and im going to meet the lovely Diceyjust found out she lives near me!
WOOOhoooo
but my speakers... aparently theres a pc world in whitechapel. so ill make it there sumtime soon.
dont have the recipe but it was delieved. and i do have the email confirmation! hope it works.
hows everyone else doing today?
one good thing bout today?
i met a costume maker (who was 40 and dressed amazingly!) and a silversmith on the tube this morning
and then went to see CIRQUE DU SOLEIL at Albert HALL!
im back in london.
things arent going so well with the boy
my first night back. im ill and everyone thats here has gone out.
why is the boy being so distant just when i need a big hug and to know everything is alright?
I'm sorry for being so depressing. i know things will get better soon.
I have a stinking cold
My boyfriend just left and i wont see him for weeks
i have a huge project to do
i have to decide how and when to get all my shit back to london
and im miserable
everything is too hard and im being stupid NGH ill.
anyone?
im trying so hard to get through this in one piece, yet its... Read More
it's true that stressing will only make things worse, and in fact it can keep you sicker longer. i am a master at making myself sick and then staying that way for too long cause i'm too stressed to recover properly. get some rest and drink your fluids and get physically well, and then you can tackle the other stuff one thing at a time.
okay now that i'm done being matronly...
big big big big big big hugs and smooches!
in answer to your question, i am a student of costume design...sadly i'm not one yet because i have to go to graduate school yet.
i'm not sure if there are too many people interested in america, but it does offer design skills, in my case theatre skills, and sewing skills that can become applicable in other occupations if i cannot find a job in theatre here. though i'm pretty sure i can find one cause i am more than willing to work my way up and there's always a need for people at the lower levels.
oh the new year oh the new year
come spark with me and we'll fly forever
my thoughts alone with yours will make pure magic
come swim with me, fly with me
I want to let go
edit - happy new year all.
I'm in a really low place atm and i feel trapped
full of emptyness, nothingness,