bailey

when i was in high school there was this exchange student from japan who loved to swear in english.

he even had a little song he sang:

goddamnshittymotherfucker
goddamnshittymotherfucker

over and over again.

its exactly what i feel like singing at the top of my lungs right now.

a whole bottle of baby oil and not a person to share it with....

boy you make my head spin

dear henry rollins

please come stick your dick in my mouth

love
bailey

babysitting is the best form of birth control ever,

today is my half birthday.

and i feel blue.

the weather is crappy. i hate how much weather affects my mood. strawbettie came down, kdub came over and we had a lovely time doing absolutely nothing.

why is it that when i am surrounded by people, i feel the most lonely? why do i feel stupid writing this shit on this journal? i feel like...
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so my sister found out about suicidegirls....i told her. thats not the funny part.

she told her ultraconservative boyfriend about it.

his response??

"i think i'll cancel my membership"

eep.

oh my god oh my god

i am about to quit my job.

waiting for my boss to answer his page so i can "tell him where the dog died" as my father put it.

hooray for me. my boss is a gaylord. no really, thats his last name.

I'M ON VACATION!
...time to work on that resume.....

okay so here i am.
boston.

and here is what i discovered:

i am really good at convincing myself of things that arent necessarily right or true.
i then hate myself for thinking i was strong enough to handle certain things, people, situations.
i like southern cal better than northern.
dangerous criminals for the fourties and fifties were fucking hott stuff.
i cannot rationalize spending...
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my sad mood followed me to calilfornia. i did a really good job of ignoring it and KABOOM! tonight i explode.

its raining. that doesnt help.

but hopefully things will improve soon. a walk in the rain with the puppy. dinner at a frech restaurant and perhaps a date with dia tomorrow.

life is going to change for me soon. it always does. i never...
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everyone in san fran is a bunch of pussies.

they get a little bit of rain and wind and shut everything down.

now i cant go to alcatraz. sixsixty is happy. being back there reminds him of his time in the can. i guess instead we will have to go get his "bitch" tattoo covered up.

*sigh*

i heard it snowed back in boston. fucking...
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riding a motorcycle makes me feel like apalonia from purple rain.

why cant sixsixty be more like prince?