So a friend of mine apparently really enjopys setting up her friends on dates. I don't know why (and she doesn't eaither). Subsequently she asked me what i look for in a potential partner. (FYI, I shot down her first suggestion as to a potential date and she hasn't made another). However, it did get me thinking about what I look for and why.
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So, I supose the point of blogging for me is to bleed excess emotion. Not that anybody ever sees it. I suppose it is like leaving a suicide note. It is an effort to tidy up things (probably after the fact).knowing that nobody really gives a shit.
So here we go...
I have been fortunate to fall in love 4 times in my life. Each...
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So here we go...
I have been fortunate to fall in love 4 times in my life. Each...
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How do you know that you have lost your mind?
How do you know that you are a bad person?
How do you know that life is worth living?
How do you know?
How do you know that you are a bad person?
How do you know that life is worth living?
How do you know?
badsquire:
Sanity is overated.
Insanity is underrated, or possibly just misunderstood.
Virtue is worth strving for, but vice is generally much more fun.
Insanity is underrated, or possibly just misunderstood.
Virtue is worth strving for, but vice is generally much more fun.
I saw Shitake again the other day. Rarely has she looked sexier. Well, on second thought, I am not sure she ever looked sexier. The kicker is that she is such a sweet heart. ah, well..this crush continues.....
I also saw my ex-yesterday. Yes, the one who's picks are posted in my folders here. It is really odd seeing her. There is a physical attraction...
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I also saw my ex-yesterday. Yes, the one who's picks are posted in my folders here. It is really odd seeing her. There is a physical attraction...
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So lately, everyone has been calling me to make sure that I am ok. When all I really want is to be left alone. There have been times when I want to just kill myself to make them stop. Today I had an epiphany.
I don't need to kill myself. I need to kill everyone else! Bye everybody.
I don't need to kill myself. I need to kill everyone else! Bye everybody.
So I saw my friend shitake the other day. I am always surprised by how attractive I find her. She has a mix of soft spoken intelligence and intensity that I find intriguing. It seems her latest relationship didn't work out either (and for that she has my sympathy).
I half jokingly asked her if she wanted to go out. It was one of the...
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I half jokingly asked her if she wanted to go out. It was one of the...
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Well, it looks like my relationship is going through it's death throes. I'm having a hard time not blaming myself for it, and yet I can't figure out what I may have done differently that would have helped.
Yesterday while saying she still wanted to see me, Christy said she needed some time to herself and that she was going to look for a place...
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Yesterday while saying she still wanted to see me, Christy said she needed some time to herself and that she was going to look for a place...
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So today I am dealing with crap that I can't help feeling I shouldn't have to do. And I feel lousy for being annoyed.
Yesterday, when Christy went to leave for work the check engine light in her car came on and the car ran poorly enough down the driveway that she came back inside and I took her to work. No big deal (even...
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Yesterday, when Christy went to leave for work the check engine light in her car came on and the car ran poorly enough down the driveway that she came back inside and I took her to work. No big deal (even...
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shitake:
hey! my poly-amorus man, saw you today for a minute at the caddy- hope you had fun with Jade...
about the above entry, I feel annoyed by people quite often. usually what happens with me is that I will feel guilty as well and so I try to be even nicer then get really annoyed to the point that I don't even want to be around them anymore. does that make sense?
Anyways, sometimes life can feel like such a test on my nerves!
about the above entry, I feel annoyed by people quite often. usually what happens with me is that I will feel guilty as well and so I try to be even nicer then get really annoyed to the point that I don't even want to be around them anymore. does that make sense?
Anyways, sometimes life can feel like such a test on my nerves!So I wrote my friend and wonder of wonders got a response back within an hour. Seems while under employed she is well.
Why write you ask? Because she is on her third phone this year. She loses her phone more often than I lose my keys. Too bad she has the same habit with her purse.
Why write you ask? Because she is on her third phone this year. She loses her phone more often than I lose my keys. Too bad she has the same habit with her purse.
I had a very intense and extended dream last night. Mostly involving a firend I haven't seen for the better part of a year. I wonder what my mind is trying to tell me.
Guess I should write her and see how she is. I just hate writing.
Guess I should write her and see how she is. I just hate writing.