beatrice

so, h came through for me and we saw the grudge last night. girlfriends are always so much more reliable than boys. at least the single ones. the movie was mildly disappointing in that i was able to get to sleep last night.
i'm presently baking some chicken breasts stuffed with spinach and boursin to be served with marinated asparagus and snow plow milk stout....
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so, instead of purchasing a plane ticket home for my vacation time next month, i bought new shoes. i think i made the right choice. now i gotta figure out something to do with my 5 free days that's cheap and fun. who's got ideas?

you guys are so dramatic. i got some rolling tobacco, smoked one last night, and will probably give the rest away later. it was a nostalgic night--rolling my own, downloading high school's greatest hits from itunes, remembering whe i was 18 and cool. no worries, i went to the trainer today, only good habits for me.

oh my god, i think i'm going to buy some cigarettes. i have an unbelievable craving. i haven't smoked in years and i never even considered myself addicted. i'm going to the store, maybe i'll just come back with some chocolate.

the pasrty was a bust--we didn't go. h says she'll try to fix me up with the boy later though.
i'm hoping to see the grudge with deejaydubla sometime today if he ever gets off work. maybe i'll go find myself some lunch.
cheers.

why is it that when i actually want to go to the gym, i'm bombarded with offers to go out? ah well, i'm not *really* complaining. tonight i'm going to a party--on a work night even--and i might be set up with a boy. i'll let y'all know.
thanks for the kind words.

i fi didn't have to work tomorrow, i totally would have spent the night with d. he did poorly on his mcat so we went out for many drinks. it was the first time we hung out since the making out occurred. i was bummed about being turned down by me, i guess former, fuck buddy, he was bummed about having a now bleak future...
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denied.
tomorrow i'll be nursing a bruised ego and a broken heart. still, nothing like old friends.

home is good. i'm being ignored by some people and that is bad. i'll see steve tomorrow, good. i eaten soooo much food, bad (and good). i'm going to the gym with my parents on monday, interesting.
i showed my mom my new tattoo. of course she acted like she was horrified but then almost immediately got on the phone with a coworker and told...
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so i think my apartment will actually be clean before i go on my trip home. it would be nice not to have to do it when i get back.
it's been such a gorgeous weekend, it's too bad i didn't make the most of it. hopefully it will still be pretty for a while when i return.
by the way, i'm going home to...
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aahhhh...he's safe and sound. he left his phone behind. i guess i still care about him more than i'd like to think. i did email his aunt and uncle to see if they had heard from him and then had to email them again to let them know i was just being overly worrisome. i'm a dork.

so, i'm trying a new hair experiment. i'll let y'all know how it goes.
i'm a little worried about a friend of mine: he rode his motorcycle from tulsa to ok city last night and i haven't heard from him since. he usually text messages me every morning, but not today. i left half a dozen or so voice and text messages since last night...
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