someday when i see myself
ill forget the ridicule ive felt
and remember a childlike happiness that is
loving laughing without reason
death right now i see as freedom
from this pain this stupid realization
lies and lonliness
that i've caused myself to feel
for the hearts ive toyed and melt
this is what ive done to myself
i want to be free from love's...
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The anticipation is killing me.