It appears I'll be going grey my friends. My check card that is paying for this service was upgraded and the account number changed. Due to this, and other issues, I don't feel the need to update that credit information to continue my account on this site. If you need to get in touch with me, most of you know where to look. Lol. If...
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I actually managed to recover my crashing hard drive onto a new hard drive with a ghost utility! Hurray for modern technology. My old drive was so damn sick that it took over 17 hours to complete, but I've got all my data back! Hoo Rah!
"I wanted to destroy something beautiful."
gory:
And if it was in here?
There would be NOBODY around to hear or see it, as it certainly seems to appear so! I came in here expecting to have a bevy of belated journals to catch up on, and to my shock, not only have so many people gone, or are talkin bout going grey, and it is like DEAD!
I thought I was bad...
Anyhow...I think it is time that we started to put that Plan into action....
You know...The one about 'Our Lifeboat'???
We shall talk?
SS
There would be NOBODY around to hear or see it, as it certainly seems to appear so! I came in here expecting to have a bevy of belated journals to catch up on, and to my shock, not only have so many people gone, or are talkin bout going grey, and it is like DEAD!
I thought I was bad...
Anyhow...I think it is time that we started to put that Plan into action....
You know...The one about 'Our Lifeboat'???
We shall talk?
SS
zaya:
But what would you do with that something beautiful?
My nights are black,
My days are gone.
I can't get back,
I don't belong.
The blood is dripping,
all down my face.
I have trouble gripping,
reality at this pace.
My life is dead,
Love is a dream.
Is it all in my head,
I'm almost out of steam.
I clutch at my heart,
Such a useless thing.
I tear it apart,
Affraid of...
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My days are gone.
I can't get back,
I don't belong.
The blood is dripping,
all down my face.
I have trouble gripping,
reality at this pace.
My life is dead,
Love is a dream.
Is it all in my head,
I'm almost out of steam.
I clutch at my heart,
Such a useless thing.
I tear it apart,
Affraid of...
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gory:
I think that is a very appropriate way to honor our celebration.
I also was able to talk to Zaya tonight between the shoot, and watching the first of my new limited edition Coffin of The Blind Dead collection...
I was bloody and Bare Nekkid...where were YOU?
LOL!
Happy Samhain Bro!
SS
I think that is a very appropriate way to honor our celebration.
I also was able to talk to Zaya tonight between the shoot, and watching the first of my new limited edition Coffin of The Blind Dead collection...
I was bloody and Bare Nekkid...where were YOU?
LOL!
Happy Samhain Bro!
SS
apydiagirls:
Hey, how's our favourite web master doing? 
Hope you had a great Samhain indeed, still haven't had my photo's developed from my halloween night but if they actually turn out I'll throw some your way for TAA. Speak to ya soon.
Hope you had a great Samhain indeed, still haven't had my photo's developed from my halloween night but if they actually turn out I'll throw some your way for TAA. Speak to ya soon.
So, I've been hit with a 20 comments about myself Tag thingy by SexySadie. So, lots of trivial information about my past that may surprise, shock, or just bore the tears out of you. Let the telling commence!
1. I onced believed at a young age that Don Johnson was one of the coolest men alive. Then I found out he fucked Cher.
2....
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1. I onced believed at a young age that Don Johnson was one of the coolest men alive. Then I found out he fucked Cher.
2....
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apydiagirls:
Lol, TAG fever eh? It's going crazy! Haha, great read mate, I didn't tag anyone after mine either, too confusing or something. Re-generation huh? Wow, I've always been jealous of Starfish and Lizards which can do that but humans, that's cool.
TAA is looking absolutely brilliant mate, really nice work. : > Speak to you soon. Keep an eye on your postbox too in the next couple of weeks.
TAA is looking absolutely brilliant mate, really nice work. : > Speak to you soon. Keep an eye on your postbox too in the next couple of weeks.
So, been busily working and getting things ready for Halloween. Got 2 little ones that will enjoy it. Also trying to help Miss Zaya blow off some steam. She's had a hard week, and I'm helping her relax. So, if your interested check out my new hobbie. The Abominable Apothecary Some guys get cars to work on in the garage. Some tinker in a wood...
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_pauly_:
The sites coming along in leaps and bounds sir 
, Is that where the chat is held now or is it still in the MSN group? I needs to know and I WILL make more appearances sir
, Is that where the chat is held now or is it still in the MSN group? I needs to know and I WILL make more appearances sir
gory:
TAG!!!
You must write 20 things about yourself that are fun facts...or something...(This wasn't MY idea...)
LOL...HaHa! Too late! You have been TAGGED! Now you gotta tag 5 more people...AFTER the 20 facts of course...
OOogaBOOoga...
(see my madpad for more of this stupid game goin around!)
SS
You must write 20 things about yourself that are fun facts...or something...(This wasn't MY idea...)
LOL...HaHa! Too late! You have been TAGGED! Now you gotta tag 5 more people...AFTER the 20 facts of course...
OOogaBOOoga...
(see my madpad for more of this stupid game goin around!)
SSHey you, Hey you, Devils little sister.
Listening to your Twisted Transistor.
Hold it between your legs, turn it up, turn it up.
The wind is coming through, cant get, enough.
A lonely life where no one understands you,
but dont give up because the music do, music do,
music do, music do, music do, music do, music do.
Because the music do, and it...
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Listening to your Twisted Transistor.
Hold it between your legs, turn it up, turn it up.
The wind is coming through, cant get, enough.
A lonely life where no one understands you,
but dont give up because the music do, music do,
music do, music do, music do, music do, music do.
Because the music do, and it...
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gory:
HELL-OOOoooOOOoooOOO Ave!
PHEW! I made it...It was gettin shaky there, But I am making a quick recovery as I am getting more calls than a Santa on X'mas...SHIT! The thing that really sucks is having to work an entire Haunted House and run 3 films at once...THAT is gonna be fun...At least I will look good, (well, I HOPE I do anyhow...I havent worked in over a month cause of the knee, what a time to get back on my feet, literally!)
Those are some pretty amazing words there, I know that you write incredibly terrorful words, and I always, ALWAYS enjoy reading your stuff...But since I have become a musical moron (But I gots a few great new songs to listen to Thanks and Spanks to you!) Are those yours??
Ave...what can I say Man, I just got a good look at the site yesterday...and I am going to have to pay you somehow...Cause I REALLY needed somethin like this, and Now? There is a Project, and I am so excited to start working on it with you, ant and apy...YOU, sir, are going to have to be given an appropriate title...and That bit about you bein at the bottom of the ladder?? SHUT UP! You ARE prolly THEE most important in that respect...That was the very first thing I mentally made note to bitch you out on over...
Anyhow...That fuckin ZOMBI toy...LOL! I wanna see it! I went and did the Yearly spendin spree on FX make-up, and everything else that comes cheap round this time...(Man...some of the cool shit they have now!! Geez, It was just stocking up on the fishnets, Black lipstick and nail polish when I think back...Now? Its ALL there...ALL year round, and MAN! Store-bought costumes have come a LONG way...)
ANYHOW...sorry for the epic man...I just feel a bit out of touch, trying to get everything back on track! I am really happy and greatful for having you as , imo, tech is something that ended with me when I stopped screening actual film or VHS's, onto Digital and computer shit? I may as well be a 101 dropout...I REALLY appreciate everything, and I know I would like to think of this as an outlet for ALL, but especially us.
Shall talk soon, I will try and get you on the IM, Off to your Lady Zaya to poke my nose in and smack her bottom!
You really are amazing...I humbly appreciate you so very much!
Talk soon...
SS
PHEW! I made it...It was gettin shaky there, But I am making a quick recovery as I am getting more calls than a Santa on X'mas...SHIT! The thing that really sucks is having to work an entire Haunted House and run 3 films at once...THAT is gonna be fun...At least I will look good, (well, I HOPE I do anyhow...I havent worked in over a month cause of the knee, what a time to get back on my feet, literally!)
Those are some pretty amazing words there, I know that you write incredibly terrorful words, and I always, ALWAYS enjoy reading your stuff...But since I have become a musical moron (But I gots a few great new songs to listen to Thanks and Spanks to you!) Are those yours??
Ave...what can I say Man, I just got a good look at the site yesterday...and I am going to have to pay you somehow...Cause I REALLY needed somethin like this, and Now? There is a Project, and I am so excited to start working on it with you, ant and apy...YOU, sir, are going to have to be given an appropriate title...and That bit about you bein at the bottom of the ladder?? SHUT UP! You ARE prolly THEE most important in that respect...That was the very first thing I mentally made note to bitch you out on over...
Anyhow...That fuckin ZOMBI toy...LOL! I wanna see it! I went and did the Yearly spendin spree on FX make-up, and everything else that comes cheap round this time...(Man...some of the cool shit they have now!! Geez, It was just stocking up on the fishnets, Black lipstick and nail polish when I think back...Now? Its ALL there...ALL year round, and MAN! Store-bought costumes have come a LONG way...)
ANYHOW...sorry for the epic man...I just feel a bit out of touch, trying to get everything back on track! I am really happy and greatful for having you as , imo, tech is something that ended with me when I stopped screening actual film or VHS's, onto Digital and computer shit? I may as well be a 101 dropout...I REALLY appreciate everything, and I know I would like to think of this as an outlet for ALL, but especially us.
Shall talk soon, I will try and get you on the IM, Off to your Lady Zaya to poke my nose in and smack her bottom!
You really are amazing...I humbly appreciate you so very much!
Talk soon...
SSWhat? Nobody like deep meaningfull questions any more? Lol! Guess I just asked on that was too hard or too personal eh? If your lost, check my last journal entry. As for news, I've just purchased a web site to set up for a few friends of mine in here. You know who the hell you are! 
So, I'm busily trying to get it set...
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shaunie:
nice site
yeah i cant wait till orlando it will be ace
yeah i cant wait till orlando it will be ace
skeneo:
yeah i can sort of breath if i have the time as somedays are aright sod
This is the year where hope fails you
The test subjects run the experiments
And the bastards you know, is the hero you hate
But cohesing is posssible if we strive
Theres no reason, theres no lesson
No time like the present, telling you right now
What have you got to lose, what have you got to lose
Except your soul...just listen
I fight for...
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The test subjects run the experiments
And the bastards you know, is the hero you hate
But cohesing is posssible if we strive
Theres no reason, theres no lesson
No time like the present, telling you right now
What have you got to lose, what have you got to lose
Except your soul...just listen
I fight for...
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"He who makes a beast out of himself, Gets rid of the pain of being a man."
"Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't loose my will to stay. I tried to drive all through the night, The heart stroke riden weather, the barren empty sights. No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me."
"Can't you help me as I'm...
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"Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't loose my will to stay. I tried to drive all through the night, The heart stroke riden weather, the barren empty sights. No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me."
"Can't you help me as I'm...
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gory:
Words to Live By, Ma Man...I concurr Bro....VERY good wisdom in those...that is, to those whom get them!!
HEY! How cool is it to see that? I don't know...I remember the first time someone actually mentioned me in thier journal, and in a positive way to boot, I was really shocked! Now I still smile and gotta say "Awww Thank Ya Kindly, Fine Sir..."
Most greatly appreciated...It is always good to know that after an absence from here, I am at least remembered by my true blues...I must apologize, But I can only actually get three lifts to my office, as in bein carried by Ritch, into my Computer area of the office. Got this new addiction now...actually two, If you include 'Collectible Figures and Rare Horror fliks, DL'ing!! I have already dl'ed and burned EVERYTHING that I can see in the thetre...and lemme tell ya...I am glad I didn't waste spit on Cry Wolf...THAT just bit! and the rest? Well..we shall chat about in chat this aft...Hope you will be there...
As always, A pleasure...
SS
EDITED TO SAY: HOLY SHIT! I completely forgot! *smacks Head* Hurricane! I was just about to read about it in your better halves madpad, But DAMN! I hope you are alright!! I just may call!!
Hope you, SIR, especially, are not placed in any harms way for the job that you have...Man! You are gonna have to work magick!
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HEY! How cool is it to see that? I don't know...I remember the first time someone actually mentioned me in thier journal, and in a positive way to boot, I was really shocked! Now I still smile and gotta say "Awww Thank Ya Kindly, Fine Sir..."
Most greatly appreciated...It is always good to know that after an absence from here, I am at least remembered by my true blues...I must apologize, But I can only actually get three lifts to my office, as in bein carried by Ritch, into my Computer area of the office. Got this new addiction now...actually two, If you include 'Collectible Figures and Rare Horror fliks, DL'ing!! I have already dl'ed and burned EVERYTHING that I can see in the thetre...and lemme tell ya...I am glad I didn't waste spit on Cry Wolf...THAT just bit! and the rest? Well..we shall chat about in chat this aft...Hope you will be there...
As always, A pleasure...
SS
EDITED TO SAY: HOLY SHIT! I completely forgot! *smacks Head* Hurricane! I was just about to read about it in your better halves madpad, But DAMN! I hope you are alright!! I just may call!!
Hope you, SIR, especially, are not placed in any harms way for the job that you have...Man! You are gonna have to work magick!
[Edited on Sep 25, 2005 8:25AM]
gory:
Geez...Update fer christs Sake!
(Dontcha know? It makes him cry!!!)
Go read your Fair Lady's Journal!
(Go and get what you want to out of that!)
SS
Oh yeah...
You wanna be TAA's Techman?
There ARE perks...
(and no...OBVIOUSLY, it seems, I am NOT one of them unfortunately...)
(Dontcha know? It makes him cry!!!)
Go read your Fair Lady's Journal!
(Go and get what you want to out of that!)
SS
Oh yeah...
You wanna be TAA's Techman?
There ARE perks...
(and no...OBVIOUSLY, it seems, I am NOT one of them unfortunately...)
"He who makes a beast out of himself, Gets rid of the pain of being a man."
"Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't loose my will to stay. I tried to drive all through the night, The heart stroke riden weather, the barren empty sights. No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me."
"Can't you help me as I'm...
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"Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't loose my will to stay. I tried to drive all through the night, The heart stroke riden weather, the barren empty sights. No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me."
"Can't you help me as I'm...
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Oh what a lovely week. Spent Monday getting ready to go to Houston Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday. Just got back this evening and now I get to drive to Dallas Friday night for a funeral Saturday afternoon. Lovely. Well, I'll be road weary, but alive I suppose! Hope all are doing well.
shaunie:
just make sure you take plenty of good music dude!!!
And POO on this pink shithole...Fuckin right...Next thing they will want you to do with yer friggin 4 bucks per month is spend 10 more on some fuckin nobody SG's stupid crusty skanky underwear!!!
You came, you saw, you did NOT come...THAT is why you are leacin...I mean...Don't be polite about it man! Do you know how many fucking people I have on my list that are going grey? And then its a fuckin Hydra!! BAM! I have 8 that dont even say hello that want to be on it....I don't get this fuckin fancied-up place... You know why we are staying...
I applaud you Sir.
And you know what? The Horror is ensueing elsewhere, and YOU are at the helm...(Now ya just gotta give me a fuckin shout so we can start lowerin the lifeboat, I wanna make sure you get off this boat with certain 'treasures')
I LOATHE ya, and I shall make my way to yer sexy other half in a few hours...I am positively pooped! and not pleasured...GRRRRR!
Yeah yeah.,..I know, I can hear ya...
I choose it...Cause Celebicy is F-U-N!
(Yeah...Thats right. Right from the Mouth of a Natural, Redheaded witch...I Choo-Choo-CHOOSE to be celebite...That is unless that fuckin cannibal ever, well...you know.
I will miss ya tho...(I don't know why...I mean we talk more outside this fuckin hole) But you know....
See you in The 'Other' TAA, and Life and stuff.
*pulls pants down and leaves some 'Tutti-Fuckin-Frutti' on the floors in here to mark yer spot*