say the least.

the trip to seattle and portland was fun and all, but man is seattle expensive! i hate being such a poor college kid...and to top it off today i found out i didnt get approved for the student loan i applied for...not sure how i'm gonna pay...
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silentwhisper:
How're you doin doll?
haydin:
Thank you thank you im so glad you liked the set <333

Im so sorry your stressed out I hope things pick up for you.
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i turn 21 in three hours!!!!
off to seattle tomorrow for two nights, then a rave in portland saturday night. never been to a rave so should be a "fun" new experience wink
i'm soooo excited.
the pictures shall be epic, but nowhere near as epic as the partying.
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xxxoooxxx:
thank you for the add too kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss

you are really sexxxyyy

how are u? wats goin on? waht do u do? xx
ultimatelewser:
Happy belated Birthday.
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you know i'm not usually the type to complain but i've had one extraordinarily shitty day.

with the economy the way it is, and my oh-so-wonderful credit score, getting a loan for college is feeling impossible. sure i may already be half way through the term, but hell, i still have to pay for it to get the credits and have it be...
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personaljesus:
I'll hit Sin City with you any day babe! How are you? Sucks about the parents and such.....
silentwhisper:
thx for the add.
How're you doing?

Ok so thats a dumb question after reading your blog but Im in almost the exact same situation and Im 24 so dont hate your life as much smile

I didnt get to do shit for my 21st so I hope you get some kind of fun and memorable night, Id help with that if I could wink lol.

get back to me, and feel better
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haven't written one of these babies in a while so thought i'd give it a whirl since i have a bit of time tonight...

i've been crazy busy the last couple weeks, ever since school started really. i'm taking seventeen credits so i have a decent amount of homework and my days fly by with so many classes filling them up...
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justblaze:
Flamethrowers work well too tongue
raekedup55:
Good Luck
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hey so i've been getting a lot of random friend requests lately (which i don't mind at all--really!) but it does kinda bother me when people just add me as a friend and never say a word to me. leave me a comment, introduce yourself, anything really, just don't add me and stay a stranger....become a friend!

i know that it...
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bateco3:
well from your pictures i can tell its def beautiful an sexy up there smile
bitten:
are you private pics naked??
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personaljesus:
Those pumpkins are sweet....nice work by your friends. don't worry, being a pumpkin carving tard is nothing to be ashamed of! see ya...... wink
mutiger2001:
Impressive, I have given up on pumpkin carving. Mine look I do it blind fold with my feet.
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so now that i've finally gotten in contact with the one sg photographer in my area i'm feeling the need to continue my name quest. for some reason i'm feeling unsure of brazyn... so these are the top five i've narrowed it down to.

brazyn
camden
gavi
siena
sassari

final votes?

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ultimatelewser:
I like Brazyn.

It rhymes with "raisin"

I love raisins. biggrin
silentwhisper:
saying hey, hope all is well with you. If you're going off those Im still with Brazyn or siena
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so i've been trying to pick out a hopeful (and with any luck suicide girl) name for a while.... and i've come up with a list of names i like that aren't already in use by any other hopefuls/SGs. i'm hoping maybe i can get some feedback from people on which name looks like it'd fit me the best...
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silentwhisper:
my top picks would be siena, brazen or emarese.
collide:
camden, siena or gavi! smile