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deleteddelete:
I'm trying to think of an intelligent comment but all I can think of is......I can almost see your nips again biggrin
mck:
How long do you have to go?
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im sad and angry at the world

part of me doesnt want to say this, but then i think it will feel good to get it out so here goes...

sometimes i really hate food

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- I eat regular meals and am healthy and i get sick
(my body regular creating allergies to things. flavouring, flour, yeast, dairy, chocolate.... etc, plus...
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mystic:
Eating disorders of any kind are one of the hardest things to treat, mainly coz you have to re-train you mind! It looks like everyones already beaten me too it, but I hope she get's it sorted, and hope you get it sorted too! I don't know if your problem is a disorder, or a physical problem, but I hope you feel better soon!xx
mc_dove:
*huggles*

i'm sorry to hear about that. hopefully she can get the help that she needs.

kiss
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mck:
Strangers, if the stranger was Natalie Portman and I suddenly became really good at poker. biggrin
mck:
BINGO!
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yar i fucked up again

well we all learn from our mistakes.
I'm young and bound to make them.
my mistakes are just hurdles on the way to success

cant help feeling like a ejit though

I seem to be so lucky at the moment, however i do insist on kicking myself in the balls everynow and then it seems....

something about my week (not...
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stenno:
Hellooooo! I like your new pic! Your old one of you in BIG sun glasses didn't really show you! I didn't recognise you at the meet! tongue Now I do! smile
As for the weight thing, I went through a bit of a beefcake period where I wanted to build up but I just ended up putting weight on in the wrong places! I went from 11 stone to 13.5 and decided enough was enough and so I'm heading back down to about 12 I reckon.
It's been difficult but all I've done really is cut out snacks. All I have at work now is packed sandwiches but I used to buy cakes and sweets and fizzy drink from day to day! smile
Ooh and weetabix or bran flakes for breakfast instead of frosties! Plus drinking lots of water! biggrin
It's working slowly but surely! smile
Oh and my biggest mistake is... lets think... probably a one night stand, I thought it would make me happy but it was the most unemotional awkward moment in my life. surreal
Hope you're having a lovely weekend!
smile
acwildheart:
Hey, my whole life's been a series of mistakes (bad jobs, bad gf's, bad choices in general), I just see it as part of the learning curve. As one of my heroes Ginger Wildheart once said, "It's worth going through a thousand bad times to experience a good time. If you didn't have to trawl through the shit first, how would you appreciate the diamond?"

Take care pet, speak soon. smile
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oh sumtimes how i hate you.

what a joke life is sometimes

ps any friends trying to reach me on my mbile atm, i dont have a charger in wales so I'm not being rude not replying to text, i just wont get them till saturday smile

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mat8drb:
Are you doing that course?
mat8drb:
That's bad, especially if you are paying in any part for it. You enjoy it?

Cutie blackeyed
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phoenixinflight:
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gem:
Hehe, wise words! From me?!!! xxx
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mck:
I should hope I can draw, it's my job!
mandy:
so tell me how good the camera is. what made you buy it etc. i need to buy a snap and shoot cam for my guy when he gos to europe as i wont trust him with my slr.
what made you get that one in particular? kiss
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morning, i go to sleep a goddess, wake up a depressed fuck, thats not fair.
maybe the effect wales has, or dad or lack of sleep lol

if your looking for an update, and something about my weeekend thats all here

my life has turned crazy these past couple of months, since being single especially life has been a whirlwind tongue

these next few weeks i...
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acwildheart:
Stay positive pet. You'll pull through. smile
creamygoodness:
I blames Wales. Fucking Wales. But then I always blame Wales tongue

And hey, at least this way you still get to talk to me tongue
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edit - did i mention what a lucky lucky girl i am biggrin

i wrote a long journal entry, and then i had to edit it not to tell too much or offend anyone, and then there was nothing left tongue

Life continues to be crazy, i continue to be a spoilt cunt ARRR!!! and somehow in all that i end up happy. lol.

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deleteddelete:
I worked in a cinema for about three years as well - it was terrible. I could never eat popcorn again after that place puke The Prince Charles is a bit of a gamble because they only show oldish films. For 1 a pop I won't complain though biggrin
perversia:
I'm not moving out of London, just 3 or 4 streets down the road from where I currently am! Just needed a change of scenery!

And yes, we have to meet! And do knitting together! Once my exams are out of the way, I'll be in touch!

kiss
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johnfm1:
Now thats just plain rude...
flaneur:
I always miss the good meets... wink
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crackheidi:
I do remember, honest, can't make it today tho.
jezabel:
hey hey lady-wish i wasnt so ill other wise i'd sooo be in the pub!!!damn my evil kidneys!
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i feel like a fragiled winged bird.
please, no-one ask any more of me.
im battered and exhausted

I'm sick of trying to make people happy,

and yeah im fucking sick of nit picking, sick of the word 'inexperienced' and the word 'immature' for several reasons, don't assume you know them all.

I spread myself too thin and thats silly of me.
To everyone that...
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johnnyforeigner:
A lovely 'tard, maybe wink And thank you kiss
johnnyforeigner:
Actually, someone recently has made me smile a lot shocked

And yay for Ugly Duckling biggrin