Tuesday Oct 15, 2002

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A promise, a proposition

I want to protect you, tell you
there is nothing out there
that you haven't seen,
that those other girls would eat you alive

but I would swallow you whole.
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volkov:
just....uhm......uh.....oh yeah!

Hi! :-D

Volkov

ps. awesome pic!
solisis:
i shot 19,687 pounds of bear and only got to take back 400 pounds! then, when i decided my family needed more meat, instead of just going back to pick up the remaining 19,287 pounds- or a fraction thereof- i load up my rifle and slaughter some more bear. then, i doscover it was all for nothing since when i caulked my wagon to float it across, it tipped and all the meat was lost in the river... along with my whole family. all except me. but I'm gonna make it to oregon, dammit! that's what this fuckin trail's here for!

Monday Oct 14, 2002

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P.S. I'm the coolest, most rockin, raddest bitch this side of the Pecos! And if you don't know that, ya suck more than I do!!!!!

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

Oh and I forgot to mention that we've been studying rants in Creative Writing, hence all the bitter, depressing angst that has been present in my journal lately...I had to get frenzied to "get into character" so don't get...
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snow:
wow someone else who actually admits to being a rankin/bass movie fan. all of their movies are addicting. *including the last unicorn* biggrin
febo:
you are right. but i can't remember where the pecos is.

f
-/

Monday Oct 14, 2002

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If my prayers are in vain and it is blasphemous to use God's name as such, are my prayers really sins?

The time is now and the time is up. I'm not strong enough to do shit like this anymore.

No more excuses, just answers, please.

Must kill at least part of myself to live on. Destroy the angel in the house. That captivating softness...
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misterseeon:
no, you do not suck, never ever. well, you know what i mean.
chicoboprincess:
cheer up sunshine!
You got yourself a lesbro, and he's mr boyfriend!
teehee
::smile::

Monday Oct 14, 2002

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Careful, careful, don't wander too near the edge. Don't you see? Do you not take note of the mechanized progeny? Depravation is desire is urgency is aggravation is chaos is fucking wild abandon. God created us out of depravation, not boredom.

I am consumed with fear, rage and ambition; the only comfort I find in them is the reassuring lie that these emotions provoke revolutions....
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dia:
meow!
bionicfemme:
Flamedaddy! You're the man! I just read your posting in the other journal!

Shit shit shit you have NO fucking idea how much I needed to hear that.

I am out for blood blood blood bloooooooood!

System error! System error! Access denied! HahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahHAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

Latency Override Feature activated. Engage.

Monday Oct 14, 2002

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Up doing homework:

Lolitas Field Manual

Your lips are the color of Cabernet, you
lipstick lovers into annihilation. I
tremble feverishly at the thought of

defeating circumstance.
Serenades burrow into
desires that mirror
the nestling of crustaceans
in pale sands never tangent.

I beat longing mercilessly into my ribs,
searching for the cacophony of silence.
I yearn to trace my fingertips along your spine, whisper...
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misterseeon:
I've got a crush on a pretty pistol
should I tell her that I feel this way?
Father told us to be faithful
I've got a crush on a pretty pistol
should I tell her that I feel this way
I've got love songs in my head
that are killing us away

"do you love your
guns?" (yeah)
"god?"
(yeah)
"your government?"

"do you love your
guns?"
(yeah)
"god?"
(yeah)
"your government?"
(fuck yeah)

She tells me I'm a pretty bullet
I'm gonna be a star someday
Mother says that we should look away
She tells me I'm a pretty bullet
an Imitation Christ
I've got love songs in my head
that are killing us away

-that was "the love song" by Marilyn Manson

sorry, it just popped into my head after reading your journal smile

Sunday Oct 13, 2002

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WTF!!!?? LOL. I was attacked by 80's rappers on Haight street today.

So i'm walking and I see this guy with his decks and equipment in a cart, he's pushed it to a street corner and there's some 80's rappers rapping while he spins. All of a sudden I realize that it's DJ Robbysocks, the last time I saw him, my ex and I were...
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catculus:
reminds me of the freestyle part in the Robinson's Bogalusa. Teehee. (that's a reference to a chalmette based band , probably best ignored)
lila:
yes, i know we all need a girl to love. but when's it going to be my turn? i've been waiting patiently like a good little girl and i keep settling for evil boys and they don't make me happy. not one little bit. boo hoo. LiLA.

Sunday Oct 13, 2002

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Roaaaawrawwwwroawwwwrrrrr!!!!

Rrrgrr! I don't know why, but I woke up filled with vigor. I feel like a hearty, snip-snappy pirate o' love. This is good, as I have 10,000 things to do today. I'm finally getting out of that funk that "8 reasons" inadvertantly caused.

"Say you made a painting that was sad, only instead of having more of an effect on the audience, it...
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catculus:
wow, I find that people don't want to date me because I'm too nice...
"she's the sweetest girl..."
AURGH.
Why is being a nice person such a bad thing? I'll never understand that.
bionicfemme:
FUCK ALL!!!! Listening to "Sick to Death" (Who else, Atari Teenage Riot...)

BURN BERLIN BURN!!!!

Off to Whore/Asshole camp!!!

Actually, yes, maybe I will sound like a fuck up, but I think when I go clubbing this week I will try being an arrogant asshole and see what happens. I'll give you the test results after the experiment has concluded.

Saturday Oct 12, 2002

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The Best Slow Dancer- David Wagoner

Under the sagging clotheslines of crepe paper
By the second string of teachers and wallflowers
In the school gym across the key through the glitter
Of mirrored light three-second rule forever
Suspended you danced with her the best slow dancer
Who stood on tiptoe who almost wasn't there
In your arms like music she knew just how to answer...
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febo:
just wanted to say hello. i'm about to sleep for a long time.

'older more clever', but not really,

f
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rainaterror:
I second Lila. It was great meeting you at the potluck.
Me: The chick with the blue-green hair giving you all kindsa bad advice.

Saturday Oct 12, 2002

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Time to pull you out of the land of crazy ice fairies. I showed you "Pondwater," and without further adieu is the series of vignettes that ruined my life last night. Tell me which style is better. Enjoy.

P.S. I have gone completely insane.

8 Reasons You Should Not Be a Lesbian

She stole my heart and mycat? Mike Myers, So I married an Axe...
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hatefulerin:
bionic you fucking rock my world!
best journal entry i've read in a very long time.
desidia:
lesbro calling. thats deserves to be published as a short story. and... this is why we have video games. to have control over others lives and be part of a story. and so much escapism. wishing you sympathy and wishing to be able to change others lives and bring them happiness is the easy way out. the only real people are the ones that actually do it.

I'm not a real person though. I want to take you out to a platonic dinner and talk about how real people that are lesbians are tied to a life of tragedy and the only happy ones are the fakes ones playing by whichever archetype the decided on and they are only happy on the inside.
uhm... i suck at sympathy.
*wishes of happiness and love*
Hans

Saturday Oct 12, 2002

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Tuffy's pot luck ruled!

Several cool people called me a true superhero for kicking Malady's ass. In the end, it was the ultimate heroism of O that got the job done. I just made it a fun ride. Kicking asses is my speciality. I think maybe I should stop studying English and think about becoming a professional dominatrix.

Anywho, it was a grand time for...
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mike11:
You will always be my Superhero.
gil:
smile

Friday Oct 11, 2002

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As of now, I leave your memory on the forsaken altar of a very fogotten God.

You told me once, "You'll remember me forever as your first, don't you know that? You can't ever forget me." and I laughed, shaking my head. "No. No, I will forget you. I won't remember you at all. I will remember you as nothing but a bad experience, a...
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dia:
NANCY FUCKING KERRIGAN will DIE 25 horrible deaths!!!!

I'm still laughing cos I've licked more pussy then you, we need to work on that fact... *sproing*

We need to find you hawt chicks, in quantity!
catculus:
you write so well. *swoon*

Thursday Oct 10, 2002

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I will show you the problem with my writing. I wrote the following piece two years ago, when I was trying to be a fantasy Imagiste, so forgive the clumsy vocabulary and the profuse abstractions. This piece is more elegant than the ones I write now, but the ones I write now pertain more to everyday life. Tell me which style you think is better....
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gil:
yeah
but the worst part is...

I NEVER LEARND TO READ!!! frown
lola:
Oooh I hope your hair doesn't stab me if I pat you on the head!

The "poem" is actually lyrics from an Underworld song called 8ball. Remember, I can't write!
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