I have been absent from this site for a while, I have had a lot of shit to deal with and just needed time to centre myself again. I'm back now anyway, I broke up with the guy I was so in love with, I still have feelings for him but he has way too much baggage and he took out his stress on me...
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OK I am exhausted. We drank three bottles of wine between the two of us last night and then we decided to take on indoor carpet wrestling. Needless to say I am moody as well as full of carpet burns, fantastic. I REALLY NEED SLEEP! His ex is fetching the rest of her stuff tomorrow, it will be nice to have his space free from...
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feerlessfreddy:
hey! i flew to houston. a drive would have been a nightmare with 3 kids. they were visiting my parents for a month. they do this every year. glad the ex is moving on. that should give you less stress on your relationship. have a good week.
saffa:
look like things are going well seems you so quite 
OK so I read the first chapter of the PADI Scuba diving manual and had all sorts of adverturous dreams last night. One involved being pulled up an immensely high ladder (with a row of kids holding on to me in single file)that just extends into the sky and just stops mid air. I am very scared of heights so this was a very unpleasant...
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angrboda:
Thx for the encouragement, hun!! R3,500 is not too shabby, huh!?!
I have SMSd you Sean's cell no. As far as I am aware, yeah, he is definitely still keen
Western Shoppe is where I got all my riding gear. They've got a great online catalogue with prices, & their store is just off Main Road, on the right hand side, as you're driving up towards Kyalami.
I have SMSd you Sean's cell no. As far as I am aware, yeah, he is definitely still keen
Western Shoppe is where I got all my riding gear. They've got a great online catalogue with prices, & their store is just off Main Road, on the right hand side, as you're driving up towards Kyalami.
saffa:
so its not just a scuba course its a general fun weekend then from what i gather 
Hey
I really don't feel like working . I have been so lazy and in love which is not a good thing. I really need to be more productive at work but everytime he sends me a text message I'm in lala land again...It's nice but bad for my bank balance and my self esteem as I feel like a lazy shit! Off to gym...
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I really don't feel like working . I have been so lazy and in love which is not a good thing. I really need to be more productive at work but everytime he sends me a text message I'm in lala land again...It's nice but bad for my bank balance and my self esteem as I feel like a lazy shit! Off to gym...
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xerxes:
, good luck for Saturday !
, good luck for Saturday !
feerlessfreddy:
i know how you feel. i remember getting a new girlfriend and not being able to focus at work. i would even call in sick just so i could spend time with her. have fun scuba diving.
Had a great weekend, me and my man went out for dinner on Friday evening and after that we got snotdrunk attempting to play pool. He wanted to see me freak out the way that I tend to when I have had copious amounts of shooters as well as beers so he fed me more and more alchohol. Well anyway I did freak out in...
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saffa:
oooh i hope your friend got home ok 
i have driven home drunk a few times and its not a good idea
sounds like you had fun at the party
hope your boy feels better soon
i have driven home drunk a few times and its not a good idea
sounds like you had fun at the party
hope your boy feels better soon
angrboda:
It's a real pity you guys won't be able to join us on Saturday night 
, but I'm sure you'll have just as much fun bouncing around at Teknotribe
Lee-Boy & I are going down to Durbs for our mates, Del-boy & Sc@ry-Jane's, wedding on 9th September. Am really looking fwd to seeing my folks again...My poor mom has not been in a good way these past few months. She suffers from something called "coughing asthma" which manifests itself in the most horrendous coughing / choking fits. Sometimes, when they are really bad, she actually ends up vomiting &/or losing control of her bladder. And then follow the awful migraines. After each attack (which occur several times every day & night), she is left feeling physically exhausted. And not being able to get a full night's sleep obviously compounds the fatigue. I just feel totally desperate for her.
Apparently her main trigger is grasses, particularly sugarcane, of which, as you probably know, there is a serious abundance in & around Durbs. She has been on literally DOZENS of brands of inhalers, steriods & other bronchodilator medications delivered via nebuliser (a scary-looking, mask-like device that makes you sound like Darth Vader, which is used to reduce liquid medication to extremely fine cloudlike particles in order to reach deeper parts of the respiratory tract). But so far nothing has really worked for her. In fact, the coughing fits got so bad about a month ago that she actually lost her voice & hasn't regained it yet. She & I have been communicating via email & SMS, & second-hand telephone conversations passed on through my dad.
Apart from moving cities - away from that cursed sugarcane - I don't really know what other options she / they have left And unfortunately it's not as easy as that anyway, as my dad has a well-established private Paediatric practice in Durbs (specialising in ADD & ADHD kids), & at 63 is far too old to start all over again eleswhere.
Oh, well, best I buckle back down to work now. Hope you enjoy the rest of your week
, but I'm sure you'll have just as much fun bouncing around at Teknotribe
Lee-Boy & I are going down to Durbs for our mates, Del-boy & Sc@ry-Jane's, wedding on 9th September. Am really looking fwd to seeing my folks again...My poor mom has not been in a good way these past few months. She suffers from something called "coughing asthma" which manifests itself in the most horrendous coughing / choking fits. Sometimes, when they are really bad, she actually ends up vomiting &/or losing control of her bladder. And then follow the awful migraines. After each attack (which occur several times every day & night), she is left feeling physically exhausted. And not being able to get a full night's sleep obviously compounds the fatigue. I just feel totally desperate for her.
Apparently her main trigger is grasses, particularly sugarcane, of which, as you probably know, there is a serious abundance in & around Durbs. She has been on literally DOZENS of brands of inhalers, steriods & other bronchodilator medications delivered via nebuliser (a scary-looking, mask-like device that makes you sound like Darth Vader, which is used to reduce liquid medication to extremely fine cloudlike particles in order to reach deeper parts of the respiratory tract). But so far nothing has really worked for her. In fact, the coughing fits got so bad about a month ago that she actually lost her voice & hasn't regained it yet. She & I have been communicating via email & SMS, & second-hand telephone conversations passed on through my dad.
Apart from moving cities - away from that cursed sugarcane - I don't really know what other options she / they have left
And unfortunately it's not as easy as that anyway, as my dad has a well-established private Paediatric practice in Durbs (specialising in ADD & ADHD kids), & at 63 is far too old to start all over again eleswhere.
Oh, well, best I buckle back down to work now. Hope you enjoy the rest of your week
Oh God! His ex is being pathetic. She was going off about how someone like me who apparently has all these high morals is being a hypocrit as I am going out with her ex boyf and apparently that is wrong. I should sacrifice being with the man of my dreams in order to save the mediocre friendship I had with her even though she...
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feerlessfreddy:
crazy animal sex is good. way to go. its easier said than done but forget about her and enjoy your new relationship. have a good weekend.
So I sms'd her. It went as follows " I kno that you probably hate me, I understand and accept that. I am sorry that I betrayed your trust. Nothing transpired between him and I until after you broke up with him. I wouldn't have reciprocated Antons advances if my feelings for him were mediocre. I hope we can get past this someday or at...
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angrboda:
Oh my 
You lucky, lucky cow
You lucky, lucky cow
xerxes:
yep, you r lucky
Hey!
OK so last night he told her and she hates me. I was called all sorts of profanities .i.e. slut whore! She wants him back and apparently she is not going to quit. I am just happy that this whole thing is not hanging over my head anymore. Now we can just relax and be together allthough Teknotribe is going to be awkward and...
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OK so last night he told her and she hates me. I was called all sorts of profanities .i.e. slut whore! She wants him back and apparently she is not going to quit. I am just happy that this whole thing is not hanging over my head anymore. Now we can just relax and be together allthough Teknotribe is going to be awkward and...
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saffa:
well im glad you told her
pitty she cant accept it
holding thunbs and crossing toes
pitty she cant accept it
holding thunbs and crossing toes
visara:
Eish! 
OK we didn't tell her. I wrote the letter and he was going to give it to her but then arrived at his place crying saying that she missed him, loved him and that she was trying to fix herself. He asurred her that he would always be her friend but he didn't have the heart to tell her that he was with me. This...
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xerxes:
I am very happy for you, but I do feel a bit sorry for his old girfriend I also believe that she just needs some time and I wouldn't worry too much if I were u
I also believe that she just needs some time and I wouldn't worry too much if I were u
saffa:
get in there girl
but you have ot do it some day and the sooner the better
but you have ot do it some day and the sooner the better
I've decided to write her a letter and give it to him to pass on to her tomorrow when she gets her stuff from his place. This is going to be complicated. I had a little tiff with him this morning about something and he didn't just buckle which is good and he wasn't an ass about it, great balance, I hope it stays this...
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saffa:
will be holding thumbs that it goes ok and she takes it well
and accepts you two been together
and accepts you two been together
visara:
Relationship Shit .... arghhh 
My Dad said something very true the other day ... When you buy a brand new car it goes for a service every 15000km even if nothing is wrong. A relationship is the same ... you have to check in once in a while to do a "service check" .... now I need to put this in practice in my relationship with Kathearsis ...
Hugs and kisses sweetie!
My Dad said something very true the other day ... When you buy a brand new car it goes for a service every 15000km even if nothing is wrong. A relationship is the same ... you have to check in once in a while to do a "service check" .... now I need to put this in practice in my relationship with Kathearsis ...
Hugs and kisses sweetie!
Last night was a little hectic. This whole situation is so fricken complicated. We have to tell his ex that we are together because I am an old friend / close acquaintance of hers and I don't want to totally devestate her by letting her find out via the grapevine that me and Anton hooked up. That has happened to me and it really bites...
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severinskiss:
From past experience these things hardly ever go smoothly and without collateral damage, in gaining a male partner you may lose a girlfriend. Its going to be difficult to maintain your friendship with her without the cracks showing. Good luck all the same, I hope that you do find a way to keep everyone friendly. Fingers X'd
saffa:
mmm thats a tough one
i have never been threw something like that as you know
but i think the best thing to do is tell her yourself or the two of you tell her
ill put money on it that she will be hurt and angry but like you say she doesnt want
to hear it via the grapvine it wil be worse if she does
good luck hope it goes well
i have never been threw something like that as you know
but i think the best thing to do is tell her yourself or the two of you tell her
ill put money on it that she will be hurt and angry but like you say she doesnt want
to hear it via the grapvine it wil be worse if she does
good luck hope it goes well
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sushyboy2000:
Hey Hey... Behave... He is way to ... welll ... ANTON!!!!
severinskiss:
Oooh he Dj's off vinyl, in an era when Djs mix off Ipods...how trad!!! Unless thats all white-labels And he scores highly on "Shaved heads, tattoed arms and well defined muscles."
And he scores highly on "Shaved heads, tattoed arms and well defined muscles."
aaaah sorry to hear about the boy unfortunatly these things happen and it just was not ment to be
and by the sounds of it he wasnt the person you thought he was
have fun tonight hope he gets you a wonderfull meal