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So I took that job. And obviously I did something right because I already got a raise, even tho I don't actually start until middle of Aug. That'll be nice too, because now I can save all my pay cheques that I get from now until then to pay for a) my trip to Missouri and b) the summer months until my loan is paid...
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So I was offered that job. But now I'm in a bit of a bind. It only pays $10/hr. That's a drastic pay cut from what I'm making now. So much to the point that I don't think I'd be able to pay all my bills every month. Or at least, until Oct. when my loan payments are done. But it is a step in...
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I'm going straight to Hell, and fast!

Quick update:
Back at the old shop. Never thought I'd actually be happy to be there. Just have to meet a few demands and they've agreed to give me a raise, to match the job I left. It's become obvious I was missed there.

Issue:
I was called for a job interview for saturday. It's a job in a print/copy place (much like Kinkos) but...
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: : LYRICS : :
I wanted to believe as I
Watched your world crumble in your hands
I wanted to believe as you
Raised your glass to your last stand
And I wanted to believe youu would win
The war in your head
That I did not understand
....I did not understand

And the questions pour out
And the questions pour out
Did not...
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I have to make more of an effort to make it here and see what's going on with everybody. Sounds like everything's going shitty for everyone else too.

*EDIT*please forgive me for using a Limp song. I hate them, but they've got 1 decent song, written by Peter Townsend, so they don't deserve any true credit, and it fits the way I'm feeling.*

: :...
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Yay Tsumani Bomb concert!!! Boo fucking border guards who wouldn't let them into Canada. So I didn't get to see wicked hot Agent M.

However, I did get introduced to 3 other kick ass bands. So here we go!

: : Bands In Review : :
Mad Cowboys - Local band that is pretty fuckin' good. I was really impressed. I'd go see them again....
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So my disappearing act didn't work out as planned. I'm still here, sadly. But at least there's a bit of a sliver lining coming my way. I have a job interview tomorrow morning for a design job. Get me the fuck out of that machine shop!! Wish me luck!

Also I come bearing pictures.

Changed my eyebrow ring...put a barbell in tonight. Look better than...
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What a fuckin' shitty day! My depression has made a monster return. I don't know what brought it on, but something about work just totally dragged me down. I think it was the fact that I really don't want a career as a machinist.

My future is so bleak right now. I'm seriously thinking about not coming back from the states when I go this...
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Hey, everybody wish Jezika a happy birthday.

So 2 days worth of work at the shop down the drain. the bushings they got me to make weren't the right size...damnit! so I had to pitch them. Frustrating!

And apparently I've got to learn to drive a standard...The shop wants me to do pick ups for them, but all of the shop trucks are standards...so in...
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So I'm finally back in my own home. Yesterday I was starting to get a little home sick. I've been staying at several different places over the past 4 nights or so. So it's good to have my own computer and my own bed again.

In other news, today was day 2 of the new job...it's, um interesting. They seem to think I have more...
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Wow...sunday night of a long weekend, and I'm sitting around the apartment doing NOTHING! How sad

I partied thursday night, partied friday night, partied last night, and tomorrow is a day off so I should be partying tonight. I'M SO FUCKING BORED!

And over the past couple days I've had to play the cold hearted asshole a lot more than often. Starting to piss me...
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