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I've been out walking,
I don't do too much talking these days.
these days,
these days I seem to think a lot about the things that I forgot to do
and all the times I had the chance to.
wardy:
I understand what you're saying completely.

I always torture myself with the things I could have done in my spare time. frown I don't think I'll ever feel 100% efficient, so I'll have to settle with what I am accomplishing.
in_decission:
I think I get what you were trying to say, something along the lines of fuck em all because that kind of focus is just another filter sifting through more sublime experiences. It makes good sense. I know what you mean about the awesome diluted sense, it seems my whole being just phases between degrees of mediocrity and wasted time and something more, complete.

Shit, wasted time seems to be a big theme of life lately for a lot of people, I think I'm gonna go write a song and learn how to cook something, maybe that'll kill this dreadful feeling of nothing.

Oh, but other than that I'm doing really good smile
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give me something to kill some time

surreal
rorie:
wardy:
*raises hand*

i'll be around to kill some time with...SOON!

**this announcement brought to you by the letter K and the number 4**
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girls rock. I miss girls.

surreal
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In the Catholic church this is what they call "ordinary time." It's a period of the year in the faith in which there are no remarkable events, such as Christmas or Easter.

So here I am in ordinary time again. Nothing remarkable to talk about anymore.

It's not that I'm too lazy to do anything, it's just that I spend to much time dwelling. I...
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wardy:
Take 2 Halls and call me in the morning! biggrin
in_decission:
Man, do I ever know the feeling you're describing.

It reminds me of all those times in high school I'd wake up late in the afternoon and just feel absolute dread for missing so much of the day, so much possibility.
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Alright fuckers listen up! I'm roadtripping to LA! biggrin

I'm leaving tomorrow afternoon at 2 and I don't know when I'm comin back. I'll be gone for about 1 1/2 to 2 weeks.

I'll be shopping around studios trying to find a job - mostly passing out reels and resumes. Don't worry, fellow SG-MKE folks, I'll be coming back. We'll have to DEFINATELY party - maybe...
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need2xcap2:
enjoy yourself...

as for the party when you get back we can do all that stuff: play pool and drink....here at my place....and it's cheaper biggrin we shall discuss upon your arrival back home

kiss
squire:
Go get 'em tiger! biggrin
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I hate this weather. You get really fucking hot, and we've got a pool, so i jump in for a half-hour to cool down, but when you get out the weather' STILL really fucking hot, but you're body is 15 degrees cooler, so the weather feels fucking HOTTER. GOD DAMNIT!

I don't like this feeling of being in limbo... this sense that the egg could...
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wardy:
mondays will kill you beatnik.

i'm at my wits end today! mad
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Every single story my father has ever told me has been depressing. His stories of divorces, law-suits, friends who fucked up, former wives, illegitimacies...

It is my belief that we, the 13-25 year olds, are the fecal remnants of a gluttonous generation who gorged on free love, drugs, war, chaos, and confusion. We are left in the wake of this to bloom in soil stained...
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wardy:
being a hopeless romantic is not something i would wish upon anyone...it sucks!
need2xcap2:
thanks for coming to my crazy lame party...sorry bout dea....wink
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squire:
I couldn't agree more. That dude looks like a Panzer commander or something. Definately Wafen SS. wink
wardy:
We rule!! hope you had a good time! smile
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bleh

surreal
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need2xcap2:
where were the blue angels?...i would have liked to see them but i work too much...

im on myspace too...biggrin

kiss
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Sometimes...
You can cry until there is nothing wet in you.
You can scream and curse to where your throat rebels and raptures.
You can pray, all you want, to whatever god you think will listen.
And, still, it makes NO difference.
It goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you.
And you know that if it ever did relent...

......
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