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Hi everyone. Thanks for the birthday wishes. I got lotsa festive clothes to perk me right up. And a video card for my computer. Hurrah!

Check this out... i want this SOOOOOOOOOO bad:

The Optimus Keyboard
dingoes8:
I thought at first it was gonna be a keyboard that transformed into a semi truck, so I was initially disappointed. But that's pretty damn cool.
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I wish things were a little better. But that's ok, I guess.

surreal
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wix:
i hug you via words...

ooo aaa
rorie:
happy birthday!! kiss biggrin
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Jules de Gaultier once said that imagination is the one weapon in the war against reality. Maybe that's why, as of late, I've been feeling pretty shitty and can't really put my finger on why.

My outlets of creativity are all plugged up. My computer is fucked up, I'm not very good at putting together music, i suck very much at drawing.... I just feel,...
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wardy:
ITS PHIL COLINS! DAMNIT!

dingoes8:
Thanks man.

I've actually never listened to OK Computer, or any Radiohead really. I'm a freak, I know.

It sucks when your computer betrays you. So damn frustrating.
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mars needs women

surreal
squire:
Make that two men need women.

I get the hottie . . . you can have her friend. wink
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turn this off when it starts to sound familiar
it will always be incomplete
and no one can say
that maybe someday
your prayer's won't be answered

I'm sorry I didn't get to see you
I'm sorry I didn't stay in touch
my friend, I've been missing you so very very much

making out, it goes away
it all just goes away
it all just...
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need2xcap2:
wanna get together soon?...i have that pool table in my basement and im thinkin of having some SGers over to play...lemme know when your down...
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there's this teller at my bank... i completely hate her. I want to shove pennies in her eyes.

im tired of milwaukee. i wanna get out.

surreal
dingoes8:
I'm like that with a coworker at Barnes & Noble. I don't usually hate people. But I hate her.
need2xcap2:
i have a feeling that we all have the same thoughts about certain people.....

cheer up dear!!!

kiss
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If you haven't yet, I highly recommend watching an awesome fireworks show while stuck in traffic 4 miles away.

Fucking sweet.
beatnik:
hmmm i like shopping.

hmmm i have no money.

im bored. must get out.
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My subscription here ends July 28. I'm not sure I'll be coming back.

My birthday is coming up - July 14... lets have a party or something. It'd make me feel good, considering I don't know anyone in town anymore...

Man I wish I could figure things out. I'm getting so fucking sick of waking up without any purpose. Taking the car out to go...
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wix:
*big hug*

cheer up, dear.

ooo aaa
in_decission:
I like the new hair, it'll suck to see you go after just meeting you and all. Feel free to e-mail me whenever, I think it's on my page, I'll check.

You don't sound like a shitty or incapable person, you just want something else out of life is all it seems, I'd say stop beating yourself up over it. You don't lack wit, intelligence or charisma, it's just a matter of confidence. It's totally cliche, but true: If you see something in yourself, and take a little pride in it, others will start to see it and appreciate it too.

I'd say if at all possible, try not to worry about the girl thing, those particular creatures have a knack for complicating the male psyche without even trying. Just find out what makes you happy on your own first.

Fucking transitional periods, they bite hard , but everything is temporary smile
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Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move
Awake but cannot open my eyes
And the weight is crushing down on my lungs
I know I can't breathe
And hope someone will save me this time
And your mother's still calling you insane and high
Swearing it's different this time
And you tell her to give in to the demons that possess her...
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wardy:
fitter, happier, more productive, comfortable, not drinking too much, regular exercise 3 days a week..


YOU'LL BE HAPPY! YOU JUST GOTTA CONVINCE YOURSELF THAT YOU CAN BE FIRST!
wardy:
My best friend is getting married in Hawaii.

You're going too?!! I have never been there, but hear it's very beautiful. smile
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i don't care what anyone says.... money can buy me all the happiness in the world.

besides, life would be unlivable without the innocence of our ignorance

surreal
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hmm.

my computer's broke.

my teeth are fucking up.

its too god fucking damn hot.

im unemployed.

my ps2 broke (motherFUCKER).

my throat feels like someone lit a match and let it burn in there for about 10 minutes. so fucking hard to swallow. fuck off - dont even say it.

I have no money.

I burned my motherfucking pinky on a goddamned searing hot...
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in_decission:
I remember when I used to think I was too vulnerable, that I let things affect me much too much. That I let people get too far inside my head. But I guess that's the price you pay for really feeling. I don't know, it's taken me a while to decide, but I think it's worth it. Sometimes it's just so fucking hard to come to terms, it's hard to just suck it up and say "this will only make me stronger" But when's the last time something easy was worth anything?

By the way, sorry to hear about your PS2 frown

And that migraine/throat thing seems to be going around a lot lately. It lasted a week for me, and it's only just starting to fade. There were times I seriously thought i was terminally ill. But it does go away at least.
Hmmm, that seems like a big metaphor for my recent life, funny how things work out like that.

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<intensely pondering next journal entry>

surreal
squire:
Don't hurt yourself dude. tongue wink
mongoofy:
hmmm

make it about a coffee shop,

make it about meeting a guy there

a funny looking guy with a faux hawk and serious sideburns

wink