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New Pic...don't I look happy.

Can you just see the love in my eyez?

Interview #1 today. there's no way in FUCK I'd work there! After going through years of severe depression (which still affects me from time to time) to the point of being suicidal, the last thing I need is to work in a place as dark and dingy as that shit hole. And the whole place smelled like raw dirty potatos...ew. And I thought the shop...
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Huzzah! Things are finally looking up! Today I got 3 job interviews set up! 1 wednesday at lunch, 1 friday morning and 1 friday afternoon. Now I just pray that I get 1 of the jobs.

few sets of lyrics for a couple of different reasons:

i let myself fall into a lie
i let my walls come down
i let myself smile and feel alive
i let my walls come down
no matter how i try i don't know why
you push so far away
you wrapped your hands tight around my heart
and squeezed it full of pain

with...
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Holy fuck...I love the feeling you get from being half drunk and completely cooked...I love it when my friends have birthdays! At any rate, I've determined that I REALLY need to get laid! StAr has been looking reall really good these past few weeks, and yet, last summer nothing about her would have caught my attention (as far as looks go). So either I've gotta...
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I've learned that the new guy at the shop is making $4/hr more than me. I hate my boss. He brings on a guy with no licence (so he can't drive the company truck), no mechanical inclination and who doesn't know how to build the tools, and pays him more than somebody who's been there 2 years, can build the tools, can do machining and...
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Wow...I'm so glad to finally have some nice weather! Just got back from my first outing on my bladez for the season...it was great! My legs are gonna fuckin' KILL me at work tomorrow. I love it. I never feel better than I do after blading. It's just great to be able to get out and be active again. And this will probably be the...
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Happy 420 day everybody!!

It should be legal to run over the little fuckers who hang out in parking lots on their little fucking bikes and refuse to move for traffic. Little bastards. There's no way they those little twats don't hear my truck, or my stereo...or my fuckin' horn! Just let me run down one little bastard. All the others will move when they see him plastered to...
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Friday night revelations have put me into a real shitty type mood. Going ot to Okotokes for the UFC tonight was cool tho. And hitting the bar when I got back into town was good too. However, even with the social interactions of the night the revelation from friday still bothers me.

Plus, I need to get a girlfriend...I think I've been single long enough....
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Weekend Update:
Asthma Attack
Panic Attack
Lots of beer and shots
Fight instigations
Bounced from the bar
Bruised knuckles
Getting in shit from the RCMP
Hang over
Nieces 5th birthday.

Interesting weekend in my end of the world.

Finally some good comes my way! Chances of me getting a new job finally looking up. And my adult snake is finally eating again! After 2 months of refusing to eat anything, she's finally back at it. Now I can stop worrying about her.

And I got my new anti-conformity shirts:

"Conformity is the Disease; Rebellion is the Cure"
"It Only Takes A Single Voice...
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