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I sure do get going sometimes don't I. Ok I'm an idiot. Nuff said. Going to curl up and watch cusak movies.

Incorporated into the realm of obsolescence is a phrase for the functioning of my brain.
I walked over the shattered remnants of an image of myself and cut my feet to ribbons; the blood trailed back to another self holding a bat standing over the spot where one of me stood. I never liked him much anyways and the guy with the bat has a...
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So my friends landed safely on the big isle and are getting ready for the wedding. I really wish that things had worked out differently but that's how she goes sometimes. I still have days of inactivity ahead and after a ski trip with my ex and her brothers I am heading west to Van for new years, no real plans yet maybe just getting...
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I hope everyone has a merry ho ho and a new years worthy of any toxicology testing. Kisses and hugs for those that need them, a bright quick smack in the ass for those that desire it.
See you all soon.

I have cancelled my trip to hawaii, the fates have been calling my name and I have been too busy to hear but now a lull and sudden screaming. My ears burning with the cry of roadtrip; where ever has become; vancouver, I have friends there to say hello to AND FROM THERE WHO KNOWS boxman said to make no plans, just drive and I...
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It is looking ominously like I will be home for the holidays, how depressing.If I don't go to hawaii I think I will take a drive;............ road trip!!

Where to go? That shall be the only question, where to spend 11 days; or maybe I just stay on the move.

So I have been waiting for my id so that I can go to my friends wedding in hawaii and learned today when I called to find out where it was that; 'Oh yes, there was a problem in processing that could delay delivery.'! WWHHAATT???????? 4 days cross country delivery, regular mail because they just noticed that it should have been courier, and it left...
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So now upon a stretch of road, I stare into noonday suns and envision the length of this goldrush. I feel possessed, gripped by a power of other wordly intent and proportion. Scoured by days too long without water and nights too short without sleep, I cannot get enough of the one thing to nourish. The sun bears down and I walk still unbent, although...
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I need sleep and so I think I shall withdraw and rest my eyes for a short while, tomorrow is here already and I am unprepared for it.

yes, I do.

I have decided today to not get drunk again as it seems that when I am sober my messages are their clearest, and in retrospect it is obvious. Heaven still shakes and now I listen to the sounds that whip around me. My heart in hand, I fear not the steep slope but look towards the glow of dawn shimmering golden on the horizon. I...
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I have steadily thought to myself about the world at random for time immeasurable and have concluded I dont have a fucking idea about what the hell is my role. Should I care or not, should I be content with the stage of activity I go through. To know in one instant that the kind of person you are is at odds with itself purely...
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Heigh ho the day is done, no more work, time for fun;
Heigh ho the evil work is done.

Mmmmwwwaaahahahahaha, so day off tuesday and I'm feeling evil tonight, don't know why. Well maybe just really euphoric, I feel like I'm on shrooms or e or something but I haven't even had a drink today. Could this be......, actual, spontaneous joy?
Holy shit; that's just...
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