I'm not afraid of standing still
I'm just afraid of being bored
I'm not afraid of speaking my mind
I'm just afraid of being ignored
I'm not afraid of feeling
and I'm not afraid of trying
I'm just afraid of losing
And I am afraid of dying
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I do
Without...
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I'm just afraid of being bored
I'm not afraid of speaking my mind
I'm just afraid of being ignored
I'm not afraid of feeling
and I'm not afraid of trying
I'm just afraid of losing
And I am afraid of dying
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I do
Without...
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Im back after it taking me an obscene ammount of time to get home from columbus, I really dug Columbus, but people in Ohio drive like their dead, im doing my bekka speedracer thing and people were just not getting out of my way.
anyways, im sleepy now, so im going to go smoke and then try to sleep, I have to work at 7...
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jennybadass:
It was super nice meeting you to .. Your rad . Come visit again soon
unique3:
I hope you had fun!!!!!!
hope to see you saturday for bowling!
hope to see you saturday for bowling!
Gone till late wed night!
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kinkykurlz:
Aww! That means it's good! Yay. Too bad I didn't know. Oh yeah...is 138 a Misfits reference? Just wondering. Well cutie, I hope you are having a great time!
misterclean:
lovely chatting with you the other day! hope the quiche turned out ok..
Fuck I am SO bored.
And I think squeak is the cutest thing on earth!
Later on sunday: Now I am bored, and really fucking irritated.
Monday: Really FUCKING pissed.
And I think squeak is the cutest thing on earth!
Later on sunday: Now I am bored, and really fucking irritated.
Monday: Really FUCKING pissed.
misterclean:
have you seen my naked pictures?
a sure cure for boredom...
a sure cure for boredom...
So I guess as of today I am "officially" seperated from my husband. Hes finishing up the moving today, and thats it. Its hard to believe that this is really happening. Somehow, even knowing how many people divorce, and being the child of parents who are on their 3rd and 4th marriages, I never saw this coming.
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evanx:
Great meeting ya! Hope to see you around more!!! 
speedphreak:
Hmmmmm. Glad I'm still innocent...... 
so day 6 of boxes in the house. Some boxes moved today, some more tomorrow, along with some furniture tomorrow. Hopefully everything will be moved by Friday.
My house is now empty. I am a minimalist, my husband is not, he is taking 30 boxes with him. The living room is huge now, and I have a lot of kitchen cabinet spade, since all the...
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My house is now empty. I am a minimalist, my husband is not, he is taking 30 boxes with him. The living room is huge now, and I have a lot of kitchen cabinet spade, since all the...
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misterclean:
hang in there
hang in there
Well, its monday, my house is full of boxes, and its all rather sad. The husband starts the moving process on Thursday. This is really hard, I know that we are doing the right thing, and that in the long run it is for the best, but it still hurts.
Crawling into a bottle of vodka friday night, was SO SO not such a good...
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kinkykurlz:
Wow that bunny is cool. I have one but it is definetly not one you can connect to the internet! crazy! I am glad you got a good surprise. Ok it's what 25 days until the party now? Yay! I might call you this evening...I'll try to after work. I have a few minutes on my calling card and I found it last nite so on a whim I left a message. You'll have to tell me how that iThingy is doing for you. Hope you're day is going well!
kinkykurlz:
That sounds great to me! I am so damn excited! I am definetly getting Saturday off and I always get Sunday...but I am also hoping for Friday too. I told them that I had company coming who'd never been here so I needed to watch out for you. We should make a plan as to how we'll meet up and such...estimation. I have to watch a movie for class tonite but if it's not too late I am gonna call. Ok Bunches of kisses to you!
So today, I got to help my husband pack his things up, and we got to do all the fun, who gets what stuff. 3 year marriage gone, 10 years of loving him beyond anything on earth gone.
We are now friends, and we are best friends at that, but god does today hurt. I think im going to go crawl into a bottle of...
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fortysix_and_two:
Song reminds me of you when I hear it.
She got a poet's spirit
she bums among the clouds
she never stops believing
she only dreams out loud
there's a jackpot in the dresser
she's fallen in the bath
& if you need to kiss her
don't forget your stash
'cause she gives it away
& you're fascinated by her
& she does it again
with simple & brilliant desire
& she gives it away
& you're fascinated by ...
by her
she wears a million colors
there's rainbows on her soles
she got a sign above her
that says I'm never growin' old
you're askin' her to dance
now she spins a solid white light
she gonna make love to you today
today & every night
& she gives it away
& you're fascinated by her
then she does it again
with simple & brilliant desire
& she gives it away
& you're fascinated by
by her by her
She may be waiting
'round the comer of your mind
but still you know
she's there you can feel her inside
so don't forget about the reasons
that brought you her
'cause she's a miracle.
cause she gives it away
& you're fascinated by her
& she does it again
with simple & brilliant desire
& she gives it away
& you're fascinated by ...
& she gives it away
& you're fascinated by...
by her, by her, by her.
Beth Hart, By Her
She got a poet's spirit
she bums among the clouds
she never stops believing
she only dreams out loud
there's a jackpot in the dresser
she's fallen in the bath
& if you need to kiss her
don't forget your stash
'cause she gives it away
& you're fascinated by her
& she does it again
with simple & brilliant desire
& she gives it away
& you're fascinated by ...
by her
she wears a million colors
there's rainbows on her soles
she got a sign above her
that says I'm never growin' old
you're askin' her to dance
now she spins a solid white light
she gonna make love to you today
today & every night
& she gives it away
& you're fascinated by her
then she does it again
with simple & brilliant desire
& she gives it away
& you're fascinated by
by her by her
She may be waiting
'round the comer of your mind
but still you know
she's there you can feel her inside
so don't forget about the reasons
that brought you her
'cause she's a miracle.
cause she gives it away
& you're fascinated by her
& she does it again
with simple & brilliant desire
& she gives it away
& you're fascinated by ...
& she gives it away
& you're fascinated by...
by her, by her, by her.
Beth Hart, By Her
kinkykurlz:
OOooh vaporizers are the sh*t! I am glad you had a good nite after that. Last night I got kicked by tequila and vodka...whew. Now today I am doing catch up with homework and such. Good gosh I am so excited about you coming down! My costume is almost ready...need to find a couple more things.
I hope your Sunday is going well. I still think we need to get into that deeper convo...when do we have time tho? Anyways...hope I talk to you soon.
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I hope your Sunday is going well. I still think we need to get into that deeper convo...when do we have time tho? Anyways...hope I talk to you soon.
[Edited on Oct 03, 2004 3:24PM]
ime green lime green lime green and tangerine
are the sickly sweet colours of the snakes i'm seeing
lime green lime green and tangerine
are the sickly sweet colours of the devil in my dreams
lime green lime green lime green and tangerine
are the sickly sweet colours of the snakes i'm seeing
lime green lime green and tangerine
are the sickly sweet colours of...
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are the sickly sweet colours of the snakes i'm seeing
lime green lime green and tangerine
are the sickly sweet colours of the devil in my dreams
lime green lime green lime green and tangerine
are the sickly sweet colours of the snakes i'm seeing
lime green lime green and tangerine
are the sickly sweet colours of...
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fortysix_and_two:
Wow. *purrs*
misterclean:
yay!! the cure!!!!
tedriot313:
hello to you
Im high on life, well and other things, so I figured I would update since I am in a GOOD mood for a change, and I get to sleep in tomorrow. YAY.
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fortysix_and_two:
Yay! Sleep in and good mood... very good *nuzzles*
kinkykurlz:
Hey beautiful...so GLAD you are in such a good mood and I know why...tee hee 
I love to sleep in, just don't get to do it much! Good gosh I can't wait it Halloween! Sorry I am just psyched! Hope we can talk soon!
I love to sleep in, just don't get to do it much! Good gosh I can't wait it Halloween! Sorry I am just psyched! Hope we can talk soon! sick 
Have to go to work anyways, bleh
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fortysix_and_two:
Awh *nuzzles*
unique3:
thanks! Im excited! I just hope I can handle two jobs. I'm a little worried I'll get way too tired and not be abel to do both .
I know how you feel. I feel like i'm gonna pass out . I shouldnt be at work. I should be at home, in bed, sleeping. I hope I dont get sick!! that would suck. but I got like 11hrs of sleep last night. I shouldnt want to go back to bed.
I know how you feel. I feel like i'm gonna pass out . I shouldnt be at work. I should be at home, in bed, sleeping. I hope I dont get sick!! that would suck. but I got like 11hrs of sleep last night. I shouldnt want to go back to bed.
noooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you HAVE to come bowling!!!!! I want to hang all over you..err..wait..
no I have to work til 7pm. so I wont be going to food I dont think. as soon as I get outta work I'll be callin someone somewhere to figure out where everyone is at. cuz I want to go where they are..you knwo. I dont want to show up at the bowling alley if everyone is still eating..