If I could, I would raise this tired, hungry world to my lips, hold it close to me, quiet its shivering, and lick the tip of its upper lip to let it know it's alive.
Or not. Darling-dear I am cold and tart and sweet, catty catty under a veneer of flame.
**Yawning**. What is on my agenda for today?
Get some paperwork taken care...
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Or not. Darling-dear I am cold and tart and sweet, catty catty under a veneer of flame.
**Yawning**. What is on my agenda for today?
Get some paperwork taken care...
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Me soooo tired...lots of work today, long writing workshop. Alyson visited today. It hurts my heart when she smiles at me, but I seem to be doing a good job of not showing it. She bought Celeste this plant that looks like her dreadlocked hair and we called it "the dredcactus" and it dangled on this thing that looked like a leash so we walked...
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bionicfemme:
lol@seeon and jumping spider. If I ever do this site, you may be able to kill two birds with one stone. I am impressed by you, jumping spider...not many men would counter seeon's argument (are you a man? I just had that cool profile pic to go by)
I don't know what to think about the women's breasts argument...I don't look at breasts usually so i'm not sure. I'm in love with eyes, they're so much more erotic to me. Whenever I have a crush on a girl, it's so easy to tell because I just stare mindlessly into her eyes and drool all over myself. God, I am a prude, i'm surprised I became a member of sg, lol. I want a porn site for women's eyes: all eye contact, all the time...ohhh god I am getting wet as we speak, lol.
And ff, the blood shooting out of my crotch...ya think it'd come in handy, but alas, it is just an added feature, hahaha.
I don't know what to think about the women's breasts argument...I don't look at breasts usually so i'm not sure. I'm in love with eyes, they're so much more erotic to me. Whenever I have a crush on a girl, it's so easy to tell because I just stare mindlessly into her eyes and drool all over myself. God, I am a prude, i'm surprised I became a member of sg, lol. I want a porn site for women's eyes: all eye contact, all the time...ohhh god I am getting wet as we speak, lol.
And ff, the blood shooting out of my crotch...ya think it'd come in handy, but alas, it is just an added feature, hahaha.
dia:
If I remember properly, it was from Hebrews, somewhere, it's closed now, so I don't know! Isn't it a good quote though! And it was so appropriate.
Brde
I will fall in love to Cibo Matto's "Sugar Water" and you'll be lovely and sarcastic and smart and strong and adventurous and gorgeous and compassionate and faithful and classy and dainty and artsy and soft and sweet and snuggly and...and...
Divine.
Still waiting for you
kittenish
honey-doll.
I will fall in love to Cibo Matto's "Sugar Water" and you'll be lovely and sarcastic and smart and strong and adventurous and gorgeous and compassionate and faithful and classy and dainty and artsy and soft and sweet and snuggly and...and...
Divine.
Still waiting for you
kittenish
honey-doll.
ffcracker said on Jul 30, 2002 06:30 AM
"I have been reading your journal off and on for about 2 weeks now and have to say you are the most intrguing person in the SG membership. Your best line yet is your virginity response. I love it."
That is REALLY a compliment!!! Thank you so much, I try to make my journals semi-interesting for you...
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"I have been reading your journal off and on for about 2 weeks now and have to say you are the most intrguing person in the SG membership. Your best line yet is your virginity response. I love it."
That is REALLY a compliment!!! Thank you so much, I try to make my journals semi-interesting for you...
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indie:
I lost my to this older guy. He always begged me for it so one day I decided that I would give it to him. It was so boring... we were in a truck a small truck. Yeah he didn't call me back. I really didn't care to hear from him alway. Mine isn't to interesting.
bionicfemme:
I thought I was the only one who lost it to someone who wasn't my true love, so i'm glad to know other people like this are out there. It seems like everybody lost it to their boyfriend/girlfriend of 10,000 years with rose petals scattered on the bed and vanilla candles burning. I feel normal now, lol.
I'm so sorry about that jerko, indiestar. What a complete ass. See, that's just fucked up, to not call again. But at least it seems you didn't like him all that much, right?
I'm so sorry about that jerko, indiestar. What a complete ass. See, that's just fucked up, to not call again. But at least it seems you didn't like him all that much, right?
OMG I just bought Cibo Matto's first CD, "Viva La Woman" and it awakens the primal horniness in my body. God, the tribal drumbeats and rhythm (not to mention nonsensical lyrics) are a definite turn-on. Looks like I got my new sexin' CD. DL "Le Pain Perdu" it's definitely sex music for me. I'm not kidding here. What the hell are you doing reading my...
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mike11:
I have been reading your journal off and on for about 2 weeks now and have to say you are the most intrguing person in the SG membership. Your best line yet is your virginity response. I love it.
go_lately:
my favorite animals are my own (2 cats, 2 rats, hedgehog, tarantula), tiges (i have one tattooed right above my butt) and bionicfemme's - they're just so sweet and cuddleable and adorable and nice and . . . 
I'm SO hungry. I think I have to leave immediately and find food. I have a huge craving for tofu, but can't seem to find any...
My friend Alyson just called. You don't understand, she's the perfect woman. She's this beautiful, dreamy poet that is such a good listener, she's funny and she's very mature...she just graduated this year. We got to be friends when...
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My friend Alyson just called. You don't understand, she's the perfect woman. She's this beautiful, dreamy poet that is such a good listener, she's funny and she's very mature...she just graduated this year. We got to be friends when...
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jorganic:
okay so you are clearly a lover and a poetic romantic so the no love for BionicFemme thing is clearly not an option. Besides that would be givving in to whatever badness happened between you and N.
I wish I had some good advice as to what to do. Do you think Alyson has any idea as to your feelings. As hard as it may be you might need to explain your feelings to her. Keeping that type of thing bottled up never seems to work out that well. It is not going to be fun being friends, for you or her, if you are silently carrying that around with you. Eloquence is clearly your strong suit so I bet you can express your feelings in a tatctful and honest way that will still preserve the comfort between the two of you.
And I totally feel you on the cherry garcia thing. That has been the one thing I miss in cutting diary out of my diet. I found a non-dairy soy version of it yesterday and I just fainted from ecstasy of it.
I wish I had some good advice as to what to do. Do you think Alyson has any idea as to your feelings. As hard as it may be you might need to explain your feelings to her. Keeping that type of thing bottled up never seems to work out that well. It is not going to be fun being friends, for you or her, if you are silently carrying that around with you. Eloquence is clearly your strong suit so I bet you can express your feelings in a tatctful and honest way that will still preserve the comfort between the two of you.
And I totally feel you on the cherry garcia thing. That has been the one thing I miss in cutting diary out of my diet. I found a non-dairy soy version of it yesterday and I just fainted from ecstasy of it.
bionicfemme:
Thank you for complimenting my eloquence; I do try to be classy, although many times I fail, lol. No seriously, that means a lot. I mean, WTF, you're talking to the girl who had Posh Spice as her first crush, hahaha.
I wish I could tell Alyson...but I don't want to confuse her or interfere with her relationship with Celeste-- WHOA she just called me right now! LOL. Ok i'm off the phone. I think maybe she has a small inkling of how I feel, but we both know it wouldn't be right to act on it. I don't play dirty, I don't go after women who are taken, so I guess i'll just move on, which sucks.
Hmm...I don't know, maybe I should just stop analyzing everything and just go do something today...i'm thinking about going shopping and buying a Cibo Matto CD. Oh, and thank you for calling me poetic and romantic, i'm glad somebody thinks I am, lol.
I wish I could tell Alyson...but I don't want to confuse her or interfere with her relationship with Celeste-- WHOA she just called me right now! LOL. Ok i'm off the phone. I think maybe she has a small inkling of how I feel, but we both know it wouldn't be right to act on it. I don't play dirty, I don't go after women who are taken, so I guess i'll just move on, which sucks.
Hmm...I don't know, maybe I should just stop analyzing everything and just go do something today...i'm thinking about going shopping and buying a Cibo Matto CD. Oh, and thank you for calling me poetic and romantic, i'm glad somebody thinks I am, lol.
OK, I am still at home and bored, so I will write the 1,000th journal entry for today. Besides, my last journal entry gushing over how cool my little sis is somehow sounded like an Always commercial, I don't know why. My friend the Rent-A-Cop came over and asked me all about the encounter with C-Dogg, he was so excited and wants me to get...
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alpha:
i know this girl who is ugly, smells bad, is dim-witted, ungrounded, not funny whatsoever, unfashionalble unartistic, unromantic (m akes wheezing noises alot. but she is faithful as a piece of toast (what does that have to do with anything?). you want to meet her?
bionicfemme:
LOL! The girl you just described sounds like all of the girls I end up dating (minus the faithful part)
I just woke up from a nap. **Yawwwn, stretching** I am very kittenish when it comes to naps, I need them consistently. They feel so good. I'm quite hungry and have an immense craving for pasta. I should marry an Itallian or Mexican chick that can cook so I can get nice and fat.
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ghostina:
aww you are a nice big sister!
hehe i remember the days w/ little sis...but of course she is 18 now...sooo that's a whole nother story! my cute christian bible toting homophobic hypocrite sister...but i love her. she can be cool sometimes...we were both raised southern baptist in alabama..so i can't blame her...just hoping she'll open her eyes one day!! ANYway i'm writing in your journal instead of mine now aren't i?
sorry! eek. glad you had a lovely day, doll. OH and it's funny...well not funny haha, but ya know...funny that you are half asian when everyone always thinks i am half something or other...i usually get chinese or japanese...but really i'm not to my knowledge...but i always tell people i am anyway. hehe i'm just a mutt.
london:
You need to send your set in. i must see you in your naked glory!!!!!
Huzzzzah!!! Back from visiting C-Dogg. So here's what transpired:
First, I am the worst navigator in the world. Yeah, I really really suck. So I tried to give her directions to my house and failed miserably about 8 times until I relied on my trusty friend "Mapquest.com" to see us through. She was like "How do you not know where you live??!!!" lol.
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First, I am the worst navigator in the world. Yeah, I really really suck. So I tried to give her directions to my house and failed miserably about 8 times until I relied on my trusty friend "Mapquest.com" to see us through. She was like "How do you not know where you live??!!!" lol.
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emperor_tane:
I loved FF6! FF6 and FF3 are the same. I love Cyan with his Quadra Slash technique. And Celes was a cutie, especially when you equipt her with the gengi glove and the offering. She can attack 8 times in a row.
I think Kefka was the greatest villian in FF history. He did the most. He enslaved Terra, poisoned the kingdom of Duma, Burned Figero Castle, Killed Emperor Gestal, Killed General Leo, Turned the espers into magasite, became a god and destroyed the planet. Not to mention that laugh of his..
Tane
I think Kefka was the greatest villian in FF history. He did the most. He enslaved Terra, poisoned the kingdom of Duma, Burned Figero Castle, Killed Emperor Gestal, Killed General Leo, Turned the espers into magasite, became a god and destroyed the planet. Not to mention that laugh of his..
Tane
bionicfemme:
Oh, Kefka is totally creepy in his own pixilized way, lol. I still think that Sephiroth is the scariest villain in RPG history. I remember the first time I played FF7 my little sis and I were home alone and I got to that part in the Shinra building where all the blood is smeared over all of the walls. She was like "Is mom gonna come home soon?" lol. I like Sephiroth's dynamic personality; I like how just that one instant where he questions his existence turns him completely mad. He is a very interesting character...he makes you realize what impact just one incident or phrase can have on a person, and he's scary because he's completely insane. I actually like his character a lot; whenever i'm in a dark mood, I feel evil like Sephiroth...but then I get over it fairly quickly, lol.
Happy C-Day part 2.
OK, I think I am ready...too bad I am having the worst hair day in the history of my life. I tried using obscene amounts of hairspray, etc to rectify the situation but alas, I am just going to be forced to look like Charlie Brown today. **Sigh.** She was even like, "Oh don't worry, i'm not going to look all...
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OK, I think I am ready...too bad I am having the worst hair day in the history of my life. I tried using obscene amounts of hairspray, etc to rectify the situation but alas, I am just going to be forced to look like Charlie Brown today. **Sigh.** She was even like, "Oh don't worry, i'm not going to look all...
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hybrid_:
Bacon calms the nerves? WoW! My brother is a bacon lover too, not me.
Completely random conversation with my best friend #843
"You know what's a great cure for when something bites you on the cheek?" -Tanya
"Um, what?" -Me
"Ok, so you put this BIG blob of lotion on it...HEY don't laugh, it SOUNDS funny, but it works" -Tanya
Whooo hooo I just got off the phone with Claudia...she apparently had to stop somewhere an hour or so...
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"You know what's a great cure for when something bites you on the cheek?" -Tanya
"Um, what?" -Me
"Ok, so you put this BIG blob of lotion on it...HEY don't laugh, it SOUNDS funny, but it works" -Tanya
Whooo hooo I just got off the phone with Claudia...she apparently had to stop somewhere an hour or so...
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jamy:
just post more pics cute.... leave us all smitten with you lovelyness
rogueboy:
As long as your initial meeting doesn't go like this:
Claudia: Hi, nice to meet you.
You: *vomits violently on ground*
... you should be fine. If you're REALLY nervous, put her in a headlock and DEMAND you do something fun. If she asks you for specifics, give her a noogie.
From there on, you should be fine.
Claudia: Hi, nice to meet you.
You: *vomits violently on ground*
... you should be fine. If you're REALLY nervous, put her in a headlock and DEMAND you do something fun. If she asks you for specifics, give her a noogie.
From there on, you should be fine.
Um....it's currently 7:34pm. I get a sinking feeling that she may not be coming, or that something may have happened...this, in fact, blows because i've ended up taking a nap and now my hair makes me look like a fluffy duckling. Which means i'll probably have to get ready all over again if she actually does end up calling. Wow...i'd feel really stupid if everything...
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digdug:
I'm like you. The minute someone is a little late I start thinking that there was an accident.
Everything will be fine and you'll see her soon.
luck.
Everything will be fine and you'll see her soon.
luck.
You have a lot of different emotions. I feel ugly, not sexy, tired, sniffy, and boring. So yeah that's my life. Ha ha
Yeah, clubsluts suck, I think I will at least check out a different club tomorrow for Chrissakes.