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right now, i am kicking the living shit out of this e-commerce website that i am designing; the bitch is on the ropes, barely enough energy to hold its gloves up anymore, if the ref doesn't step in, i'm gonna kill this fucker...
almost one full year ago i was explaining this project to a man i was considering renting studio space from; he claimed...
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almost one full year ago i was explaining this project to a man i was considering renting studio space from; he claimed...
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johnnythsaint:
I left comments in the journals of the 9 people (not including me and ProAggro, the two responses I assume you meant you had received already) who said they definitely wanted to participate in the swap and I left a threatening comment on the CD swap thread in APU. One person already responded to me that they have emailed you, hopefully the rest will follow suit very soon.
daniyell:
see, one of the GOOD things about my job is that they'll reimburse you 80% of any schooling that can be related to the job. Which includes the business and marketing courses I'll need to take in order to open my bakery eventually. So in so many ways, working there is a necessary evil, at least at this time. But even with that it still makes me sad and sick that I'll continue to work there.
Anyway, thank you for the wonderful comments, it definitely helps to hear from someone who wants something similar in life that maybe what I'm doing right now isn't that terrible, if it brings me closer to what I really want.
And I finished The Fountainhead tonight. Even though I'd read it before I was still just amazed that such a brilliant story could come out of a person, I really can't find fault with any idea proposed in the book, it almost helps in some ways to justify my own position in life, in some weird way. Just like what you said I guess, about thinking of Roark working for Snyte, and how even a person like that was able to do that in order to survive.
Anyway, thank you for the wonderful comments, it definitely helps to hear from someone who wants something similar in life that maybe what I'm doing right now isn't that terrible, if it brings me closer to what I really want.
And I finished The Fountainhead tonight. Even though I'd read it before I was still just amazed that such a brilliant story could come out of a person, I really can't find fault with any idea proposed in the book, it almost helps in some ways to justify my own position in life, in some weird way. Just like what you said I guess, about thinking of Roark working for Snyte, and how even a person like that was able to do that in order to survive.
i liked yesterday's update a whole lot for some reason. so if you want my normal zaniness, jump back one entry...
as for today, i'm gonna update with a recent email exchange between me and my mom. the subject in question is my relationship with my friend melissa.
melissa was my teenage love, a girl i went out with from when i was 17 until...
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as for today, i'm gonna update with a recent email exchange between me and my mom. the subject in question is my relationship with my friend melissa.
melissa was my teenage love, a girl i went out with from when i was 17 until...
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proaggression:
you rock! Nuff said!
mydogfarted:
Let me poke the SGNY/SGNJ crowd for better fun nights and get back to you.
first and foremost, thanks to everyone who answered my request in the previous journal, if you don't know what i'm talking about, please go back one entry.
this boy done gone girl crazy!
a few nights ago i saw LARS FREDERIKSEN & THE BASTARDS at axis in boston. the all ages shows that happen in this city on lansdowne street (axis, avalon, etc) always start...
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this boy done gone girl crazy!
a few nights ago i saw LARS FREDERIKSEN & THE BASTARDS at axis in boston. the all ages shows that happen in this city on lansdowne street (axis, avalon, etc) always start...
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kwizzle:
What are the themes on those nights? I can fit in with fetish fine, but I'm not so sure about industrial, etc.
And you know, I've been dating him off and on for three years, and bitching about him on my webjournal for just as long. In all that time, I've never found a nickname for him that actually worked.
But for you, I'll try
And you know, I've been dating him off and on for three years, and bitching about him on my webjournal for just as long. In all that time, I've never found a nickname for him that actually worked.
But for you, I'll try
severus:
damn emails. well. thank you anyway jordan 
horrible fucking day...
as a personal favor to me, please go send pixie_fragments as much love as YOU POSSIBLY CAN.
please. she is a very sweet and kind girl and i wish i could be in michigan to hold her.
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at this point, it would be safe to say that i own between five hundred and six hundred CD's (i've never counted).
VULGAR DISPLAY...
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as a personal favor to me, please go send pixie_fragments as much love as YOU POSSIBLY CAN.
please. she is a very sweet and kind girl and i wish i could be in michigan to hold her.
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at this point, it would be safe to say that i own between five hundred and six hundred CD's (i've never counted).
VULGAR DISPLAY...
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charley:
Thanks, it really is how I have felt, boing, boing, boing but no more boinging 2005m 
It is always good to have back up plans if you are making one with someone else in mind but its also good to just throw caution to the wind and involve that person as much as poss, sometimes its the only way it can work! Hope it does petal!
It is always good to have back up plans if you are making one with someone else in mind but its also good to just throw caution to the wind and involve that person as much as poss, sometimes its the only way it can work! Hope it does petal!
fenchurch:
Absofuckinglutely.
get up and go.
all that i know.
scream.
yell.
run around the circle.
feel alive on the edges.
strangers punch me in the face.
its ok. i sorta like it.
i like the craziness;
the frenzy of it all.
i like losing myself in it.
last year at this time,
i listened to nothing but
COHEN, NICO, and SPARKLEHORSE
and i was very sad...
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all that i know.
scream.
yell.
run around the circle.
feel alive on the edges.
strangers punch me in the face.
its ok. i sorta like it.
i like the craziness;
the frenzy of it all.
i like losing myself in it.
last year at this time,
i listened to nothing but
COHEN, NICO, and SPARKLEHORSE
and i was very sad...
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as_we_whisper:
hahahaha, i replay things in my head always, and ive done that with saved by the bell, and family guy mostly.
felicia_____:
Yes, I'm planning to be at the party Friday. I have to go to a work holiday party thing right beforehand, though, so I'll probably be late & dresssed inapproprately.
get up and go.
all that i know.
scream.
yell.
run around the circle.
feel alive on the edges.
strangers punch me in the face.
its ok. i sorta like it.
i like the craziness;
the frenzy of it all.
i like losing myself in it.
last year at this time,
i listened to nothing but
COHEN, NICO, and SPARKLEHORSE
and i was very sad...
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all that i know.
scream.
yell.
run around the circle.
feel alive on the edges.
strangers punch me in the face.
its ok. i sorta like it.
i like the craziness;
the frenzy of it all.
i like losing myself in it.
last year at this time,
i listened to nothing but
COHEN, NICO, and SPARKLEHORSE
and i was very sad...
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odette:
regrets ARE for lamers. i dont want to go out of my way to hide things from people and keep my whole life secret. people usually comment on how open i am. i dont see why i should hide anything about me from anyone
its cold in my room today and a bit empty... too many words in my head from the library again... it was alright though, i learned a bit and found an excellent book that turned out to be everything that i was looking for in the world of customer-friendly interface design... i listened to TYPE O NEGATIVE while i was reading, something about that band...
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felicia_____:
Hm, so I come out as somewhat of an uncoordinated klutz with bad posture
dixiehelle:
haha... the funny thing is, even though it is the angle, my head is actually that big!! it's ok, because i am pretty tall and i would look funny with a little head. also, i need something to balance out my big ass feet
oddily enough, i do have good balance.
damn......... that's some sensual stuff
but the best part is the humor at the end, it's very unexpected
oddily enough, i do have good balance.
damn......... that's some sensual stuff
but the best part is the humor at the end, it's very unexpected
a little sleepy all of a sudden, enthusiasm slipping out of me like the sandy-filling of a punctured stuffed toy...
i'm up to my elbows in the notes, sketches and research i created while working on the scooter store e-commerce website in the last year... all i can think about is that i let myself be exploited.
sure, i did get a small pile of...
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i'm up to my elbows in the notes, sketches and research i created while working on the scooter store e-commerce website in the last year... all i can think about is that i let myself be exploited.
sure, i did get a small pile of...
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derceto:
the "und" hooked me to when i saw it. i was disappointed though that they did not have a gingerbread house for a set
charley:
Thanks, they are all old from when I was about 19 or so which is nearly 5 years ago 
I don't do anything now!
Yeah boredom isn't something I usually suffer from, it takes a lot for me to get like this, I think I need to get laid.
Down with Christmas, I am serious about my hatred of it. It puts so much pressure on people emotionally with family and financially
I don't do anything now!
Yeah boredom isn't something I usually suffer from, it takes a lot for me to get like this, I think I need to get laid.
Down with Christmas, I am serious about my hatred of it. It puts so much pressure on people emotionally with family and financially
so, i am just gonna update with some photos for now because i am really hungry and i don't really have much to say, but anyway, here goes:
for granny:
me & robin hood (and some others)
for TheFullNelson:
i was a teenage backyard wrestler
hope ya dig it!
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i'm working on scooter store stuff and it makes...
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for granny:
me & robin hood (and some others)
for TheFullNelson:
i was a teenage backyard wrestler
hope ya dig it!
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i'm working on scooter store stuff and it makes...
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as_we_whisper:
ooooooooh at me huh?!?!
DONT YOU LAUGH AT ME!
DONT YOU LAUGH AT ME!
odette:
its ok. im the same way. its sad really
i still love you
i still love you
boundcreature:
me and my friends
boundcreature:
crazy teenage punk wrestling
hello
PS: youre cute!!!
What book are you talking about? If my work rant made you think of it, I'd love to read it.