beatnik

I DONT GIVE A FUCK

a friendly message from a thursday evening exile into my brain. licking torches and flirting with memeories and hiding under a veil of wickeness and bittersweet theories.

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hey-

are any of you guys dreamers?

i like nine inch nails


fuckers

*** RANT with a touch of SAP alert ***

( you have been warned )

You know that song "Shimmer" by the band fuel? It came out about decade ago, maybe less. As you may or may not know, I'm not a big fan of posting lyrics - i think it's sappy and retarded, and shows you're not clever enough to find your own words...
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When your heart breaks, shouldn't the rest of you die?

We're all superheros in our own little way. We're all video game characters.

We all fight our own battles. We win points, we loose lives. We get better and better as time goes on. We beat one level, and it just gets harder as you go on.

We fight bosses, or little ordinary enemies - we have obsticles, big and small. We must use what...
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i just want to kick ass.

you ever just feel that way? when you just want to kick SO much ass and leave all those around you in complete awe.

I have and always will be in complete awe of the people i surround myself with and look up to, but once.... just for once..... i want to completely astonish everyone.

i want to astonish...
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My girlfriend's applying to be an SG! Wish her luck!!!

A late film philosopher (the name escapes me) said the following:

"Judgement defeats us, but ritual defines us."

I'd also like to share that there approximately 108 songs that define the last 3 years of my life. How uninteresting.

Later,
Chris

I want to start off by thanking everyone for their kind words earlier. I'm grateful to have you around and have these shoulders to rest my head on. I've taken to heart all of the things you've said and i've started to take control of myself, and try and do what's best for me.

In that light, I've changed my profile pic. A change is...
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I'm starting to feel a bit better.

My film seems like its finally back on track - which is a huge relief considering ive only got about 3 months to finish it. Regardless, im confident in how quickly I'm able to work.

Hmmm..... everything else? well...... I've been putting a lot of things in life on the backburner. That seems like the smartest thing to...
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now I'm not one to normally quote song lyrics, but i have to quote these. there's by a little known band called Calamine..... you've heard them if you've ever watched an episode of Sealab 2021 - they sing the intro song. but that's besides the point.

these lyrics really sum things up for me these days:

She's gone away
And you think that you might...
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