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Well today was a shit day. It would have been a great day if I wasn't in such a shit mood. I've been auditioning for a couple of shows the past three days. I made it to the final cut of the final callbacks. Last night I was there from 6 to 10:45. And then I didn't fucking get cast, even though I tore it...
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obsidity:
Those are pretty fuckin cool.
I am totally jealous of your gymnastic skills.
Auditions suck like piglets on a sow. Really, that's why I'm not famous. I just cant stand auditioning.
Why can't they just tell how much cooler I am than all the other people!!!
PS it was FABULOUS seeing you even if just for a few minutes, really a highlight of my BBQ for me!!!
kiss
sugarfish:
Oh wow. FASCINATING flowers.
Yeah... auditioning is a weird, weird thing. It fucks me up way more than I like to admit. In fact, I'll be wondering why I'm morose for a few days and then it will hit me... Oh yeah, I never got cast in this or that or got a callback for it, or that one audition I had sucked... Just keep auditioning and training. And read Linda Buzell's book, How To Make It In Hollywood. Cheesy title? Yes. Great book for actors and anyone else in Hollywood? Yes.
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I had a rough night. I need some kind words.
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kiscica:
Zech using kiscicas account: Im sorry you had a rough night. I wish I could do something to help you. I know its no consolation, but I hope you know that I've missed talking to you very very much. You are such a wonderful person and it breaks my heart that as smart as I am, I am not smart enough to help you avoid bad moments. If I could, please know I would at any cost.

So much love
your friend
Zechariah
greggster:
Im sorry you had a rough night...I hope today is much better
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Cinderella once sang, "A dream is a wish your heart makes" and I sure hope that's not true. Cause man, I have some fucked up dreams.


Yesterday I talked Shakespeare with a cowboy from South Dakota, and rode a horse for four hours up in the trees through thick fog and cold windy rain. It was so beautiful. But when I was done my hands...
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miss_magenta:
i have fucked up dreams too.



i hope you have a wonderful day sweetheart. kiss
timmy:
well, let's just hope you don't go from poor college student to poor college graduate. that has a tendency to happen with degrees in the arts.
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Yesterday I turned the wrong burner on and ended up blowing up a pyrex baking pan full of cornbread. The glass shards were so hot they melted the linolium floor. The smell of burning cornbread was awful. I cut my fingers cleaning up all the shattered glass. Thank God no one was in the kitchen when it happened. I felt stupid. Like really really dumb....
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indielife82:
The guy in your 18th picture is wearing a doseone shirt, thats cool. smile
lilith:
Awww....sorry about your little incident. Mmmmm...I had ice cream earlier today....yum.
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I'm supposed to be writing a paper right now. I was supposed to have been writing it all day. But I really just couldn't bring myself to do it. It's such a lame topic. I'm not learning anything new. I'm not making any ground breaking insights. I'm not making the world a better place with my thoughts on the topic. Why is so much of...
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fej:
Like the profile pic...rad smirk smile
sixsixty:
can you think of me wearing my new gloves, so i can get some use out of them while my bike is in the shop?

oh and who are those adorable people in your profile picture?

i love you.
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Apparently I'm like a pied piper for respressed homosexual urges in the straight women around me. If you put the vibe out there, it's shocking how many people will respond. All sorts of girls comming out of the woodwork and expressing unexpected interest. yikes.
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obsidity:
Except when I just lay there awake for 5 hours.
Oh well. i tried.
letigre:
you must have that certain scent.
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puke ugh, no more drinking espresso for me. I usually drink green tea, but felt I needed a stronger caffeine boost this morning. But that was too much caffiene. I can't concentrate on anything, and I feel like I have miniature armies marching through all my viens and making my insides shake. My brain is jumpy. And my tummy hates me. And I had the caffeine...
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fractal:
have you ever tried yerba matte? its stronger than coffee, and sorta an aquired taste, but it doesn't give you that tweaker feeling...
lilith:
Hmmmm...I agree with Fractal. I drink tons of Yerba Mate. It's so good for you.
But I still love coffee. There must be so much caffeine pumping through my veins. confused
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ugh. I'm sickly.

at least it's my day off. blackeyed
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seether:
Get better soon girl.. Sick sucks!

Can you do me a favor and pass this into on to giga_geo, the meeting location has changed and her SG membership has lapsed frown

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Check out the party webpage for the latest details, the meeting location has CHANGED!

Trilobyte Birthday Mayhem Tour - Saturday March 6, 2004

See you there!

-Ssssssssssssssssssssssss
mobprod:
Aw... no sick for the beeze! Hope you're doing better hon! I'd come make you soup or read to you but that's a bit of an unrealistic undertaking yet.♥ to you!
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I miss playing Final Fantasy 7 for hours at a time downstairs in my parents house after school. I would play till my eyes hurt and I couldn't see straight. That game nursed me through the worst breakup I've ever been through. I don't care what people say. RPGs are theraputic.

So are children's fantasy novels.

The real question is: why didn't I ever play...
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miss_magenta:
kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
freyja__:
me! me! me! me!
let's dance the night away.
kiss