ataxia

ok i realize that i forgot to take my antidepressant last nite but i am feeling very hostile towards all of this.....stupid fuckin journal.....stupid fuckin people...

you sit there waiting for something profound?.....something witty?.....to spring from your fingertips onto your keyboard...

How's That Working Out For You?

moooooooooooooooo
keep fucking purgatorying
i'll sing you back to sleep

i guess i needed a refresher on what it means to be goth...
(bad joke, i know)

well....what to do now....

ouch.

you're unsure and you're not ready so that must mean I want you
you're unavailable and disinterested and to you I look for
comfort

a million times in a million ways I will try to change you
a million months and a million...
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flush the last decade of my life down the toilet.....




turn the page.....

I wanna get psycho
Run you little bitch
I want your power glowing, juicy flowing, red hot, meaning of
life
It's not enough to have a little taste
I want the whole damn thing now
Can you dig it?

Need to get psycho
wanna hear you say it
say, you want it, need it
Don't wanna wait until we finish the show
It's not enough,...
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well i didnt mean to do another indigo girls song.... but hell, when it fits it fits...

You can go to the East
To find your, inner hemisphere.
You say we're under the same sky babe,
You're bound to realize, Honey, it's not that clear.
I'm not your promise land
I'm not your promise one
I'm not your Land of Canaan, sweetheart,
Waiting for you...
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I'm trying to tell you something about my life
Maybe give me insight between black and white
The best thing you've ever done for me
Is to help me take my life less seriously, it's only life after all
Well darkness has a hunger that's insatiable
And lightness has a call that's hard to hear
I wrap my fear around me like a blanket
I...
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often, as i am waiting for my slow ass connection to load up sg pics, i read their shit.... and i feel i must say... some people should not speak... or type ... really

i guess i should write something in here...



my kids at work (group home) were lil hellions all week

bought "way of the gun" yesty... bitchin movie...

i cant figure out how to reply to comments....

i should go work on my sg set....

ill will press


go here.

i found out it was the suicide end of a murder/suicide....

dude shot her at her house then was driving down my road and got so upset he shot himself in the face while he was driving! fucker slammed into a house...

who would pay for that, anyway? homeowners insurance? or the dudes car insurance?

i can see it now...you get home from work to...
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