barny

off camping for a couple of days with my dad! hehe, i havent seen him for a while, and not for more than a night in ages!
took sum fun pics a couple of days ago, so mite upload them in abit, tell me what you think...
hope you all enjoy the lovely sun!

WOOP WOOP!
wana hear sumthg great and erm kinda erm well yes. My gorgeous bf and i have decided to stay together!
im in love with the guy and hated the idea of spitting up just cos he'll be living 6 hours away from me come september! lol
ooooh and since im going away for 5 weeks and all this shit of me and him...
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off to london for a few days now with my man, things are alot better, think we'll last abit longer! then off to brighton.
im also going to meet sum of his family! very scary.... i like strangers, and its always cwl meeting new people, but when your scared what they'll think of you and you care and well its abit different, cant really be...
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i dont like being unhappy

i hate being alone, being lonely,

i havent seen him, touched him since thursday morning, i havent spoken to him or heard from him since yesturday at 5pm.... its the longest i havent talked or seen him in months, mayb 5 months...

its like he's forgotten me

glastonbury was great,
feeling more insecure recently though, strange really. i just go through phases, and now im kinda in a insecure phase... not good really.
so glastonbury was fun, so glad to see 'him' again though afterwards!
off for the weekend to a christening then off camping with my guy and mates for the week! oh and a 5 1/2 hour train journey in...
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mmm isnt is gorgeous when you sleep next to someone all the time, when you wake up during the nite and kiss and cuddle. when you hold each other and occaisonally you'll hear a whisper of "i love you"

i only have 4 favourites now grrr

im off to bleach my hair again! WOOP WOOP!
and revise hard for exams !ARGH ARGH!

ergh, and now having a lovely convo with a kinda friend bout what an "immature, manipulative attention seeker" i am! *phew* sounds like fun eh?

i think she just doesnt like me cos of all the stuff that happened between me and her bf. fair enuf really!
goin to...
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exams suck
work sucks
and i really dislike that pic.... thought about removing it, but think ill just wait til i find a better one.i look so young, i hate looking young.! ARGH.

so i just gotta get over the next couple of weeks, then theres glasto, camping by the sea with masses of mates and going to brighton for abit. should be good,
im...
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wel theres a profile pic
of course its not me
altho its not the greatest pic its the best one i could find at this moment. i think im smiling too much, face is too round and chubby. eck.

happy ot have my membership back and still desparate to get dreads!
planning on bleaching and dying my hair soon.
just got exams to get through...
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BLONDE! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
i finally discovered the entent of my bitchdom last night *sigh* me is never guna have friends again, i cant believe sum of the shit i did when i was drunk and how insensive every1 thinks i am!

plus work load is killing me, im just so frigging behide, and im here... i should be working but im not! GRRR
i rreally really...
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