bailey

ten points: doesn't make sense to me but i *can* relate so in that way it totally makes sense -- does that make any sense?
two cents: hope you are feeling less unloved by the time you read this. and hey everyone's bad at email, too -- it's not a big thing, at all.

That's kinda funny...

My girlfriend was staring at my chin today, and I didn't know why the hell she was so intently staring at it... so I said "Is there a dickfor on my chin or something?".

And she said "What's a dickfor?"

And me being the immature asshole that I am, laughed for a good 2 or 3 minutes.

Ahh, god bless incredibly stupid humor.

I see I'm in good company over on that other site now

i suck too much to win i was gonna but i would get my hopes up and heart broken..


haha i sound like we were once in love...

ait maybe we were iin another life time


hmm who knows

*goes and ponders that thought*

a girl can dream can't she
god ...

fine whatever i won't dream
i'll just be greedy and take what i want...


okay now really i am going
god i swear stop pushing me out of the door
hehe
~trinity

I would love to be, but it wouldn't make sense with me in NJ and you in Beantown. How bout I make it up to you when I'm there in March.

[Edited on Feb 08, 2003]

that kid might just be a fucking prophet...

Keep an eye on the Golden Child to see what else he comes up with.

"my brain is in my head!"

Oh... wait... no...

I never was the funniest kid in class. You should know this.

that's so great that henry is still such a good performer.

old man time: rollins was part of the first REALLY AMAZING show i ever saw -- black flag also made me deaf for like half a week.

a friend dragged me to see black flag in 1982 or 1983, at a really cool club in miami beach called flynn's which was notable for being in the same hotel that lenny bruce od'ed and died in. i'd heard 'tv party' but nothing else and wasn't sure what to expect. anyway i was like 14 or 15 but i talked my way in to the show. i'd just started to write about music and have always been a big bullshitter (and big) so i pretty much always got into clubs when i was a kid.

this band comes out with two guitarists (greg ginn and dez cadena -- not to get too music geeky here but this is my favorite and unfortunately short-lived era of the band -- inbetween damaged and my war if memory serves me) and the music was like free jazz and punk rock mixed together, a wall of furious barely controlled noise, just stupendous. the kids all reacted violently, one of the scariest and weirdest pits outside of butthole surfers shows in the mid 80s (gibby being such a sadistic fuck he'd almost always assault someone.) but i made my way to the front of the stage and was untouched the whole show. rollins was really incredible that night, just gave everything he had -- it's hard for me to describe it w/o lapsing into cliche. one of the best shows i've ever seen!

afterwards, henry had two plastic cups in his hand. he passed one around the audience to take a collection, while he slowly squeezed his sock juice -- the dirty grey sweat from his socks -- into the cup he was holding. it was pretty full. and he said 'alright you kids i've got to go eat at denny's tonight and i'm broke so i need you all to put some of mommy and daddy's money into that cup that's being passed around, and i'll drink my sock juice for you.'

i interviewed him in like 1999 for work and he vaguely remembered that show... pretty swell guy. i have other henry stories but i am not at all certain these are welcome -- so i'll shut up for now!

I'm going to go see Henry again on the 25th! Yeah Henry! Of course its all general admission, which bites.

Bailey!!!!
I've been a member of this site since august and never posted ANYTHING. I've been reading your journals lately and realized you'd probably be at henry rollins tonight. So I WAS going to be all clever and talk to you eventhough you don't know who i am. But when i saw you walk out of the avalon tonight all i said in my head is "yep thats her" and I just didn't say anything at all to you. So yeah ...pretend like I came up to you and said something clever like "did you ask him about his turtle"...or something equally ridiculous. I just felt like I would be a cheesy fan girl if I came up to you in the street. But damn, wasn't henry fucking intense. Yeah so i'm just saying hi!!

Dorinda

Good luck, remember the little people in your life when Henry asks you to run away with him....
Oh yes also I will be in Boston March 17th - 23rd...Woohoo

you rock girl!!

stay AWAY from henry's turtle; that's what the dream was about...

did I mention that I suck at mailing things?

:tuffy:

i added you as my fave sg...cuz the pic of you is sooo wonderful.

the smile after the cry... the most beautiful thing.

how are you? i'm bored in the great southern

But without the cruel there would be no reason...Oh you should check out raverporn and my third set...you are in it

don't stay away too long...

christ, I adore YOU!
SMOOOCH!!!!!

"feel" loved? or "be" loved?

big difference.

feel = get a dog or read many a response to your journals.

be= ??? I am still trying to figure that one out...

I went to go see Hank in Denver last night (1/15)...Killed as usual! I am so lusting after you right now! lol. I can't wait till Feb 25th when I get to see him again in Phoenix! Of course I am damn confused right now about the Massachusetts location and his current local for the tour...

smooch!!!

thank you for bringing me that book. it broke my heart, but it reminded me of things i'd forgotten. i started writing again. a journal of the past. i figure if i get it all out, maybe i'll be able to move on. maybe i'll fall in love again. maybe not, but it's worth a shot. and i might even have a book in the end.